Controversial theme: how to deal with and heal the trauma of rape

[afl666]

How do you expect to be helped if you can't help yourself? You have magick and you had 1 year to find a job and yet you managed to do nothing. Don't blame your failures to the Gods.

Yes, I am really the only one to blame because I focused 70% of my energies on healing my traumas and only 30% of my energies on the spells I did to get a job and a financial improvement.

I'm really the only one to blame for believing all the posts on the Forum where everyone says that Satan and the Gods help SS who are dedicating themselves and looking for spiritual and personal growth (which includes the financial part), and who still don't have enough power to achieve your goals alone; that just trust and have faith because Satan and the Gods always help dedicated Satanists.

I'm really the one to blame.

Please this could help many ss to get fast a little money, if the economy is not rappitly fast decreasing,

How to make fast easy money:

- Paypal acc
- Sales platform (ebay,...) without listing fee

you take something allready listed which is cheap, you just create the same but more expensive ( maybe better description /search words, or instead of worldwide you only sell it in your country[product location] some people forget to search global for goods [ebay])

keep in mind Selling price - (product price + shipping + selling fee + paypal fee[a excel list will help] ) should leave you a profit .

If something is sold and payed with paypal, order the good with the shipping adress of the buyer, with the money of the buyer. Completed you earned your self money.

HOW TO GET RICH, THE GLOBALIST WAY, NO STARTING MONEY REQUIRED:

The 3 main steps: 1 You take someones money , 2. Order something with it , 3 the left over money is your profit. Retail sale without risk.


What you will need:

(If you are abel create anonymus accounts, you have to look for your self about the sales laws in your country [at least until phase 2] if I remeber right there is a 3 country law at least within the eu if you live in one country, work in a other one, and get payed from a other country all your money is tax free which can be the case if you do the above)

Phase 1

- Paypal acc
- Sales platform (ebay,...) without listing fee

Phase 2

- Endurance
- Find cheep online stores / sellers (who do send tracked) maybe products, with which you already have experience
- social media acc (you can find there people/artists who sell/ produce goods cheap in product groups )
- vpn
- tor

Phase 3
- it knowledge


Phase one:

Try to find a product in an online store who does send tracked, which is not on your sales platform ( exampel ebay) or way more expensive. Keep in mind most sales platforms will take fees. try to find one who doesn´t have fees for listing.


extra easy mode:
you take something allready listed which is cheap, you just create the same but more expensive ( maybe better description /search words, or instead of worldwide you only sell it in your country[product location] some people forget to search global for goods [ebay])

keep in mind Selling price - (product price + shipping + selling fee + paypal fee[a excel list will help] ) should leave you a profit .

If something is sold and payed with paypal, order the good with the shipping adress of the buyer, with the money of the buyer. Completed you earned your self money.

please this could help many ss worldwide, if the economy is not rappidly fast decreasing:

easy mode:

1. search for online stores, look on your sales platform if the goods are availabel, if not good, if jes are they more expensive after - (product price + shipping + selling fee + paypal fee[a excel list will help] ) . if also jes. -->

1.2.
take the pictures of the product from the store, create on the sales platform (exampel ebay) your own sales offer/auction, with it. Decide the price which should leave you at least 10 dollar profit. you can take other products which are allready listed there as exampel how to write the description.

If something is sold and payed with paypal, you have to rember the shop where you got the picture of it(excel list). --> order the good with the shipping adress of the buyer, with the money of the buyer. Completed you earned your self >= 10 Dollar.

If you earned your self enouth money for a vpn in combination with tor. ->



Phase two

For exampel you see a special mug with a unique art. go on social media try to find in a porcelain groop the guy who does produce it (probably someone in china). Ask if he has a online store or if he sells tracked singel items. Argue a good price for the mug. if jes good. Now we have a product for a cheap price (make sure selling price - (product price + shipping + selling fee + paypal fee) = will leave you profit.

paypal has a money cap of around 2000 dollars if you don´t connect it with your phone or bank acc which you should not. I would advice to not just transfer the money on your private bank acc. Just take the money and buy stuff online via paypal not with your main paypal acc--> create more paypal accs transfer the money on a second one then on the one you want to buy something. delete the transfer acc.

