Good thinks happened with me

Greeting!
So, Ive been doing this meditation since jan 10:

https://ancient-forums.com/threads/sex-energy-re-calibration-meditation.303714/

Also started a big detox with it, and doesnt really focused on anything else, just to keep these. But the results are more than I could have ever imagined, things just happened with me without affirmation. A brief summary from the past 2,5 months of mine:
- greatly reduced porn usage
- reduced phone usage
- got a well paying stable job(pretty boring one, but its not that much of a contra)
- find someone who I went to a date with, kissed and felt really good with
- usual high sugar no longer breaks my spirit. Almost. But even the most chaotic medical states only cause a few days rage, instead of existential depression like last year
- not even mentioning how much thing I realised and understand now about myself

Of course, its not perfect yet, there are still setbacks and some worse days, but overall I feel like Im making great progress. Likely Ill need to keep the meditation and the detox whole year, or at least a half year more.
Sometimes it feels weird, like Im no longer 'myself', while in reality Im just no longer my older self, but a new, better one. At least a new one is in progress.

So thank you again, High Priestess Lydia, I just hope you can feel how much you helped me with this🙏

Im also very greatful for the Gods. There were very dark periods, and They helped me through those times.