Jewish Angels castrated me,and I don't know what to do,I'm at my breaking point

[pacharica]

So,as people who have read my former posts know,I was kind of in a state of doubt about Satanism and christianity for the last few years.

Having cleared my doubts,by becoming a Satanic pythagorean/neoplatonist and seeing that the 'god'of christianity/jew-daism cannot be the True God as logically supported by neoplatonism,I was at a point where I simply didn't fear 'jesus'because I know he was not the True God,or better said 'Monad'with all of it's neccesary characteristics and attributes.

Satan is obv the real God.

but I mean the eternal principle that gave rise to the temporal world,not some temporal man in the sky.

I've also shared how I was attacked by angels before .

After the angels knew this,what was going on in my heart and mind,they put me in a state of dreaming where I had a 5 hour long erection,and they were laughing at me in the dream and trying to torture me,and I woke up with a painful state of priapism.

I can hardly feel anything on the head,and I cannot get a full erection,and it still has pain.

I must admit,I am completely demoralized.

Sex was my only pleasure in life.

They also did stuff to my brain where I cannot use anything to heal my OCD like peyote and thus I'm now a castrated mental wreck.

what should I do?

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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Do you suffer from any mental problems that would make you susceptible to this sort of incident? Do you have a history of these types of attacks or other events that are out of your control?

You have to realize that you must do everything to maintain mental control and stability. This is not easy, but at the very least you cannot associate yourself with OCD, castration, angel attacks, and so on. You must mentally separate yourself from these things, as this is the first line of defense. They did not do any permanent damage to your brain; you are stronger than enemy thoughtforms.

Second, are you formally dedicated to Satan? This ritual affords you strong protection against events like this.
Third, what are you doing to protect yourself? Chant Algiz 45x or 60x and program it to strongly protect you from all forms of negativity. I must also ask about the rest of your spiritual routine as well.

No, you should not use peyote or any other drugs. This must stop entirely. For physical solutions, please seek out professional holistic doctors who can prescribe safe herbal and dietary treatments. See here:https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=17&t=76057

Any drugs will open you up to both enemy attacks and other forms of delusion. Cease this all immediately and entirely, otherwise you will threaten your entire spiritual path.

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Once you have a basis for magic, you can attempt larger workings to fix any sexual issues. This can involve using energy like Thurisaz or Uruz to restore sexual power or heal. Ansuz or Munka can be used to remove damage or connections to the enemy.

In an immediate sense, clean your sacral chakra and whole soul very well. Have you opened your chakras yet? You can vibrate Vaum or breath white-gold energy into the sacral, then affirm it as healing and improving the chakra.

Have you done the FRTR at all? This helps remove Hebrew curses from your soul, minimizing these sorts of attacks.

There are many solutions here, so do not be demoralized in any way. However, you MUST get control of your mind and develop some spiritual stability and competency.

You are safe, so just try to relax now.