When you are total anonymus you can send letters with jos links to your customers maybe include a smal gift (postcard,..). So you earn money and spread the gods knowledge


Phase three

Is phase two, but the ordering is fully done from a programm. Maybe some realy skilled people can even do the listing.

Thanks for the tip.

I will study calmly, because I found it very interesting.

 

[afl666]

I understand what you mean, but you can't expect to advance in an area of life in which you're not putting effort to advance in, and the Gods aren't wish granting geniuses and you shouldn't rely on the "experiences" of some people but rather your own, because expecting that the Gods will act in a certain way will just create dissapointments, that's why I always take any experience anybody has with a grain of salt. I know the Gods are guiding me toward a great future, but that's guidance, I HAVE to do the hard work just like anybody else has to do it.

What I'm trying to say is that your expectations of what the Gods do and don't do based on "experiences" you read by others will just create infinite dissapointments, so instead of relying on others create a relationship with the Gods that is honest and you will understand more of their ways.

Thank you for the words.

I understood what you said and that is exactly what happened. I created many expectations and was disappointed with the Gods.

I am very unmotivated with everything, I feel that the cleanings, AoP, meditations, rituals, spells that I did were in vain. That I believed, had faith and that it was all in vain.

I lost the will, the motivation. You see, I'm not blaming anyone, it's just how I'm feeling.

These last few days I was like that too. If you don't keep up your aura of protection that's what's gonna happen. Good luck

Hello,

I need urgent help.

I have an interview scheduled at a very reputable company in my city, but it happens that it will be during VoC hours; and I need help, because I know it’s not a good time for anything (I know I need to walk alone, without needing help all the time; but that’s an issue that really concerns me).

I am doing an hour of Aura Clearing rituals daily and an hour of AoP daily.

I still do Ritual with Runes for employment, I am doing How to Obliterate Saturn, I am Programming my Aura, Positive Affirmation; outside the day's meditations.

What else can I do to not be harmed by VoC ??

Thanks

 

[afl666]

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Frankly, I think that what you lack is not faith or effort or anything like that. What you lack is staying-power and patience. I know this might sound harsh, but this is what I think.

If you look at this situation objectively, then doing meditations and rituals doesn't do anything negative about your situation in any way. So what does giving up do for you? Absolutely nothing. Giving up from meditations isn't gonna make your situation magically fix itself. What you need to do is to start more heavily relying on yourself to fix the situation. Not on the Gods, on Satan, or on someone here on the forums. I'm sure this may be very hard, but it's necessary if you want to get out of your shitty situation. Things wont fix themselves miraculously within a few days or weeks. It takes time. Start relying on yourself and applying your efforts consistently every day, staying patient for as long as it takes. You don't have anything to lose here anyways, really. The only reason you'd want to quit is because you'd prefer sulking to yourself and wallowing in self-pity instead of taking action. This is a habit that needs to be destroyed in full.

You will never get anywhere, both in life and in meditation, if you do not learn to rely on nobody but yourself when it comes to your personal life and circumstances. It's your life and you need to put in the work to fix it. You can be mad at me for saying these things, but trust me when I say that you'll not get anywhere if you always need someone else to take you by the hand.

Hello,

I need urgent help.

I have an interview scheduled at a very reputable company in my city, but it happens that it will be during VoC hours; and I need help, because I know it’s not a good time for anything (I know I need to walk alone, without needing help all the time; but that’s an issue that really concerns me).

I am doing an hour of Aura Clearing rituals daily and an hour of AoP daily.

I still do Ritual with Runes for employment, I am doing How to Obliterate Saturn, I am Programming my Aura, Positive Affirmation; outside the day's meditations.

What else can I do to not be harmed by VoC ??

Thanks

 

[94n]

Thank you for sharing your experience.

This question of being able to vent about the trauma really helps a lot.

I kept all this for many years, but after I said everything that happened, I really felt lighter; especially after I posted on the Forum, because I was able to let off steam without having to worry about being a judge; since nobody knows me personally, nobody can see me.

All of you do not have the notion of how it helped me to be able to talk about all of this here in the Forum, and even more so the messages that everyone posted to help and guide.

I just have to thank you all.

Thanks

I just wanted to say it is very brave for you to open up to us about your issues and how you're coping with it. You're a very strong person and I want to say it's very admirable that you're continuing to fight every day.

