I know ... I'm not exemplary, I was wrong. With a broken heart, I now return for empowerment. The past is past; I was influenced by lack of motivation, hard work, situation, enemy attacks, (inactivity and difficult problems, such as moving away from JoS and meditation), but I realize that after a while, regardless of context, the heart pulls towards the real house ... here. Maybe, in time, I will be able to find out that what makes someone a good SS is the desire to ascend and raise their wings, release what is called the enemy (reptiles, Jews) and advance, at least 1% daily. I hope that the time lost by me and my mistakes will be forgiven by Satan and all the high priests, as well as by those who believed in me and helped me. This removal taught me a lot, even though I was defeated, but I get up and I will resume the practices.