Magia
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Why is it that I am so weak maybe its not humans and its just me but I feel like our whole existence we have been slaves still to this day and the jews or aliens or whatever they are have damaged us and divided us. 2021 I should have not went to the doctor to get the vaccine it even said Israel on it... I did it so I can go to some places with my friends or go to cinema. I only vaccinated myself one time because I already got ill with this and now I am built with inner anxiety and panic attacks. If I lose myself to deeply in meditation I feel like passing out and I cant basically get to the point where I can unlock my inner potentials... I can feel my heart raising. Then I should have never opened the Islam Book when I got curious because everyone was telling me to...
As soon as I opened my heart to it it swallowed all my energy and dreams. Everything I loved doing now was haram and it destroyed me completely. I have suffered so much and not even the doctors could help me. I told them that my heart is raising and that I feel like passing out sometimes but they just dont have an answer for it... But I know the answer deep in my heart its this poison of a religion that destroyed me. It destroyed me. A higher being is trying to kill me and drain my soul. I cant do it alone I tried it but it doesnt work. I need Satans help but he doesnt help me I feel so alone. I just wanna be healed and enjoy my life and follow my dreams thats all I want. I had dreams of making the world a better place but I cant do this anymore. I got deeply attacked and damaged. I need a powerful healing... I need to get rid of this anxiety. They islamized my ancestors and destroyed the nature. I feel like a slave but I am sick and tired of being a slave. I dont wanna be a slave anymore. I dont wanna watch them kill all humans and enprison their souls. But before I can do anything I need help myself. I am so weak and demotivated... But I wanna be stronger. I want Satan to finally hear me out and help me out of this dark hole because I tried it and I cant do it.
As I am writing this text I feel hopeless and I feel like anytime this heart raising comes to me which is basically a stop sign telling me to not open up to not be myself. But I wanna be myself. Help me out of this prison, Satan. I am too young to die. I dont wanna die so early. I dont wanna die until I have left my mark in the world. Help me to fulfill this dream, please.
As soon as I opened my heart to it it swallowed all my energy and dreams. Everything I loved doing now was haram and it destroyed me completely. I have suffered so much and not even the doctors could help me. I told them that my heart is raising and that I feel like passing out sometimes but they just dont have an answer for it... But I know the answer deep in my heart its this poison of a religion that destroyed me. It destroyed me. A higher being is trying to kill me and drain my soul. I cant do it alone I tried it but it doesnt work. I need Satans help but he doesnt help me I feel so alone. I just wanna be healed and enjoy my life and follow my dreams thats all I want. I had dreams of making the world a better place but I cant do this anymore. I got deeply attacked and damaged. I need a powerful healing... I need to get rid of this anxiety. They islamized my ancestors and destroyed the nature. I feel like a slave but I am sick and tired of being a slave. I dont wanna be a slave anymore. I dont wanna watch them kill all humans and enprison their souls. But before I can do anything I need help myself. I am so weak and demotivated... But I wanna be stronger. I want Satan to finally hear me out and help me out of this dark hole because I tried it and I cant do it.
As I am writing this text I feel hopeless and I feel like anytime this heart raising comes to me which is basically a stop sign telling me to not open up to not be myself. But I wanna be myself. Help me out of this prison, Satan. I am too young to die. I dont wanna die so early. I dont wanna die until I have left my mark in the world. Help me to fulfill this dream, please.