Being a victim of violence (rape) can be life changing, for the negative. It changes your perception and reality, causes deep wounds, is damaging to the self esteem, and can endanger your core beliefs about yourself, others, or the world. Often times these pain and scars makes life very difficult, sometimes to even function.

Don't let ANYONE shame you for being a victim, because it's not your fault that this happened to you.

The pain might not disappear over night with meditations, but it can certainly help smooth the process and make life easier day by day.

I'm so sorry this happened to you.

 

[Shael]

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There is no way around the VoC regardless of how much protection or preparation you do for it. It will always fail. You will need to find a way to reschedule the interview one way or another. Try to make up an understandable reason for it and have them shift it to a time outside of the VoC. Even if this makes a weird first impression, it will still leave you with a 100x better chance of getting the job than if you try it during the VoC.

I think most companies will be understanding with this kind of thing, as long as you call for rescheduling atleast a week ahead of time and give them a proper reason.

 

[afl666]

Thank you for sharing your experience.

This question of being able to vent about the trauma really helps a lot.

I kept all this for many years, but after I said everything that happened, I really felt lighter; especially after I posted on the Forum, because I was able to let off steam without having to worry about being a judge; since nobody knows me personally, nobody can see me.

All of you do not have the notion of how it helped me to be able to talk about all of this here in the Forum, and even more so the messages that everyone posted to help and guide.

I just have to thank you all.

Thanks

I just wanted to say it is very brave for you to open up to us about your issues and how you're coping with it. You're a very strong person and I want to say it's very admirable that you're continuing to fight every day.

Being a victim of violence (rape) can be life changing, for the negative. It changes your perception and reality, causes deep wounds, is damaging to the self esteem, and can endanger your core beliefs about yourself, others, or the world. Often times these pain and scars makes life very difficult, sometimes to even function.

Don't let ANYONE shame you for being a victim, because it's not your fault that this happened to you.

The pain might not disappear over night with meditations, but it can certainly help smooth the process and make life easier day by day.

I'm so sorry this happened to you.

Thank you very, very much for your words.

They were a pleasure for my heart.

Thanks

 

[afl666]

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There is no way around the VoC regardless of how much protection or preparation you do for it. It will always fail. You will need to find a way to reschedule the interview one way or another. Try to make up an understandable reason for it and have them shift it to a time outside of the VoC. Even if this makes a weird first impression, it will still leave you with a 100x better chance of getting the job than if you try it during the VoC.

I think most companies will be understanding with this kind of thing, as long as you call for rescheduling atleast a week ahead of time and give them a proper reason.

Thank you Shael,

But it will not be possible to reschedule the interview, as it is scheduled for next Monday (03/16); early in the morning.

And since they don't work on Saturday, there's no way.

I will participate in the interview anyway, because if I don't participate I will burn with the company; and I’m not going to stand a chance in her other processes.

Here in my city, things work like this. Just to give you an idea, last year I got a job at a very good company; but when it was time for me to take up the position, I couldn't because I had dengue and I had to rest because I was in the beginning and the pains were very strong, and even though I informed that I had the tests that proved it, a certificate from the doctor who told me answered; they said that I couldn't take the job because of dengue and also said that they would not wait. In short, I lost my spot.

Still thanks for your attention.

 

[Shael]

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If you cant reschedule it then just go with it and try to look for further opportunities that come out of this. Even if it fails there may be other options opening up in return. The VoC isn't negative by nature, it just warps everything that is started in it. So this warping may lead to a different, better opportunity in the end.

 

[afl666]

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If you cant reschedule it then just go with it and try to look for further opportunities that come out of this. Even if it fails there may be other options opening up in return. The VoC isn't negative by nature, it just warps everything that is started in it. So this warping may lead to a different, better opportunity in the end.

Thanks.

As soon as I have an answer to the interview, I make sure to share it with you.

Thanks for everything.

 

[afl666]

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If you cant reschedule it then just go with it and try to look for further opportunities that come out of this. Even if it fails there may be other options opening up in return. The VoC isn't negative by nature, it just warps everything that is started in it. So this warping may lead to a different, better opportunity in the end.

Shael,

As I agreed with you, follow the positioning of the interview I did.

Today I received an email stating that because of the Coronavirus pandemic in Brazil and the fact that the city where I live is quarantined (like the rest of Brazil), the selection process is suspended until the situation is normalized.

I will use this time to increase my energies.