Satanic Path
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Is my only passion useless?
I like writing.
I write poems, stories, and I'm working on a book.
I am very versatile: I try to do my best with drama, horror, sci-fi, love stories.
I love it, It makes me feel good, and It used to make me feel "useful" to society, and Satanism itself.
Now it's no longer like that.
Hidden Warrior is useful, he created something more than smart and useful.
I feel like I'm not...like I am nothing, I just happen to have a strange immagination.
This user/ Brother is one of the many examples.
Let's take it to another level: Maxine, and Hooded Cobra, or Shannon, they're useful, they make things that will change our world.
What about me? I'm on med for my mental issues ( Olanzapine and Cipralex - I've read on here that the first one creates holes in my brain and who knows what else...anyway, I feel good and I want to quit them)
and I write things that will never help anyone or cure cancer or make people immortal.
And if anyone ever read my stories, It would not take that much to make them suspicious.
I'm stuck in my own delusion.
My works really show who I am, my love for Satan and The Gods.
How can horror stories talk about Satan, you'll be wondering?
In my stories evil comes from the place ordinary people never look at: not Hell, not Satan, but from that side everyone doesn't want to see.
I try not to be obvious when my worst characters "happen" to have jews names and their same behaviour.
I want to keep It real, so the people I invent can also be Gentiles corrupted by the enemy.
Of course I don't openly write about my Truth, our Truth, but I always leave messages, or at least I try.
Anyway, It doesn't matter at all: I can write the greatest things or the worst things, that would not be anything compared to others work.
I feel pointless. I'm not saying I will do stupid things, like having a new relapse or shit like that.
I have and will always have a purpose thanks to the people who work really hard.
I don't think Satan needs a wannabe story teller, does he?
He would if I were as famous as jews puppets...but I'm not, and I don't want to be in that shit and slavery.
So even if I became someone, something that will surely happen only in my wildest dreams.... I couldn't pretend to be an "ordinary guy" who claims to love everyone despite their religious beliefs, or pretending to be fine with all the shit going on out there.
And this is sad, to know your "art" is mostly ALONE and seen as scary and evil.
It really makes me want to cry, because my voice speaks in one way that only few people can understand, like you. ( But I still feel blessed to have you)
I guess this is going to be the problem of many of us who wants to express themselves through their "art" and who live in a world mastered by few people that would do all they can to ruin them.
And this is not something that would happen only in this given scenario: I do It everyday.
I'm always fighting with ignorants, sharing our knowledge through the Internet and speaking the truth, because I'm like this.
I face people, I spit on their bible or quran because I want too and they deserve to be treated as the stupid little humans they are.
Of course, I try to stay anonymus, like on YouTube, but when I was on those shit called Social Medias I always left Little messages through my posts, and even left comments to heal people from their blindness.
This means fighting feminists, moralism, homophobia, exposing jews, stigma, communism, mudslims, fake information about us.
Anyway, as you can't expect mud to think, I simply deleted myself from Jewstagram and anything else.
Also, thanks to what I've learned from you and by reading Hooded Cobra's posts, or looking at the forums, I've finally understood the truth about the lie of trans people, and became a better me.
But in this world, you will never hear that writer say things as they really are, exposing the enemy as they deserve or expose them.
Well, you can, but you're smart and you know that person ain't gonna last and something bad will happen to him/her.
In the end I still feel pointless.
I know "art" is important, but it becomes useless when nobody is going to understand it. So this makes my whole works useless.
I also think that this passion of mine steals time to meditation and RTRs...
I have so much to tell, and think of, and create...but deaf people won't listen, and in the worst case, I would end up dead.
People want communism, femminism, tolerance and other shit: I won't pretend to be someone who likes race mixed couples, xians and jews... Since I know how my story would end.
Nobody would publish me.
I stopped dreaming about being a writer, because I don't see a future for me in this phat, not because I don't want to, but because I'm not as Jew Media wants me to be.
I'm not depressed, I just feel lonely on a human level. On the spiritual side, I'll never be alone.
What is your opinion?
Be honest as you always are, if you think it, then don't be afraid to tell me I am wasting my time with childish dreams.
Maybe I can be wrong and should trust myself more, maybe I'm right and quitting writing will stop my daydreaming.
I don't hate myself, I guess I only have a little self love, but I'm trying to improve it by meditating.
Sorry for me being the least concise man in this world, I love you all.
Hail Satan!
P.s= I will have to carefully check this post, as sometimes it happens that notifications don't get received.
