APoleWhoLostAlot said:

I asked Lord Satan if He would accept my dedication if I attempted and asked if He wanted a person such as me at His side, but it's a third week already and there's neither possitive nor negattive answer. I'm aware that He and His Companions are very busy, but I just wanted a simple "yes" or "no" in a realistic dream, as I suggested, so that I knew it's not just some dream or that I'm imaginating things I want to hear. I'm not dedicated yet, so I'm afraid of asking by a ritual. How can I know He accepts me if I decide to join Him? I'm not a jew and neither a half-jew. There were no jews in my family as far as I know. I'm still in a phase of reading and am very fresh to the topic, I can't tell if I dedicate, but such an answer would enlighten me a bit. Maybe there's something wrong with me? I think it's important to write that I take drugs as I suffer from depression. Maybe this is the case?

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APoleWhoLostAlot said:

Hello.

This is my first post here and I start it with questions. These questions are the main reasons I registered here, because I thought of no better place to seek answer to them. First of all forgive me my grammar mistakes, I'm a Pole and my english level is at medium... but I think it's enough to communicate. I'm in a process of reading a translated to polish 700+ pages .pdf containing High Priestess Maxine Dietrich's thoughts copied from Joy of Satan. The translation is a work of a polish Satanist known as Czarny Żmij. I'm very impressed with the content and this book already helped me to cut the last ties to christianity I used to sink in for 15 years. Alright, now straight to the point:

- I asked Lord Satan if He would accept my dedication if I attempted and asked if He wanted a person such as me at His side, but it's a third week already and there's neither possitive nor negattive answer. I'm aware that He and His Companions are very busy, but I just wanted a simple "yes" or "no" in a realistic dream, as I suggested, so that I knew it's not just some dream or that I'm imaginating things I want to hear. I'm not dedicated yet, so I'm afraid of asking by a ritual. How can I know He accepts me if I decide to join Him? I'm not a jew and neither a half-jew. There were no jews in my family as far as I know. I'm still in a phase of reading and am very fresh to the topic, I can't tell if I dedicate, but such an answer would enlighten me a bit. Maybe there's something wrong with me? I think it's important to write that I take drugs as I suffer from depression. Maybe this is the case?

Regards.

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APoleWhoLostAlot said:

Hello.

This is my first post here and I start it with questions. These questions are the main reasons I registered here, because I thought of no better place to seek answer to them. First of all forgive me my grammar mistakes, I'm a Pole and my english level is at medium... but I think it's enough to communicate. I'm in a process of reading a translated to polish 700+ pages .pdf containing High Priestess Maxine Dietrich's thoughts copied from Joy of Satan. The translation is a work of a polish Satanist known as Czarny Żmij. I'm very impressed with the content and this book already helped me to cut the last ties to christianity I used to sink in for 15 years. Alright, now straight to the point:

- I asked Lord Satan if He would accept my dedication if I attempted and asked if He wanted a person such as me at His side, but it's a third week already and there's neither possitive nor negattive answer. I'm aware that He and His Companions are very busy, but I just wanted a simple "yes" or "no" in a realistic dream, as I suggested, so that I knew it's not just some dream or that I'm imaginating things I want to hear. I'm not dedicated yet, so I'm afraid of asking by a ritual. How can I know He accepts me if I decide to join Him? I'm not a jew and neither a half-jew. There were no jews in my family as far as I know. I'm still in a phase of reading and am very fresh to the topic, I can't tell if I dedicate, but such an answer would enlighten me a bit. Maybe there's something wrong with me? I think it's important to write that I take drugs as I suffer from depression. Maybe this is the case?

Regards.

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SigTyr said:

Father Satan accepts everyone (*except*jews), as we are all his children. - That's your answer.

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slyscorpion said:

[...] The only possible exceptions to this would be where people did seriously horrible things in their life such as horrific crimes or harming animals and children the Gods really hate this. With these cases the person would be very unlikely to come here or even care about the real Satan at all.

