I don't feel disgust against myself until I go out. I heard people find me beautiful, and I worked for elegance, so on. But I feel disgusting and after a certain time other people think that I am distant and don't want to talk to me. I am behaving awkwardly unconsciously, I feel so tired after a period. Everyday, going out for school etc. is really affects me badly. And I am emotionally unstable because of that. What can I do about that? Maybe it's related, I am so water dominant and I have a very strong Moon. Sometimes I am trying to invoke earth, and this is working. But I am still unstable.
Discussion
That sounds like a lack of self-esteem. Do solar workings and strengthen your natal sun.
People who are Water dominant take on the energy of other people, and it can feel draining to be around others all the time.
Clean your aura and chakras every day, perhaps twice a day. Breath in White-Gold energy into your aura and soul and affirm that you do not take on other people's energy or moods. Working on your Solar chakra will also help, and your Base chakra too.