beareroflightandtrth83
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I am aware that the practice of Brahmacharya being celibate is hogwash. But because of my issues with sexual practice, which I been single for 10 years and I felt deprived. Right now I am okay with being alone and not having a sexual partner, I prefer to have a female sexual partner who is SS or has leanings to SS. I have decided to take a path to refrain from getting involved sexually with women at the moment, because right now I want to focus more on my development and getting rooted in power meditation in a consistency. The reason why I am deciding to take this path because well for one, every time I get involved with a girl, she first seems normal and well tends to seem open minded to the fact im SS. Then when I am sexually involved with "her", she does a complete 360 on me, and starts trying to manipulate me and act batshit crazy. So not long ago, I tried dating a trans. woman and boy that was a big mistake, I aint ever dating another trans. woman again. So for two weeks I was really down in the dumps because I thought maybe I found someone who was a lot like me. She revealed herself for the degenerate she is.
So I sort of taken a vow not to get sexually involved with a woman, even thought I want to and going to focus on my relationships with Satan, demons, other SS and my blood family and with myself, and when the time is right I will date again or get involved. So as I sort of taking a temporary vow from being involved with anyone...
I was wondering if Brahmacharya or any other practice would be good for me during this temporary break from sexual activity with another person/relationship. Any suggestions? I really appreciate it in advance.
So I sort of taken a vow not to get sexually involved with a woman, even thought I want to and going to focus on my relationships with Satan, demons, other SS and my blood family and with myself, and when the time is right I will date again or get involved. So as I sort of taking a temporary vow from being involved with anyone...
I was wondering if Brahmacharya or any other practice would be good for me during this temporary break from sexual activity with another person/relationship. Any suggestions? I really appreciate it in advance.