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SigTyr said:

Father Satan accepts everyone (*except*jews), as we are all his children. - That's your answer.

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APoleWhoLostAlot said:

Thanks, slyscorpion

slyscorpion said:

[...] The only possible exceptions to this would be where people did seriously horrible things in their life such as horrific crimes or harming animals and children the Gods really hate this. With these cases the person would be very unlikely to come here or even care about the real Satan at all.

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I think You're a good person to ask these questions. You see, I used to be quite an indoctrinated catholic just 5 years ago, before one event changed my view on things drastically. Not a devout or god-fearing one, but I sank in it deeply for 10 years (since junior high). Now, after reading 300 pages of the .pdf I was speaking of (it's translated to polish as Spiritual Satanism btw.) I wonder what is Lord Satan's view on love, compassion that is? Is forgiveness and mercy present in Satanism? What if someone did one of the things You mentioned that the Gods hate, but he regrets it? Does Satan give a second chance or hates that person forever? What do Satanists think about revenge? Is it a bad thing to them? If not then how do they differ it from self defense? Revenge is mostly done with anger while self defense is a form of justice as most of far east martial arts tell. I read in the .pdf that the far east is the closest to Satanism, I mean things like kundalini, the chakras and yoga for example. Finally - and please don't get me wrong on this one - I see a lot of sympathy towards nazism here, towards Hitler. I know that he fought with jews and communism which is christianity v. 2.0, but the way he did it, with so much anger and hatred... aren't such feats jewish? Hate and despise, that is? Once again please don't get me wrong, I just want to understand things better and since I'm already here I wanted to take my opportunity.
There is a fragment in the .pdf that quite scared me of. The High Priestess Maxine Dietrich responds to a half-jew who asks Her if Satan would accept him if he's a half-jew. He was polite and all and didn't show any signs of disrespect. Maxine Dietrich reacted very angrily and called him - it's translated like that - a para-jew (from "parasite"). I know what jews are like, what nature they have, but still...
To be honest I don't know if it really was The High Priestess or someone else from JoS, but since the book is mostly Her thoughts I assume it was Her. The .pdf is very chaotic, it's a copy/paste thing from JoS, so at times it's hard to find out which text is whose. I'm not at such a superb english level to read directly from JoS, I'd easily miss a lot of things and to You I write helping myself with a translator. The translated .pdf is the best thing I have to focus fully on the content.

So what do You think about my questions?

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slyscorpion said:

I am going to answer this but i cant on everything cause that would assume i know what the Gods are going to do or think or say. I dont really. It sounds like you have some deprogramming from catholicism to do still.

I think it kind of depends on what's done and the state of the person. I very much assume the Gods are going to be more forgiving of a Satanist in a past life than someone who is just coming here who never knew them with some issues. I mean they are beings like us with thoughts feelings personalities a phyical body etc. They are not some mystical Jew in the sky type thing or something its really up to them if they are going to forgive something or not.

Part of the Deprogramming from xtianity I have come to realize is you must start to see the Gods as phyical alive beings like we are but very much more advanced than any of us are they want to teach us to become advanced like they are and have a civilization like theirs eventually. That is something some former xtians may not click with right away even myself for awhile. They do not know everything or read everyone's thoughts all the time or any of that they have better things to do. You need to get away from this love all people and be forgiving stuff too this isn't what the Gods or Satan is about.

Both Hitler and Satan and all the Gods realize there are some people that just straight up shouldn't exist (even some Gentiles) and are disgusting for lack of a better word. I realize this too most Satanists do. That is the thing about Anger and Hatred. It's not a bad thing. We can't love our enemies and those that would destroy us. That is totally not the way the Ancient Pagans lived. I would use the example of pedophilia. If you saw the kind of Harm these people cause and how arrogant some of them are there is no coming back from that. I can say with confidence I dont think the Gods will accept any of these people and most of them can't change.