I like writing.
I write poems, stories, and I'm working on a book.
I am very versatile: I try to do my best with drama, horror, sci-fi, love stories.
I love it, It makes me feel good, and It used to make me feel "useful" to society, and Satanism itself.
Now it's no longer like that.
Hidden Warrior is useful, he created something more than smart and useful.
I feel like I'm not...like I am nothing, I just happen to have a strange immagination.
This user/ Brother is one of the many examples.
Let's take it to another level: Maxine, and Hooded Cobra, or Shannon, they're useful, they make things that will change our world.
What about me? I'm on med for my mental issues ( Olanzapine and Cipralex - I've read on here that the first one creates holes in my brain and who knows what else...anyway, I feel good and I want to quit them)
and I write things that will never help anyone or cure cancer or make people immortal.
And if anyone ever read my stories, It would not take that much to make them suspicious.
I'm stuck in my own delusion.
My works really show who I am, my love for Satan and The Gods.
How can horror stories talk about Satan, you'll be wondering?
In my stories evil comes from the place ordinary people never look at: not Hell, not Satan, but from that side everyone doesn't want to see.
I try not to be obvious when my worst characters "happen" to have jews names and their same behaviour.
I want to keep It real, so the people I invent can also be Gentiles corrupted by the enemy.
Of course I don't openly write about my Truth, our Truth, but I always leave messages, or at least I try.
Anyway, It doesn't matter at all: I can write the greatest things or the worst things, that would not be anything compared to others work.
I feel pointless. I'm not saying I will do stupid things, like having a new relapse or shit like that.
I have and will always have a purpose thanks to the people who work really hard.
I don't think Satan needs a wannabe story teller, does he?
He would if I were as famous as jews puppets...but I'm not, and I don't want to be in that shit and slavery.
So even if I became someone, something that will surely happen only in my wildest dreams.... I couldn't pretend to be an "ordinary guy" who claims to love everyone despite their religious beliefs, or pretending to be fine with all the shit going on out there.
And this is sad, to know your "art" is mostly ALONE and seen as scary and evil.
It really makes me want to cry, because my voice speaks in one way that only few people can understand, like you. ( But I still feel blessed to have you)
I guess this is going to be the problem of many of us who wants to express themselves through their "art" and who live in a world mastered by few people that would do all they can to ruin them.
And this is not something that would happen only in this given scenario: I do It everyday.
I'm always fighting with ignorants, sharing our knowledge through the Internet and speaking the truth, because I'm like this.
I face people, I spit on their bible or quran because I want too and they deserve to be treated as the stupid little humans they are.
Of course, I try to stay anonymus, like on YouTube, but when I was on those shit called Social Medias I always left Little messages through my posts, and even left comments to heal people from their blindness.
This means fighting feminists, moralism, homophobia, exposing jews, stigma, communism, mudslims, fake information about us.
Anyway, as you can't expect mud to think, I simply deleted myself from Jewstagram and anything else.
Also, thanks to what I've learned from you and by reading Hooded Cobra's posts, or looking at the forums, I've finally understood the truth about the lie of trans people, and became a better me.
But in this world, you will never hear that writer say things as they really are, exposing the enemy as they deserve or expose them.
Well, you can, but you're smart and you know that person ain't gonna last and something bad will happen to him/her.
In the end I still feel pointless.
I know "art" is important, but it becomes useless when nobody is going to understand it. So this makes my whole works useless.
I also think that this passion of mine steals time to meditation and RTRs...
I have so much to tell, and think of, and create...but deaf people won't listen, and in the worst case, I would end up dead.
People want communism, femminism, tolerance and other shit: I won't pretend to be someone who likes race mixed couples, xians and jews... Since I know how my story would end.
Nobody would publish me.
I stopped dreaming about being a writer, because I don't see a future for me in this phat, not because I don't want to, but because I'm not as Jew Media wants me to be.
I'm not depressed, I just feel lonely on a human level. On the spiritual side, I'll never be alone.
What is your opinion?
Be honest as you always are, if you think it, then don't be afraid to tell me I am wasting my time with childish dreams.
Maybe I can be wrong and should trust myself more, maybe I'm right and quitting writing will stop my daydreaming.
I don't hate myself, I guess I only have a little self love, but I'm trying to improve it by meditating.
Sorry for me being the least concise man in this world, I love you all.
Hail Satan!
P.s= I will have to carefully check this post, as sometimes it happens that notifications don't get received.