beareroflightandtrth83
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- Dec 9, 2019
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I am going to be taking a long break from the forums due to different factors involved. For one, I am enrolled in college classes. Two, I am developing other hobbies and busy with work. Three, I will pop in every now and then and I feel like the internet, social media, and even the TV is a waste of time. (except the internet is used for research and a business tool).
My view, as always I understand its important to take care of our own, our tribe and things like that But focusing so much, to almost obsessive degree on the enemy just gives the enemy more energy, power like a psychic leech. That I don't have time to focus ALL of my energy on. There are other things I can do in my time that are constructive, and to me that IS a good strategy to make the enemy spaz. Living life, developing hobbies, being well rounded and things like that.
I don't like some of the attitudes in this forum, judgements, its easy to type what you want in the forums aka keyboard warriors and people saying you are mentally fucked in the head or delusional is another reason why I am taking a LONG break. But when all is said in done, I made my final judgement. Bigotry, ignorance, and the like. Sure one can say I am all those things, be my guest. I really don't care.
But if I learned anything about myself during my meditations, I have often cared what people thought, yes it is helpful to some degree. But that is changing. I think meditation AND conditioning yourself (reprogramming) is very useful. I am tired of it. I think one of the biggest downfalls of spirituality per se is that it focuses too much on the "supernatural" , the "power" while it does it exist but sometimes people can go off into a delusional and forget to ground themselves and actually live. And it can be toxic, and promote escapism. Depending your planetary placements.
There are other effective ways to "clean your aura" and empower yourself and I also know something called "active meditation", rather than just sitting their and chanting.
I guess you can say I am burnt out, while I agree with a lot of things on the joyofsatan website and forum but there are things I disagree with. I read, write, make do what I am up to. There are some individuals in these forums who already DISRESPECTED me and I am not going to put up with it.
So I am taking a long ass break from interacting with individuals in these forums and focus on other things and in the process of focusing and empowering myself, probably will piss off the enemy. Lol. Oh well....
HAIL SATAN!
My view, as always I understand its important to take care of our own, our tribe and things like that But focusing so much, to almost obsessive degree on the enemy just gives the enemy more energy, power like a psychic leech. That I don't have time to focus ALL of my energy on. There are other things I can do in my time that are constructive, and to me that IS a good strategy to make the enemy spaz. Living life, developing hobbies, being well rounded and things like that.
I don't like some of the attitudes in this forum, judgements, its easy to type what you want in the forums aka keyboard warriors and people saying you are mentally fucked in the head or delusional is another reason why I am taking a LONG break. But when all is said in done, I made my final judgement. Bigotry, ignorance, and the like. Sure one can say I am all those things, be my guest. I really don't care.
But if I learned anything about myself during my meditations, I have often cared what people thought, yes it is helpful to some degree. But that is changing. I think meditation AND conditioning yourself (reprogramming) is very useful. I am tired of it. I think one of the biggest downfalls of spirituality per se is that it focuses too much on the "supernatural" , the "power" while it does it exist but sometimes people can go off into a delusional and forget to ground themselves and actually live. And it can be toxic, and promote escapism. Depending your planetary placements.
There are other effective ways to "clean your aura" and empower yourself and I also know something called "active meditation", rather than just sitting their and chanting.
I guess you can say I am burnt out, while I agree with a lot of things on the joyofsatan website and forum but there are things I disagree with. I read, write, make do what I am up to. There are some individuals in these forums who already DISRESPECTED me and I am not going to put up with it.
So I am taking a long ass break from interacting with individuals in these forums and focus on other things and in the process of focusing and empowering myself, probably will piss off the enemy. Lol. Oh well....
HAIL SATAN!