Times are tough

Yes times are tough. What the Gods want are Growth, of us all. They will not give you the things you want and pamper you because you feel like you deserve it. If there are two roads, one is you experience what you must to better yourself, or the Gods give you something because you are special and have knowledge, do you think they will really give it to you If you can achieve it yourself by learning and experiencing even if it means the hard way? Some of us have to learn the hard way to better our life.

I understand this is an emotional dump, and you are near given up, and what are experiencing feels extremely personal towards you. But what I want to say is. How much in all honesty have you given to the construction of the Gods, and the Temple of Zeus, for them to give you something how much personal sacrifice have you given for them to bless you with something, and if you ask me it is a curse if we had Gods who would block our growth by giving us things we wanted which we could gain from our own toil.

You have an extremely large amount of knowledge here for gaining wealth, out of those 300 applications How many of the had the whole power of a working behind them? How often did you use your gifts and knowledge on the recruiter, or on the job specific, in all honesty ask yourself how much you meditate and have you ever really pushed yourself? meaning How much have you advanced spiritually and have you consistently meditated towards these material gains? Is what you need something given to you or a wake up call to start doing better / more?

If you wallow in self pity because you are not given what you desire without truly giving it your all, then you are only failing yourself. This is a dangerous road to tread on where you start blaming others instead of your inaction.

What means have you taken to apply your college degree to outside of a standard job? Have you taken your expertise and sold this expertise to those looking for it?
Ask yourself, was your college certificate a poor choice in the first place, meaning was it something with a not so great market tied to it?
How many jobs outside your college certificate have you applied for? Why are you not applying to 100 jobs a day with A.I this is very possible.

How many workings have you put into this lack of motivation and disclipline?

You say you have put in effort towards financial workings that have worked in the past, but you do not have the effort to do so now? And are complaining that you cannot get results? You have the answer right in front of you. Clearly I see the Gods want you to grow past this mindset, and develop yourself better.

You have the answer in front of you your workings have worked in the past, so put on your big boy pants and do them. You are telling me you do not have the ability to spend 20-30 minutes a day on something that can change your life for the better? Are you on drugs? what is the debilitating factor that is preventing you from doing what you need to do? Just do it.

I know I may sound harsh and blunt, but this is reality. Talking negative about the Gods and Daemons is not going to get you anywhere, except completely on your own alienated from all their support. You want things given to you when what you need to better yourself, which I am sure you asked of the Gods at one point in your life, is exactly this experience. You need something to push yourself to level up, instead of blaming the Gods and Daemons maybe you should actually take real actionable steps to better yourself out of this situation. find the root cause and work on it.

In complete honesty towards the betterment of yourself it seems like you have not been tested enough in life, and need to grow. However if you do not come to the conclusion of this and continue to blame the Gods for not taking care of you like mommy has always done, it will be a long road again.

It is best to man up as fast as possible. And to do what you can right in the moment to better yourself. Ask yourself where you are wasting time. Are you playing games 3-6 hours are you on social media throughout the day doomscrolling? put all that away, network to find a job, get out there and make money with other means if you cannot find a job, make a job, put all entertainment away, meditate daily and focus on material workings towards your goals.

And I will not further tolerate any disrespect towards the Gods. The Clergy have made posts regarding everything you mentioned here more than once.

Success is possible, and in your future but all of that goes away if you give up. Giving up is easy. but it will make your life hard. Not giving up is difficult success is hard, but it will make your life easy.

Hubris is a gateway to self annihilation. Don't attribute the depravity of others to the Gods just because we have the power to make our own choices. Genuine love is giving someone the tools to reach their full potential and leaving them the choice to do with these tools what they will. Times are very tough, but if you are a Zevist then you have tools at your disposal that most do not. (Not just workings to help with various areas of your life, but tools to self regulate when life is particularly rough) Modern culture encourages looking outward first whenever life gets hard, but if there's anything I can suggest then it's looking inward. Giving up is not the solution that it seems like it is. Your situation can improve, but not until you can meet yourself where you are right now without judgement.

28 and you're talking like a teenager, unironically.

To win in this world you got to be ruthless and use every advantage at your disposal. Yeah lots of people who are absolutely evil can become very successful in this life. A positive way to look at this is to show that anyone can be successful and the ways to success are many, not all are ethical or good though, I'd suggest you choose a good way to do it.

I worked very hard to get into the job I'm in now, I've been through several interviews, learned from my mistakes, worked for free to get experience, built up my portfolio through student jobs, and now I am in a respectful position. I also prayed to the Gods daily and put in a LOT of spiritual energy into manifesting all this. I've probably vibrated thousands of runes by now throughout the year. I won't be ashamed to say that I also cheated in some ways. I don't care. I won.

Back in the days of the Old Temple, I asked Father Zeus to find me a job. I went to many interviews, I remember one job was located outside the city. It was summer, in the scorching heat, and I had to literally walk through the desert to get to the customs office where I was invited for an interview. Even though it took a very long time, I was late, HR thought I wouldn’t show up, and they weren’t exactly thrilled to see me. For some reason, they took pity on me and gave me a one-day trial period. They didn’t like me, so they just turned me down, though they did kindly send me back to the city by bus after a single workday for which I didn’t get a single coin. I didn’t lose hope, I kept going to interviews over and over again until Father Zeus gave me a job that had absolutely nothing to do with my education and didn’t match my degree. Before that, I worked as a real estate agent for three months with absolutely no pay, then for another month I worked as a designer with absolutely no pay. No one would hire me, they just took advantage of my labor. And even now that I’ve found a job, I only make $400 a month, while our fellow Zevists can afford a $300 bottle of wine, and I work literally from morning till night and come home late at night, and I have to do my spiritual work in the office when no one is watching and when I have no energy left after a full day. I understand that the world may not be fair, In that case, take the justice into your own hands and do what u have to. When muslim attack my comrade with a knife, I don’t go whining about it or getting all worked up. No, I go to Nemesis, I use every dirty black magic in my arsenal because neither diplomacy nor physical force wont works on people with whom i had dealt with. It doesn't matter at all if you're dealing with people who are physically stronger than you, more powerful than you, richer than you, and so on. As long as the Gods are on our side, you can do anything! Don’t think about Einstein or anyone else you consider successful. They may be successful, but they end up badly. Don’t look up to them, ordinary human pleasures couldn’t bring them happiness. These people are sick, and that’s exactly why they do what they do.

P.S I had no clue what people speak about Einstein again, must be folks have so much interest in physics and the theory of relativity just like before in 20 century, i think that's cool

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I don't know exactly what I want to say here. I think I'm close to giving up honestly. Yep, I've decided you're getting an emotional dump :p. Therapists are expensive and likely not worth the money and time.

I can't find entry level work related to my college certificate, and the only jobs that are worth even looking at are rare and highly competitive. Mind you, I'm hardly being picky and would take a minimum wage job if it allowed me to register as an apprentice. I got a 3.5GPA, which was enough to get on the dean's honor list, and I have prior work experience. Apparently that means nothing, after 300+ applications I haven't gotten a single interview; many of those positions were things I'm arguably overqualified for. Job searching nationwide too btw.

I've done financial rituals that worked in the past, but I just don't have any fight in me left, you know? I'm not sure I want to put that much effort in just to "survive". I'm tired of putting in 150% effort and only getting the bare minimum.

Oh, I found my first grey hair too today. Already getting greys at 28, still living with mommy, no bitches and no motivation to change any of that anymore. I think I could sleep for a month straight.

I don't even know why I'm posting this here btw, I don't buy into the "Demons love you" bullshit. That's straight out retarded actually in the average POV. They must love Diddy and Epstein though since they got away with basically anything they wanted. Someone who just wants a fucking decent job is too much to ask for though. The Demons must also love the immigrants too, they're doing pretty well these days all considered-- going from Somalia slums to their own fraudulent daycare centers as one example of many.

I don't know if I'm bouncing back from this one gang. Would be nice to stick around to see the world burn, but it's taking too long. 4 years more of this is a lot to ask.

It has been said multiple times workings are not a one shot deal. If you give up things will never get better. I have had some of the most grueling horrible jobs you can think of. I have been poor, I have been mad depressed, I have been a drug addict. But you know what? I always brought myself back up from whatever pit I had made for myself. I never questioned the power of the gods, I only believed they would lead me to the right path for me.

I understand that you feel very defeated at the moment and quite depressed. The state of the world is more chaotic than ever, people are going mad daily. We need people to bring order and fight the spirit of decay. Will you invoke the powers of divine order or get lost in the chaos and noise? Your situation is possible to overcome apply yourself more than ever before. Attack your life in every direction you know how. Build a solid spiritual routine through our knowledge of the technologies of the gods to overcome the pressure of our modern life. Build your life force and expand your power.

Do this:
Breath Work RoutineExternal ↗ 2 minutes each exercise
Sat KryiaExternal ↗ 3 minutes
Kirtan KriyaExternal ↗ - reduce time to 5 minutes out loud
Can you spend 15-20 minutes of your day to drastically improve your life?

In the face of giant adversity of your life, defy the odds.

ModernMage wrote:View source

Do this:
Breath Work RoutineExternal ↗ 2 minutes each exercise
Sat KryiaExternal ↗ 3 minutes
Kirtan KriyaExternal ↗ - reduce time to 5 minutes out loud
Can you spend 15-20 minutes of your day to drastically improve your life?

Thank you for sharing this routine. I stopped doing Sat Kryia, and did only spinal flex from KY, for one year or maybe more, restarted today and realized it was big mistake. Imbalances were causing psychological problems to me.

I don't even know why I'm posting this here btw, I don't buy into the "Demons love you" bullshit. That's straight out retarded actually in the average POV.

->Say blasphemous things about Gods
->Be self-pity
->Repeat

Good job "Gang", You are on a good way to destroy yourself and your life.

Times are rough, I can see it myself but by doing what You do You will not escape reality.

Do you even meditate? If not then what do You expect?

You probably have dirty aura, low vibrations and You are making it worse by lowering your vibrations even more and turning your back towards Gods.

All I can say is:
"That which is Below corresponds to that which is Above, and that which is Above corresponds to that which is Below, to accomplish the miracles of the One Thing"

Your feelings are cause of your saturn return as you are 28, now you know whats causing it you can work on targeting it.

A protection specific to negativity of return and cleaning for stability is what i would suggest.

Look at it this way, the way you are talking you believe you have nothing, if you have nothing then you have nothing to loose and everything to gain.

Get a good routine going, saturn returns feels that way you are feeling, but if you do nothing then nothing changes.