V12-POWER
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I never felt necessary to improve my luck and "fortune" in a very specific area of my life, because in the past I thought these circumstances would go away, but they're not going away at all.
In what concerns us, as a team, when we go to the training sessions, there's no problem, we do things correctly and results come in, we're fast and competitive. When we go to events it's when everything goes haywire, there's no explanation for this; luck simply isn't there, it's stuff out of our control as a team and me as a driver too. It's like always being at the worst possible moment if someone has ever experienced it, which ruins our results (We are a team of 2, I race and my mechanic works on the racing car)
The next "constraint" is, it feels like the world is against us when we go competing, we can never get good enough equipment to compete for the top, so we need to compensate for this with a higher level of performance which in some cases can be done but sometimes the difference is way too much - this aint a matter of money either cause we're willing to pay.
Im aware of the fact that events and races will always be tough and require hard work, there are always problems to solve, which honestly we solve rather quick, at least on the physical realm, objectively speaking, we do take correct decisions most of the time when we're in the fight, so honestly, we're quite good and sometimes even better than the "professional" teams we have around here, so it's not like nuts come out of the wheels by themselves, or the car catches fire or anything of the sort.
We go to the races, work our asses off, much more than anyone there, we'll stay in the track till late night if its necessary, as it has happened a bunch of times, we push through anything that is thrown at us, but we're just always unlucky, always behind.
I am not unlucky in other areas of my life, just on this very specific aspect of it. This isnt my job either, but I want to destroy whatever is impeding us from being at the top because I do think we deserve to be fighting for it. Motor racing is complicated stuff yet this is meaningless to me. Im not willing to accept defeat, so it's time to bring in the big guns.
Once I thought my mechanic might be bringing this upon us, but his job is good, he might lose a wrench of 2 over the weekend but the car is excellent and the fact that this has already been happening to me when I was in other teams disproves it I think. So it has to be something on me.
Whatever the problem is here, it needs to be cut from the root, but im not sure what would be the correct "weapon" for this, either a planetary square or removing negative karma or something else, because im not sure where does this problem comes from. I sit and think "what is it?" but answers are vague, karma, lack of fortune, which is very obvious but rather inconclusive.
I hope you guys can help me out, what worked out for you in similar circumstances. Im full of rage, it feels like we're just being toyed with, it feels comical at times, but it has to come to an end for once
HAIL SATAN
In what concerns us, as a team, when we go to the training sessions, there's no problem, we do things correctly and results come in, we're fast and competitive. When we go to events it's when everything goes haywire, there's no explanation for this; luck simply isn't there, it's stuff out of our control as a team and me as a driver too. It's like always being at the worst possible moment if someone has ever experienced it, which ruins our results (We are a team of 2, I race and my mechanic works on the racing car)
The next "constraint" is, it feels like the world is against us when we go competing, we can never get good enough equipment to compete for the top, so we need to compensate for this with a higher level of performance which in some cases can be done but sometimes the difference is way too much - this aint a matter of money either cause we're willing to pay.
Im aware of the fact that events and races will always be tough and require hard work, there are always problems to solve, which honestly we solve rather quick, at least on the physical realm, objectively speaking, we do take correct decisions most of the time when we're in the fight, so honestly, we're quite good and sometimes even better than the "professional" teams we have around here, so it's not like nuts come out of the wheels by themselves, or the car catches fire or anything of the sort.
We go to the races, work our asses off, much more than anyone there, we'll stay in the track till late night if its necessary, as it has happened a bunch of times, we push through anything that is thrown at us, but we're just always unlucky, always behind.
I am not unlucky in other areas of my life, just on this very specific aspect of it. This isnt my job either, but I want to destroy whatever is impeding us from being at the top because I do think we deserve to be fighting for it. Motor racing is complicated stuff yet this is meaningless to me. Im not willing to accept defeat, so it's time to bring in the big guns.
Once I thought my mechanic might be bringing this upon us, but his job is good, he might lose a wrench of 2 over the weekend but the car is excellent and the fact that this has already been happening to me when I was in other teams disproves it I think. So it has to be something on me.
Whatever the problem is here, it needs to be cut from the root, but im not sure what would be the correct "weapon" for this, either a planetary square or removing negative karma or something else, because im not sure where does this problem comes from. I sit and think "what is it?" but answers are vague, karma, lack of fortune, which is very obvious but rather inconclusive.
I hope you guys can help me out, what worked out for you in similar circumstances. Im full of rage, it feels like we're just being toyed with, it feels comical at times, but it has to come to an end for once
HAIL SATAN
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