Problem with aura

[Zeno]

Hi,
So it's been a couple of month that i've been doing almost daily(there were some days that i couldn't) the meditation called "energy meditation" in the beginner section.

The problem is that I still can't do it!

I still can't really feel the aura so that's the first problem(but i know this could require more time so i'm not worried about that),but the thing that concern me the most is that i can't visualize the portion of aura of the back and barely the one on front. Rarely a i can expand it and very often i can't even visualize it still. The other problem is that even tho before starting I relax, when i try to expand (or even just visualize) i feel like lifting an heavy weight so all my body become tense (especially my face) and i'm not relaxed anymore ; when i try doing it completely relaxed(without the tension) i can't do it.

Why's that? Is it normal? Am doing this correctly?

Thank you for your answers! Hail Satan!

 

[livelucifer]

Hi,
So it's been a couple of month that i've been doing almost daily(there were some days that i couldn't) the meditation called "energy meditation" in the beginner section.

The problem is that I still can't do it!

I still can't really feel the aura so that's the first problem(but i know this could require more time so i'm not worried about that),but the thing that concern me the most is that i can't visualize the portion of aura of the back and barely the one on front. Rarely a i can expand it and very often i can't even visualize it still. The other problem is that even tho before starting I relax, when i try to expand (or even just visualize) i feel like lifting an heavy weight so all my body become tense (especially my face) and i'm not relaxed anymore ; when i try doing it completely relaxed(without the tension) i can't do it.

Why's that? Is it normal? Am doing this correctly?

Thank you for your answers! Hail Satan!

Don't worry about it.

It is normal not to feel the aura at first.

The inability to imagine the aura of the back is normal.
Most of this disability is related to the human mind, humans always has a 180 degree forward view and does not see behind,This issue has turned the human senses only to the front and has lost the balance back and forth.

Another issue is the chakras in the back of the body, the more they are strengthened and the more energy you feel, the easier it will be.

Here is a workout for you:

Sit in your room and calm your thoughts (with a breathing exercise of your choice)Then imagine that you are looking back(As if you have two eyes behind your head), what is behind you, see everything.

"Don't push yourself"

This exercise breaks down your mental barriers and frees you to imagine behind you, and eventually as the chakras progress you will be able to become aware of what is going on behind you.

And about the chakras,see this:

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/3_Graces_by_RAFFAELLO_1504.jpg


Don't force yourself to contract or expand your aura,Your aura must be strengthened first,
Imagine a white gold light around you for a few minutes,This will stimulate your aura, The more you clean, the lighter you will be.

Your mind is like a piece of paper, you can't expect it to lift a heavy weight, it gets stronger over time.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[स त न म]

Hi,
So it's been a couple of month that i've been doing almost daily(there were some days that i couldn't) the meditation called "energy meditation" in the beginner section.

The problem is that I still can't do it!

I still can't really feel the aura so that's the first problem(but i know this could require more time so i'm not worried about that),but the thing that concern me the most is that i can't visualize the portion of aura of the back and barely the one on front. Rarely a i can expand it and very often i can't even visualize it still. The other problem is that even tho before starting I relax, when i try to expand (or even just visualize) i feel like lifting an heavy weight so all my body become tense (especially my face) and i'm not relaxed anymore ; when i try doing it completely relaxed(without the tension) i can't do it.

Why's that? Is it normal? Am doing this correctly?

Thank you for your answers! Hail Satan!

Something that helps is doing this meditation after you clean your aura and raise energy. I know you're actually raising energy during this meditation because you draw in energy but having a clean aura and raised energy beforehand helps greatly. Below is the sequence I do that has helped me in not only visualizing my aura better, but I have started to feel it and it's easier to clean, and my aura of protection also feels brighter and stronger.

1) 40X surya along while visualizing white-gold sun like light in my aura (you can do way more or less but do 18 at least i would say)
2) after vibration just focus solely on bright aura, then proceed to clean the chakras one by one - i do top down so crown to base then hip, shoulder, third eye, and temples.
3) then visualize the light all over you again but this time the light is not just in your aura but all over you, inside you, outside you, just your entire being is filled with light, go super saiyan so to speak and expand the aura as much as possible.
4) NOW do the energy meditation. I do the energy meditation as part of my aura of protection, so just affirm the affirmation given on the aura of protection page while doing the energy meditation. I just do it sitting down for a total of 5-7 rounds nothing major and then visualize the aura after. While visualizing I expand it as much as possible and affirm along with it for protection.

So i described nothing new, everything just taken from the jos meditation beginner section but doing the energy meditation after cleaning the aura and vibrations will aid you in visualizing and feeling the aura. And if you do it in the sequence i mentioned then you will also be building your aura of protection while at it.

ALSO, try this meditation, Directing Energy by Azazel. This can also help you in feeling the aura as you expand.