Hello my brothers and sisters, this is my second time writing this post as the first time I wrote it my browser tab closed on it's own.
Today I am writing about a problem which has plauged me for a long time. A problem which, in the past, led to me abandoning my advancement in walking around in a vile stooper. I am not sure how much you know about "Dopamine" but it is often referred to as the "pleasure chemical" of our brains. While this holds some merit as it does make us feel good, it's purpose is not to give you pleasure, it's purpose is to reward you for doing tasks like finding food, having sex, exercising, studying. Basically, whenever you successfully complete a task you are rewarded with dopamine. Certain things give more dopamine than others.
In the same way that energy takes the path of least resistance, your brain will ALWAYS prioritize the task which gives the most reward for the least amount of effort. This is an issue in todays world and not for the reason you may think. The reason this is an issue is because our brains cannot distinguish between reality vs fiction. If you win a million dollars in a video game, your neurotransmitters react in the same way as you winning a million dollars in real life, since there is less effort involved in winning a million dollars in video games your brain will automatically prioritize winning the virtual money rather than the physical money, the reason being, to the brain, both are identical. This is why video game addictions and porn addictions are so prevalent in todays society. Your brains neurotransmitters don't know the difference between sex in real life and masturbating to porn.
As someone who has removed video games, social media(except for business), porn, movies, telivision, and youtube(except for learning and music) from my life, I had thought that I wouldn't have any low effort, high dopamine rewards. I was wrong. One of the things I would do a LOT is fantasize. I would fantasize about many things, things which I thought had no bearing on the present, things which I thought couldn't harm me. Things like, fantasizing about the God's return, others worlds and what they may be like, getting revenge on those I hate by showing them how successful I had become, having a muscular about being extremely advanced spiritually, and unhealthy sexual things while masturbating(Sex with non human entities. Not like enemy entities but mythical beings, saytrs, centaurs, fairies, slime girls, monster girls, just perverse shit that only harmed me).
Remember, your brain doesn't know the difference between a video game and real life when video games are viewed through a 2d screen, why would your brain know the difference between between real life and fantasizing? When you fantasize you aren't just viewing something, you are experiencing it, your touch, your smell, your taste, your sight, your hearing. ALL of your senses are used when you are fantasizing. When you watch porn you don't have the input of all five senes yet your neurotransmitters still respond the same way, if you fantasize about unhealthy sexual stuff, not only do your neurotransmitters respond as if you're doing it in reality, your brain also receives siginals from all five of your senses which make the experience all the more real.
Everything in life is energy, as such, it takes the same flow as energy does, choosing the path of least resistance. Your brain will ALWAYS prioritize the task which provides the LEAST amount of effort and gives the MOST reward. What do you think the brain will prioritize between these two options, spending many years meditating and advancing, visualizing yourself being an advanced god walking among humans who can do anything they desire. Obviously your brain is going to choose the fantasy.
Listen, while I have cut out video games, social media(except for business), movies, tv, porn, and youtube(except for learning and music) I do not expect you to do the same. It is something that I have made the choice to do for my own advancement. However, there is something I want you ALL to stop doing. What is it you may ask? Stop Fantasizing!
Hail Satan!
Today I am writing about a problem which has plauged me for a long time. A problem which, in the past, led to me abandoning my advancement in walking around in a vile stooper. I am not sure how much you know about "Dopamine" but it is often referred to as the "pleasure chemical" of our brains. While this holds some merit as it does make us feel good, it's purpose is not to give you pleasure, it's purpose is to reward you for doing tasks like finding food, having sex, exercising, studying. Basically, whenever you successfully complete a task you are rewarded with dopamine. Certain things give more dopamine than others.
In the same way that energy takes the path of least resistance, your brain will ALWAYS prioritize the task which gives the most reward for the least amount of effort. This is an issue in todays world and not for the reason you may think. The reason this is an issue is because our brains cannot distinguish between reality vs fiction. If you win a million dollars in a video game, your neurotransmitters react in the same way as you winning a million dollars in real life, since there is less effort involved in winning a million dollars in video games your brain will automatically prioritize winning the virtual money rather than the physical money, the reason being, to the brain, both are identical. This is why video game addictions and porn addictions are so prevalent in todays society. Your brains neurotransmitters don't know the difference between sex in real life and masturbating to porn.
As someone who has removed video games, social media(except for business), porn, movies, telivision, and youtube(except for learning and music) from my life, I had thought that I wouldn't have any low effort, high dopamine rewards. I was wrong. One of the things I would do a LOT is fantasize. I would fantasize about many things, things which I thought had no bearing on the present, things which I thought couldn't harm me. Things like, fantasizing about the God's return, others worlds and what they may be like, getting revenge on those I hate by showing them how successful I had become, having a muscular about being extremely advanced spiritually, and unhealthy sexual things while masturbating(Sex with non human entities. Not like enemy entities but mythical beings, saytrs, centaurs, fairies, slime girls, monster girls, just perverse shit that only harmed me).
Remember, your brain doesn't know the difference between a video game and real life when video games are viewed through a 2d screen, why would your brain know the difference between between real life and fantasizing? When you fantasize you aren't just viewing something, you are experiencing it, your touch, your smell, your taste, your sight, your hearing. ALL of your senses are used when you are fantasizing. When you watch porn you don't have the input of all five senes yet your neurotransmitters still respond the same way, if you fantasize about unhealthy sexual stuff, not only do your neurotransmitters respond as if you're doing it in reality, your brain also receives siginals from all five of your senses which make the experience all the more real.
Everything in life is energy, as such, it takes the same flow as energy does, choosing the path of least resistance. Your brain will ALWAYS prioritize the task which provides the LEAST amount of effort and gives the MOST reward. What do you think the brain will prioritize between these two options, spending many years meditating and advancing, visualizing yourself being an advanced god walking among humans who can do anything they desire. Obviously your brain is going to choose the fantasy.
Listen, while I have cut out video games, social media(except for business), movies, tv, porn, and youtube(except for learning and music) I do not expect you to do the same. It is something that I have made the choice to do for my own advancement. However, there is something I want you ALL to stop doing. What is it you may ask? Stop Fantasizing!
Hail Satan!