Another big fight + I left home

MercuryWisdom wrote:View source

I’m staying with friends until I rent after a paycheck. Friends are muslim. They are really good friends though, they are almost like siblings and there might be workarounds however spirituality would be playing with fire in this situation.

Until I get a place with privacy, survival comes first and foremost.

Oh, I see. Fortunately Our Gods are completely understanding. I'm sure things will work out for you if you just do what you're able to. Don't forget Them, nothing is stopping you from communicating. Also remember to clean your Soul and keep your AoP strong, even if only with silent visualization and and drawing in energy. You know the importance of this.

I'm glad to hear that you've got support and will be able to make a smooth transition. All the best, Brother! We're all behind you.

Karnonnos [JG] wrote:View source

I said to you before, I think a while ago, that young men often have to leave their families and this is a natural part of life in making a young man, often things come to a head where this occurs and is fated. That's part of the Aries modality of men. Aquarius and Gemini (friends, neighbors, siblings, locals) that are sextile to Aries are part of this, as with your friends who helped you.

I'm not saying this as an 'I told you so' moment as your situation is extremely complicated, it's just something to consider.

Please at least maintain the Foundation Meditation and AoP and be safe.

666% in agreement here. This has to happen. I'm excited for him, this is time for all sorts of growth and positive change.

Mercury, take it head on and give it horns. You're so much more capable than you know, and it's hard things/times that teach you this. No fear, no doubt, just determination and endurance with the right positivity.

MercuryWisdom wrote:View source

Spirituality and ToZ is going to take a backstage for a while.

This sounds like a too much black or white/all or nothing kind of thinking.
At least some meditation and positive affirmations could be good in this situation.

A former friend of mine, who I once had a podcast with, also had a fight at home recently. Happened July this year.
He ended up beating up his very old dad to death, and is now facing life in prison. No joke.
Drugs and his own stupidity destroyed his life. ToZ saved mine. Beat up your inner issues instead of people.

MercuryWisdom wrote:View source

Happy for you.

Thanks. I wrote part of my story by heart as an inspiration for people struggling with freedom.
This is also sad, as family is supposed to be good and supportive. Depends on where you live also.

MercuryWisdom wrote:View source

My immediate family isn’t so bad, however with the arguments and these last fights, something was definitely wrong. My mom has been mainly a positive influence in my life, with some problems as well.

I honestly hope this is not your case, and your family is really not so bad.
But, this was what I consciously thought at time, my family is not so bad!
I did not anyway want to stay with them for any reason, I had this strong impulse to leave. Many years later, issues and truth emerged, to my surprise and appall. Now I know the reasons why this happened. I tend to be over-worried about others with family troubles but the fact you were almost dying in your first attempt to leave, is evidence of a strong link or opposing force to your choice.

MercuryWisdom wrote:View source

It’s not so black and white it seems. But what’s apparent is that I probably have overstayed my welcome. I should dig my own path now.

Best of luck ! Congratulations for your choice.

Y'all are reactin' to MercuryWisdom's "Spirituality and ToZ is going to take a backstage for a while" as if he was going to drop it altogether. If - IF - you've never been in a sitution like his, you know next to nothing about having to make hard choices.

HE IS NOT QUITTING. Sure, if he hadn't written it, no one would be so morally righteous.

616Taysha wrote:View source

Y'all are reactin' to MercuryWisdom's "Spirituality and ToZ is going to take a backstage for a while" as if he was going to drop it altogether. If - IF - you've never been in a sitution like his, you know next to nothing about having to make hard choices.

HE IS NOT QUITTING. Sure, if he hadn't written it, no one would be so morally righteous.

I don't think it is about as much about "moral righteousness" as it is about staying clear of obstacles, advancing, and being healthy and happy. At least that's what I would like him to be instead of hopping from one extreme to another.

Good luck brother MercuryWisdom! Gods be with you!

Take care of yourself, time will fix it.

The Gods have your back, you'll make it, and I wish you all the best

Thank you all for your support, encouragement, and care brothers and sisters. It means the world to me and I feel stronger because of you.

Understand this brother at a time like this YOU SHOULD FOCUS ON Zevism.

Most of us understand, and hold off on drastic actions. Lots of I've wanted to do but decided without a care plan ahead that wouldn't make sense.

But yet again maybe living on the edge of survival is what you need, Is seen people react the told after such actions although they suffered alot and alot didn't make it ... those who did went far. You are not alone.

MercuryWisdom wrote:View source

Thank you all for your support, encouragement, and care brothers and sisters. It means the world to me and I feel stronger because of you.

you welcome

Brandonn wrote:View source

Understand this brother at a time like this YOU SHOULD FOCUS ON Zevism.

Most of us understand, and hold off on drastic actions. Lots of I've wanted to do but decided without a care plan ahead that wouldn't make sense.

But yet again maybe living on the edge of survival is what you need, Is seen people react the told after such actions although they suffered alot and alot didn't make it ... those who did went far. You are not alone.

You're so fucking right with this. Even the God's are testing us. Whatever happens in our lives, to see how strong we are , how we are keeping on the path, how important is the Path for us truly? Do we do enough following it or we just bark and still stay a mediocrity like the 99% of the rest of the planet? Fuck everything else, just meditate, become God , nobody cares about each other truly , I mean they do but it's nothing any can do for their own lives, therefore , focusing on Zevism it is indeed the best way, no matter how much mercy and good words and bla bla somebody gets from online strangers. Your advice is PERFECT

The Gods delivered Brother! Congratulations again for the win @MercuryWisdom, I don't know which prize you won because the ToZ Donors usernames are different than the forums ones, but I saw you saying you won in the Raffle thread. HAIL ZEUS!

Demonic Tech wrote:View source

The Gods delivered Brother! Congratulations again for the win @MercuryWisdom, I don't know which prize you won because the ToZ Donors usernames are different than the forums ones, but I saw you saying you won in the Raffle thread. HAIL ZEUS!

It doesn't matter how much, a win is a win, we should be grateful even for the smallest thing in life, if not, I've noticed the universe tends to treat you differently.

Demonic Tech wrote:View source

The Gods delivered Brother! Congratulations again for the win @MercuryWisdom, I don't know which prize you won because the ToZ Donors usernames are different than the forums ones, but I saw you saying you won in the Raffle thread. HAIL ZEUS!

Thank you brother! Blessings have been pouring on me I’m beyond grateful.🥰🥰

Viego wrote:View source

...we should be grateful even for the smallest thing in life, if not, I've noticed the universe tends to treat you differently.

Yes, I agree

Viego wrote:View source

It doesn't matter how much...

Oh it does though.
Caring about how much, and being grateful for even the smallest things, are not 2 mutually exclusive things.
You should be grateful for even the smallest things, but even more grateful for bigger things.

Demonic Tech wrote:View source

Oh it does though.
Caring about how much, and being grateful for even the smallest things, are not 2 mutually exclusive things.
You should be grateful for even the smallest things, but even more grateful for bigger things.

Imagine you're a God, right? And you bless somebody with a bit of lifting up charm just enough to keep him floating as it is his own business to stand back up on his feet , my point is this.

If you're a God and help somebody in need and then you hear that very person saying or thinking in himself " That's alright...wish It could be more tho " so ..although you do a divine and universal thing , the human is an ungrateful being. We have been given this very life and although of this , many seems not to appreciate it very much.

I don't insinuate nothing about you Demonic Tech , I just felt like saying those things.

Viego wrote:View source

Imagine you're a God, right? And you bless somebody with a bit of lifting up charm just enough to keep him floating as it is his own business to stand back up on his feet , my point is this.

If you're a God and help somebody in need and then you hear that very person saying or thinking in himself " That's alright...wish It could be more tho " so ..although you do a divine and universal thing , the human is an ungrateful being. We have been given this very life and although of this , many seems not to appreciate it very much.

Yeah I think you've misunderstood what I meant. I didn't say to disregard a blessing, or not being grateful for it, because it "could've been more".
I'm just saying that numbers matter in this world, so it's fine to be MORE happy for something BIGGER happening.

Viego wrote:View source

I don't insinuate nothing about you Demonic Tech , I just felt like saying those things.

Don't worry, I know