Communication/energy

[Valeska]

I noticed when I meditate on a Sigil with blue light, I feel chills and a really good energy throughout my body. Should I be donating more energy or is the blue energy on the Sigil enough? I almost feel guilty about how good it feels and like I'm maybe not giving enough?
Thank you
Hail Satan

 

[kaelgr]

If it makes you feel good, you can do as much as you deem necessary. If this seal is a demon seal, maybe you can also thank it. Don't feel guilty, you deserve nice things

 

[Havoc]

I noticed when I meditate on a Sigil with blue light, I feel chills and a really good energy throughout my body. Should I be donating more energy or is the blue energy on the Sigil enough? I almost feel guilty about how good it feels and like I'm maybe not giving enough?
Thank you
Hail Satan

The feeling good means you’re giving a lot, the better you feet the more energy gets exchanged.

It’s not a one way street, whenever you send energy energy is sent back and you both end up with more then when you started, your energies multiply off each other.

In my experience It works like a bicycle chain you and the God are like the gears, pulling on the chain effects both of you and whenever you push energy you end up pulling back some.

There are magical theories about emotions having a magical charge to them so the Gods may be making you feel good so they can capture that charge (a win win for both of you)

 

[Valeska]

The feeling good means you’re giving a lot, the better you feet the more energy gets exchanged.

It’s not a one way street, whenever you send energy energy is sent back and you both end up with more then when you started, your energies multiply off each other.

In my experience It works like a bicycle chain you and the God are like the gears, pulling on the chain effects both of you and whenever you push energy you end up pulling back some.

There are magical theories about emotions having a magical charge to them so the Gods may be making you feel good so they can capture that charge (a win win for both of you)

Thank you for your response. I was just surprised because it seems to be increasing and I'm putting the same amount of effort in. I will keep doing the same thing then and donate more energy when I have it and not feel like I should drain myself. I still need to work more on my third eye and clairaudience chakras because I only feel energy and can't really see images or hear messages except in my mind occasionally.
Hail Satan

 

[Valeska]

If it makes you feel good, you can do as much as you deem necessary. If this seal is a demon seal, maybe you can also thank it. Don't feel guilty, you deserve nice things

Maybe I need to deprogram more. I plan on doing several detachment/freeing the soul rituals this year so hopefully that will help. I want to detach from negative/xian people and shame from the past. Is it ok to detach from a family member if they are xian and negatively affecting me? I've been trying to make things work but it never ends well and they have awful energy and super xian (follow televangelist etc). I wanted to work things out because Satanism is about family too. But I dont think this family member will ever change.
Thank you for your response
Hail Satan

 

[kaelgr]

Maybe I need to deprogram more. I plan on doing several detachment/freeing the soul rituals this year so hopefully that will help. I want to detach from negative/xian people and shame from the past. Is it ok to detach from a family member if they are xian and negatively affecting me? I've been trying to make things work but it never ends well and they have awful energy and super xian (follow televangelist etc). I wanted to work things out because Satanism is about family too. But I dont think this family member will ever change.
Thank you for your response
Hail Satan

There are many people who have to live with brainwashed people. Since I don't know your financial situation and life, I can't give you advice on leaving them. If these people are members of your family, you do not need to become their enemy, a more mature perspective is always good. But we, spiritual satanists, can protect ourselves no matter what situation and place we are in. Aura of protection reduces people's negative effects on you. If this is about a single person, you can cast a spell for their control and authority over you. For your freedom. There is a lot of talk about this in the forum, you can find advice against spells and these negative people in the search section.

 

[Valeska]

There are many people who have to live with brainwashed people. Since I don't know your financial situation and life, I can't give you advice on leaving them. If these people are members of your family, you do not need to become their enemy, a more mature perspective is always good. But we, spiritual satanists, can protect ourselves no matter what situation and place we are in. Aura of protection reduces people's negative effects on you. If this is about a single person, you can cast a spell for their control and authority over you. For your freedom. There is a lot of talk about this in the forum, you can find advice against spells and these negative people in the search section.

I am not dependent on this family member. However they are disabled. But also difficult to be around due to guilt trips and other negativity. I am very grateful for the living I make in spite of my past dumb life decisions. However, I feel that I cannot help this person. It is also in my birth chart that I will have this struggle. Thank you for your advice. I will search the forums and see if I can find a better solution.
Thank you again!
Hail Satan