National Socialism is only bad if you want to do bad things or help the Jews. If your a good person your not going to have a problem in that system even if your not SS you may be reeducated though in some cases. The state the world is in right now is the result of too much love and forgivess and it doesn't work anyways. These people that claim to love everyone are usually way more full of hate than anyone else. In the end somehow I think trying to love everyone and always be forgiving ends in people hating everyone and even themselves. That's not a good outcome either.

So why should Maxine be nice to a part Jew or any Jew. Why does it matter how that person acts. They are all of the same general nature and would kill her if they had the chance dont doubt it. No reason to be nice to your enemy. I mean yeah in regular offline life you have to follow the laws and maybe even have to fit in like at a job or with family or school or something and that may mean acting nice to an enemy and being pleasant or something. That is not bad but doesn't mean you can't hate them and maybe even be cursing them.

In fact in general my Scorpio placements really like that approach. It is like so sly and clevor. Gain trust of enemy get them to destroy themselves through mind manipulation or introducing them to something harmful to them or pretend to be nice when cursing an enemy. They never see it coming lol. Totally did this stuff before.

But anyways read http://www.exposingchristianity.com

If you want to follow this path dedicate. You won't regret it. There is no reason you have even slightly suggested that the Gods wouldn't accept you. They are not just going to not accept any person who is sincere and wants to help out just because they may not like some petty thing or something. Again they are not like Jew on a stick Judging everyone over the smallest things and condemning them or something. So don't worry if you want to be on this path you can be.

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APoleWhoLostAlot said:

I've no issue with destroying your enemies in self defense, when they want to harm you, I think it's justice then. You can't love someone who wants to kill you. But being a guy who cares only about power is not right to me either. If Satan loves animals and, as I read in Spiritual Satanism pdf, we are commiting things such as murders, because we are spiritually closed, degenerated... doesn't it mean being good is the way? I repeat: not loving everyone! Destroying your enemies, yes, but when they attempt to harm you. Not cursing a guy, just because he was mean to you, but didn't hurt you by punching you in the face or, idk, kicking your dog. I don't know if You get my point?

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• You should not curse or attack another Satanist no matter what.

• You can fight back against a non-Satanic gentile only if he or she attacks you first. The same is for animals that attack you.

• But being a jew is reason enough to curse someone. Jews are Satan's enemies by their nature, and you can curse a jew even if he didn't hurt you first.

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It all depends on the enemy:

• You should not curse or attack another Satanist no matter what.

• You can fight back against a non-Satanic gentile only if he or she attacks you first. The same is for animals that attack you.

• But being a jew is reason enough to curse someone. Jews are Satan's enemies by their nature, and you can curse a jew even if he didn't hurt you first.

Jews are Satan's enemies. There must be no mercy or sympathy for them.

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Satanic Path said:

I bet Satan wanted me to get to this topic.
Because I'm here, and what you wrote totally represented my even worse mindset.
I thought: "How can He accept me? I will never be up to Him! He hates me, or worse He is disgusted by me! I found the Greatest Thing, no way I'm lucky enough to be part of His Family."
Then I totally screwed every fear I had, like the one of being punished from a Demon for daring to dedicate myself, I did it right when I could, in the late evening.
Nothing happened... I just felt happy in a crazy way, and I was electric, like even the day after I struggled to stand in the same place for a while.
Right after the dedication, I did my first RTR... The little pain in my chest was like telling me: all that shit, all those Jews no longer poison your soul. Not to talk about the beautiful feeling right after the Ritual's ending... Like floating in my own head.
So, do it. Nothing will hurt you, you'll do the Greatest Thing of your life.
Take your time, never think: I'm wrong, or that Satan doesn't want you.
Satan wants all of his Children.
Hail Satan!

