Inquisitor
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- Mar 13, 2023
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Hello everyone,
Pardon the read, just wanted to provide context for my situation and ask for recommendations. What I'm currently doing is insufficient, thus i am reaching out for support.
I have fallen on hard times lately. It seems as though the universe has decided its time for another round of intensive character development.
Ive tried mitigating things the last few month's with many many hours of various power meditations, cleanses, and runes; addressing both my situation and inner being. But my mental health has continued to decline. Ive gone so far as to seek psychiatry, as suicide was becoming on the table. I know the consensus on psychiatry here is to be weary of it. But I trust this hospital, and they wont make me take meds. That being said, the work ill be doing through them likely wont be enough. Further spiritual work will be required for a speedy recovery.
My problems are rather numerous. Most of which I can manage fine. However, there's a few that are getting the better of me despite my best efforts, without going into too many details:
- I've been quite isolated for 15 years. The lonliness is becoming crippling. I know the gods are with me, and ive been talking to them daily. But its just not the same.
- Repressed trauma from my past is surfacing hard. And i was oblivious to just how much it was effecting my behaviour and thought processes till it recently trashed a relationship with the one person ive ever truely loved. Which brings me to my final issue.
- I love the afformentioned person very much. We still think were soulmates (we met through consulting with the gods) and still admit to loving eachother months after breaking up. But we're not talking anymore.
Ive been doing what i think is right/know of to address these issues. However I was wondering what comes to your mind when thinking of ways to address these issues spiritually.
Thank you for your support,
Faust
Pardon the read, just wanted to provide context for my situation and ask for recommendations. What I'm currently doing is insufficient, thus i am reaching out for support.
I have fallen on hard times lately. It seems as though the universe has decided its time for another round of intensive character development.
Ive tried mitigating things the last few month's with many many hours of various power meditations, cleanses, and runes; addressing both my situation and inner being. But my mental health has continued to decline. Ive gone so far as to seek psychiatry, as suicide was becoming on the table. I know the consensus on psychiatry here is to be weary of it. But I trust this hospital, and they wont make me take meds. That being said, the work ill be doing through them likely wont be enough. Further spiritual work will be required for a speedy recovery.
My problems are rather numerous. Most of which I can manage fine. However, there's a few that are getting the better of me despite my best efforts, without going into too many details:
- I've been quite isolated for 15 years. The lonliness is becoming crippling. I know the gods are with me, and ive been talking to them daily. But its just not the same.
- Repressed trauma from my past is surfacing hard. And i was oblivious to just how much it was effecting my behaviour and thought processes till it recently trashed a relationship with the one person ive ever truely loved. Which brings me to my final issue.
- I love the afformentioned person very much. We still think were soulmates (we met through consulting with the gods) and still admit to loving eachother months after breaking up. But we're not talking anymore.
Ive been doing what i think is right/know of to address these issues. However I was wondering what comes to your mind when thinking of ways to address these issues spiritually.
Thank you for your support,
Faust
