DreamWeaver
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Recently on the train going back to my hometown, I saw two tattoos on a white man's arms. The tattoos were of Horus and Anubis. Again, Horus appears a second time in my life...
Several years ago, the first time Horus appeared, was in how an Egyptian friend brought me a wood statue figure of Horus in his falcon form. I have always been fascinated with Ancient Egypt, always felt drawn to the Egyptian gods.
Near the end of 2021, I got admitted to a mental ward due to me heavily grieving a family member's death, and felt so suicidal, thinking how everyone will die someday. I have prominent water in my chart, so I am prone to feeling overemotional and painfully sentimental.
My mental ward roommate was a bipolar schizophrenic young woman. She taped a picture of Lord Shiva above her bed. She was a Muslim Indian girl who was physically abused by her father. She told me she began to worship Shiva after some deep thinking of her own.
I did a lexigram of her first and last name, and Satan channelled through anagrams that she is a Jewish soul gone insane. That lexigram was proof that I will never be insane and lost, for Shiva (Satan) is with me and I do not fear his image. His image is peaceful but proud, confident but humble, and content but mature. Hail Shiva, one of Satan's physical forms.
The young woman said she can see a hallucination of a tall, long blond hair white man standing behind me, he has wings. I assume this is my Guardian Demon or perhaps Satan himself, but I do not tell her what I am thinking.
She asked if who she sees resembles my boyfriend's appearance. But my boyfriend is a light brown person with black hair. (50/50 Euroasian, first generation mixed, and I am a mixture of distant Asian ancestry and in past 300 years European great-grandfathers.) I corrected her saying that visual may be my “guardian angel” (the more accepted mainstream term). I also told her my belief is schizophrenics have a distorted but very real perception of “the other side,” but still need help in order to be stable in life.
I realize that Satan has elaborately arranged my life so I can avoid being wrongly treated or accidentally given the wrong type of medications for my conditions. So I also have a valid excuse to avoid the COVID vaccine trap.
I am eternally grateful of Father Satan and Mother Lilith. They are the true progenitors and protectors of Earth's humankind. Lilith saved my life from a grand mal seizure in 2022. I woke up to a “random” ceiling painting of a beautiful woman in the E.R. These are all the signs I received from Satan and Lilith, while I had the “you are a Jew” trains of thought and doubts since I joined this forum.
I have full control over my Neptunian problems or Neptunian patterns in life. But honestly I just like experiencing and living life the way I want to: minimally, solitarily, and focusing on my romantic partner mostly. I may someday pursue bigger matters, after all the pandemic nonsense dies down, after all the stupid and unfair people retire, etc. I am not stupid, nor out of my mind, as I am just tired of this incarnation and the problems that come with it. Haha.
At a native traditional funeral I attended, the shaman said, "there are no such things as coincidences, and reincarnation is what the natives originally believed in."
My ancestors knew a lot, and they were nearly 100% destroyed for it, out of misunderstanding or pure ignorance or the dark agenda of the Jew World Order. Look to the histories of all Gentile countries, and know that Paganism was in many forms, but all tied together. The Southern American natives (before colonization) believed in Quetzalcoatl ("feathered serpent" or "plumed serpent"). This is one of Satan's many forms/appearances or symbolism throughout many cultures. The North American natives believed they descended from star peoples... These are the Gods... The immortal divine beings who created humankind.
The Naga Serpent (Etymology, Religious and Historical Cultural References of Serpents and Dragons)
Chasing The Dragon Part 1
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0h-9wcr5ywU
Chasing The Dragon Part 2
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x7kSlIpSMEs
Hail Satan and all the gods aligned with him. Continue living your life, but also continue truthseeking and teaching whoever you can. Humanity is slowly waking up to the greater truth of all. May the gods be with you, reassuring and guiding you through signs and coincidences putting you in the right direction.
Several years ago, the first time Horus appeared, was in how an Egyptian friend brought me a wood statue figure of Horus in his falcon form. I have always been fascinated with Ancient Egypt, always felt drawn to the Egyptian gods.
Near the end of 2021, I got admitted to a mental ward due to me heavily grieving a family member's death, and felt so suicidal, thinking how everyone will die someday. I have prominent water in my chart, so I am prone to feeling overemotional and painfully sentimental.
My mental ward roommate was a bipolar schizophrenic young woman. She taped a picture of Lord Shiva above her bed. She was a Muslim Indian girl who was physically abused by her father. She told me she began to worship Shiva after some deep thinking of her own.
I did a lexigram of her first and last name, and Satan channelled through anagrams that she is a Jewish soul gone insane. That lexigram was proof that I will never be insane and lost, for Shiva (Satan) is with me and I do not fear his image. His image is peaceful but proud, confident but humble, and content but mature. Hail Shiva, one of Satan's physical forms.
The young woman said she can see a hallucination of a tall, long blond hair white man standing behind me, he has wings. I assume this is my Guardian Demon or perhaps Satan himself, but I do not tell her what I am thinking.
She asked if who she sees resembles my boyfriend's appearance. But my boyfriend is a light brown person with black hair. (50/50 Euroasian, first generation mixed, and I am a mixture of distant Asian ancestry and in past 300 years European great-grandfathers.) I corrected her saying that visual may be my “guardian angel” (the more accepted mainstream term). I also told her my belief is schizophrenics have a distorted but very real perception of “the other side,” but still need help in order to be stable in life.
I realize that Satan has elaborately arranged my life so I can avoid being wrongly treated or accidentally given the wrong type of medications for my conditions. So I also have a valid excuse to avoid the COVID vaccine trap.
I am eternally grateful of Father Satan and Mother Lilith. They are the true progenitors and protectors of Earth's humankind. Lilith saved my life from a grand mal seizure in 2022. I woke up to a “random” ceiling painting of a beautiful woman in the E.R. These are all the signs I received from Satan and Lilith, while I had the “you are a Jew” trains of thought and doubts since I joined this forum.
I have full control over my Neptunian problems or Neptunian patterns in life. But honestly I just like experiencing and living life the way I want to: minimally, solitarily, and focusing on my romantic partner mostly. I may someday pursue bigger matters, after all the pandemic nonsense dies down, after all the stupid and unfair people retire, etc. I am not stupid, nor out of my mind, as I am just tired of this incarnation and the problems that come with it. Haha.
At a native traditional funeral I attended, the shaman said, "there are no such things as coincidences, and reincarnation is what the natives originally believed in."
My ancestors knew a lot, and they were nearly 100% destroyed for it, out of misunderstanding or pure ignorance or the dark agenda of the Jew World Order. Look to the histories of all Gentile countries, and know that Paganism was in many forms, but all tied together. The Southern American natives (before colonization) believed in Quetzalcoatl ("feathered serpent" or "plumed serpent"). This is one of Satan's many forms/appearances or symbolism throughout many cultures. The North American natives believed they descended from star peoples... These are the Gods... The immortal divine beings who created humankind.
The Naga Serpent (Etymology, Religious and Historical Cultural References of Serpents and Dragons)
Chasing The Dragon Part 1
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0h-9wcr5ywU
Chasing The Dragon Part 2
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x7kSlIpSMEs
Hail Satan and all the gods aligned with him. Continue living your life, but also continue truthseeking and teaching whoever you can. Humanity is slowly waking up to the greater truth of all. May the gods be with you, reassuring and guiding you through signs and coincidences putting you in the right direction.