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Satanic Path said:

I bet Satan wanted me to get to this topic.
Because I'm here, and what you wrote totally represented my even worse mindset.
I thought: "How can He accept me? I will never be up to Him! He hates me, or worse He is disgusted by me! I found the Greatest Thing, no way I'm lucky enough to be part of His Family."
Then I totally screwed every fear I had, like the one of being punished from a Demon for daring to dedicate myself, I did it right when I could, in the late evening.
Nothing happened... I just felt happy in a crazy way, and I was electric, like even the day after I struggled to stand in the same place for a while.
Right after the dedication, I did my first RTR... The little pain in my chest was like telling me: all that shit, all those Jews no longer poison your soul. Not to talk about the beautiful feeling right after the Ritual's ending... Like floating in my own head.
So, do it. Nothing will hurt you, you'll do the Greatest Thing of your life.
Take your time, never think: I'm wrong, or that Satan doesn't want you.
Satan wants all of his Children.
Hail Satan!

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Thanks for the reply I'll keep it in mind, it's very encouraging what You wrote. I'm planning to decide about my dedication after I finish reading Spiritual Satanism and Exposing Christianity pdfs.

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slyscorpion said:

Ok and btw there is no real harm in trying out some of the meditations a little if you want to get a feel for it many people do and I did before doing the dedication. I would think you would want to know this is for real. Just dont get involved in any way in this spiritual war or do the rtr or the Tetragrammaton thing until you dedicate or you will probably regret it as you will not be fully under protection and I think there were a couple meditations they warned you to be dedicated before you did skip those for now until your ready to do that.

That is if you are there really isn't pressure or anything in this unlike with the enemy. I want to make that clear. Also you shouldn't pressure anyone like you might have when you were in enemy stuff about Satanism if you decide to Join

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APoleWhoLostAlot said:

I understand.

My close friend is really into spiritual things (he doesn't practice anything, just reads a lot) and I told him about my feelings about what I read in the .pdf, but he lives in his own world of imagination so hard I doubt he'd join even if I did my best to convince him so I won't even try. So don't worry, if I dedicate it'll be only my business unless someone from my surrounding shows interest towards this. Only then I might propose Satanism to him/her.

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Henu the Great said:

Very wise of you.

Many, no, most people are not really confortable asking questions and putting their current beliefs into test and as such they will not fit into JoS. Satan accepts all, but only a handful are fit for this path. This truly is a path for the elite. Now, when I say elite, I don't mean that one joining is already on the elite level. In many cases it takes a lot of work to better the soul and surroundings so that one could be called elite. So what we have is the pontential for being elite during this very lifetime. Truly a wonderful chance not to be wasted.

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APoleWhoLostAlot said:

I wonder... those Satanists of Poland and the .pdf say Satan doesn't want weak people. What does it mean? Does it mean people who don't want to give anything from themselves, who don't even try or literally weak people? Satan is the creator of humans, the God of humanity, but there are many different types of personalities. Not all people are those fierce warriors with their swords always drawn out, I use such a metaphor. But that doesn't mean they're worth nothing. I, for example, can be loyal and devoted to things I praise, but am not a warrior type, an alpha male ect. What do Satanism say about this?

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Henu the Great said:

I try to give my best answer here, and I'm sure that someone else can word this better than I.

What I can say is that it can be taken literally, but more than that also figuratively. For example you are showing strength of character for asking such questions and not blindly believing whatever comes in front of you. I asked (and still do) a lot of questions before finding JoS. If I would have ever stopped asking questions I would not have discovered JoS.

It can be seen in a more literal sense as you mention, persons who don't even try, quit at first hardship, etc. Those are mentally weaklings, and will not last long on this path. Some maybe like that at first, but then harden up and begin anew. Just an example.

I hope this clears it for you, but be sure to ask again if it's still unclear for you.

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APoleWhoLostAlot said:

I wonder... those Satanists of Poland and the .pdf say Satan doesn't want weak people. What does it mean? Does it mean people who don't want to give anything from themselves, who don't even try or literally weak people? Satan is the creator of humans, the God of humanity, but there are many different types of personalities. Not all people are those fierce warriors with their swords always drawn out, I use such a metaphor. But that doesn't mean they're worth nothing. I, for example, can be loyal and devoted to things I praise, but am not a warrior type, an alpha male ect. What do Satanism say about this?

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Blitzkreig said:

It just means you have to try. That is all. You have to try your best, as much as you can. Eventually you will get to that point, whether just as a byproduct of increasing your energy, or by doing a working that specifically increases your strength and aggression. Henu himself was doing a working to boost his testosterone. There is always a way to fix anything you need to about yourself.

Being loyal and devoted is a sign of strength. That means you won't yield to pressure to change your opinion. That is one of your strengths. I think you may be underestimating yourself a little bit in terms of being an alpha male or whatever. There are many chemicals in our modern life that make men more feminine. Everyone on earth is exposed to them and made more feminine as a result. This is just one example why you may feel like this, but don't worry about it.

Once you get some good power in you from your spiritual practice. You will feel much stronger and healthier. The yoga and extra energy will also increase your testosterone. Some of the yoga poses directly put bloodflow to the testicles, for example. Working on your sacral chakra will directly add energy into that area, as well.

As you say, there are many different types of personalities. Satan is aware of this and knows us better than we know ourselves. He also gives us the tools and knowledge to balance out any weaknesses, while promoting what we are good at. In this way, we excel and become stronger.

Satan knows the struggles we face and expects only an appropriate amount of effort relative to us as individuals. He is very loving and sees the good in us even when we feel bad about ourselves. He continually supports and guides us until we can stand on our own feet. This is what is meant by Satan wanting us to be strong.

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APoleWhoLostAlot said:

because I'm in serious trouble now and need help. In brief, my brain has been badly damaged by failed medicine, my conductivity of neurons has been disturbed and so I've lost many precious things to me such as my artistic soul and most of my emotions.

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APoleWhoLostAlot said:

Yes, that told me a little, thanks. And thank You for the kind words about me showing strenght of character, I appreciate it. Yes, I'm asking a lot of questions as I want to find out two things:
- first, what is the truth and what is the lie
- second, if this truth suits me
I'm tired of playing games and, I'll call it, a "deaf phone". Enough of guessing if there is something out there or not and what is my place or role in it. Praying without being sure if someone is listening or who I am praying to. I'm tired of this uncertainty, because I'm in serious trouble now and need help. In brief, my brain has been badly damaged by failed medicine, my conductivity of neurons has been disturbed and so I've lost many precious things to me such as my artistic soul and most of my emotions.

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APoleWhoLostAlot said:

That's great news. Thank You for Your reply, it really cheers me up. Would You mind if I copy this message so I can look upon it when I encounter any doubts?

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Blitzkreig said:

vibrate: SaTaNaMa, where the T sounds like Tzzzzz and the S is hissed slightly. This mantra heals all damage and fixes any imbalances.

For Sa: put pointer finger and thumb together
For Ta: put middle finger and thumb together
For Na: put ring finger and thumb together
For Ma: put pinky finger and thumb together

You can do the whole thing in one breath, but I would do it one breath per syllable.

Then affirm: "The vibrated energies are making me now and always completely healthy in all ways, in a positive manner for me!" (x10)

10 reps with the affirmation takes about 15 minutes. Do however long, more or less, that is comfortable to you and you can continue daily. The moon in virgo is best for healing, but that won't be around until next January. It will be fine to start now anyway, especially if you need healing to begin now.

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Henu the Great said:

Good, you should ask questions and find stuff out since that's the only way to the truth.

I did search for, hmm, I think over a decade (on-off) before finding JoS. Mind you I was always interested in this deep down, but it was somehow buried inside so most of my childhood and teen years it was a very unconsious thing for me. To give you a perspective, I'm closer to 30 now and my first Saturn return just begun. When I did find JoS it did only take less than a day to dedicate because I had so much knowledge about half truths and lies, and JoS was the missing link.

When you are asking is there something out there I can say that there deifinitely is. Most of the entities are unfriendly, outright hostile. You have a christian background. I had a xian phase too, not as severe as yours, but I prayed and went somewhat deep into it tying into the jewish book and so on. When you pray, you are basically trying to connect to jewish thoughtform or "angels" which in reality are greys. None of that will bring any good fortune for you. I gained zero, and actually the net result was negative from that phase, but in the end it led to JoS, so maybe it had to happen...

About your damaged body. It can be healed with regular and long term practice of yoga, breathing excercises and SaTaNaMa workings. I don't know your age, but if you have more than a decade to use for spiritual practices provided on JoS meditation page you will do very good. Even a few years of serious dedication to oneself can have tremendous results. This is not new age style wish wash crap. It's the real deal.

I hope you heal and get better. If you don't reach Magnum Opus this lifetime, then you are well on your way toward it.

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APoleWhoLostAlot said:

I copied this and will print it so I'll have it close at hand. Is it safe for a non-dedicated person? I'm not under any protection and am afraid I'll summon the evil ones - "angels" for example.

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Jack said:

You were automatically born under the banner of our true god Satan - lucifer - shiva because he created our species and thus you automatically belong to him.

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Jack said:

If you feel inadequate and feel a desperate need to be accepted ,it might be because of your astrology or bad upbringing

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Jack said:

They are already working through you. With our gods, you automatically get answers like you just did. We are all connected in our sangha. I welcome you ,based pole and future warrior of Satan under our most ancient glorious symbol .

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Blitzkreig said:

Unfortunately, any form of advancement while not dedicated can invite attacks. These attacks will likely be in the form of awful dreams. They may also try to convince you Satan is bad. When you are dedicated, the Gods will continually guide you, but when you are not, they don't have as much of an obligation towards you.

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However, with a beginner level of power, you will draw less attention. The enemy prioritizes those who are strong.

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APoleWhoLostAlot said:

I must be 100% sure about the way I want to follow. I don't want let to happen a situation like I dedicate, but later change my mind and thus annoy Lord Satan. I've been cursed already.

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APoleWhoLostAlot said:

Jack said:

You were automatically born under the banner of our true god Satan - lucifer - shiva because he created our species and thus you automatically belong to him.

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What if I'm circumcised? When at the age of below 8 I had serious problem with foreskin and there was no other way than operation.

Jack said:

If you feel inadequate and feel a desperate need to be accepted ,it might be because of your astrology or bad upbringing

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That's interesting. I was born premature, after 8 months not 9. My zodiac sign would be Pisces instead of my current - Aquarius. Also I was born thursday the 13th.

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They are already working through you. With our gods, you automatically get answers like you just did. We are all connected in our sangha. I welcome you ,based pole and future warrior of Satan under our most ancient glorious symbol .

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Thank You. Even though I'm not dedicated, I hope I'm human.

Blitzkreig said:

Unfortunately, any form of advancement while not dedicated can invite attacks. These attacks will likely be in the form of awful dreams. They may also try to convince you Satan is bad. When you are dedicated, the Gods will continually guide you, but when you are not, they don't have as much of an obligation towards you.

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I must be 100% sure about the way I want to follow. I don't want let to happen a situation like I dedicate, but later change my mind and thus annoy Lord Satan. I've been cursed already.

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However, with a beginner level of power, you will draw less attention. The enemy prioritizes those who are strong.

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I hope so. I'm way to weak to fight an enemy with an experience.

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Blitzkreig said:

No offense, but what options besides Satan do you have to consider? Which options are not either clearly of the enemy, or simply the enemy behind a mask? What other spiritual systems or beings can you turn to? Ones that provide you protection and guidance basically free of charge? The Gods "wipe our butts" for us for many years in a spiritual sense. All they want is for us to keep trying and keep advancing where we can.

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NinRick said:

Dude, don’t share any information about your birthtime!

It is very easy to curse someone (and I mean to seriously curse someone) if you know how to do it (and if you are strong enough).

Never tell on this forums how old you are!!!!

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