AskSatanOperator
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Most of my life I've been unmotivated to do the good things in life, not even the things I consider natural and or healthy, can I find the reward or pleasures for. Like if my curse of life was the wishing to myself redundancy and indifference throughout it all. Its a fatal position to stay in for long.. I cant seem to just prioritize my wealth health and lifestyle. As if i had the weight of the universe on my shoulders. Where do i start putting my energy towards, what is the one thing that would change my psychological apathy towards my life, my brain chemicals to respond to the good things for the good things. Is it meditation or maybe my nutrition or considering going to medical counsel, could it be that I need to hypnosis. I dont know where to start, so many variables to consider and not enough discipline to start anything