Dark Blue Eye said:You asked something similar about how many reps you should on runes. It feels like you put a bit too much pressure on yourself. Just relax and meditate how you feel it. Is not like a homework. You need to meditate everyday, clean your aura, build aop, do your workings, but when it about meditations you are free to choose what fits you the most
I posted a working on romanian forum about this. Using Nauthiz, Wunjo or Surya and an afirmation like "I always create my time and privacy easy to do my meditations, in the most happy and positive for me. My meditations routine always fits me". My english is not really good, but you got the point
Honestly I never considered someone could be on this path and not want to reach the Godhead ASAP. It feels hard to imagine knowing the Gods created us with the potential to reach Godhead and not want to reach that. I subscribe to Socrates words in my mindset. I feel as if it'd be a disgrace to myself and to the Gods to grow old without reaching my limit and breaking that. It's probably my only fear I have left that I might once again forget the Gods love and kindness and this loyalty that burns in my soul. I hate the idea of forgetting myself, and forgetting again the care I've been given. I have too much gratitude I have to repay, so this perspective is hard to imagine.Stormblood said:everyone wants to achieve apotheosis in this life. Some people just want quirky siddhis, others just want to reach the point of keeping their memories intact, other have other goals.
SleepingWolf said:Honestly I never considered someone could be on this path and not want to reach the Godhead ASAP. It feels hard to imagine knowing the Gods created us with the potential to reach Godhead and not want to reach that. I subscribe to Socrates words in my mindset. I feel as if it'd be a disgrace to myself and to the Gods to grow old without reaching my limit and breaking that. It's probably my only fear I have left that I might once again forget the Gods love and kindness and this loyalty that burns in my soul. I hate the idea of forgetting myself, and forgetting again the care I've been given. I have too much gratitude I have to repay, so this perspective is hard to imagine.Stormblood said:everyone wants to achieve apotheosis in this life. Some people just want quirky siddhis, others just want to reach the point of keeping their memories intact, other have other goals.
Not sure what the point of this was other than to thank you for helping me see other perspectives. I'm usually good at that, but this is a rare case I couldn't.
"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan