AokiJ
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Hello everyone, I wanted to talk about a topic here, first I want to leave this note as a warning:
[No, I am not a Jewish girl, nor a Christian, nor am I a weak, I have been a spiritual Satanist for almost 3 years approximately, I do not seek or I would like findHersing hatred, I'm not looking for a fight or anything like that either.]
-Well, having said that, a while ago I "put aside" spiritual satanism because it seemed somewhat extreme to me, it gave me a mental breakdown since I was and am at the end of my young life, I will leave everything in order here i found it wrong:
-Hatred of other people seemed extreme to me.
-It seemed to me that it is too demanding on a mental and physical level to all SS, to the level that you cannot bear it or fall into depression etc (For example, 8 hours of meditation, if we put the 8 hours of meditation together, plus the RtR etc when supposes that do you live?)
-It seemed to me that it is not very different from Christianity, since, there is also a program that everyone must follow, and if not, you are useless.
-Or at least this is the final impression that I got from Joy of Satan (Web and Forum, but, more forum) against the gods, I have nothing that I remember.
Only sometimes, it didn't feel like they were there.
With this post I am looking for someone to make me see the opposite of the final impressions that I took from this, to tell me why they are not like that etc.
Thank you very much for taking the time to read this and very sorry for my english.
[No, I am not a Jewish girl, nor a Christian, nor am I a weak, I have been a spiritual Satanist for almost 3 years approximately, I do not seek or I would like findHersing hatred, I'm not looking for a fight or anything like that either.]
-Well, having said that, a while ago I "put aside" spiritual satanism because it seemed somewhat extreme to me, it gave me a mental breakdown since I was and am at the end of my young life, I will leave everything in order here i found it wrong:
-Hatred of other people seemed extreme to me.
-It seemed to me that it is too demanding on a mental and physical level to all SS, to the level that you cannot bear it or fall into depression etc (For example, 8 hours of meditation, if we put the 8 hours of meditation together, plus the RtR etc when supposes that do you live?)
-It seemed to me that it is not very different from Christianity, since, there is also a program that everyone must follow, and if not, you are useless.
-Or at least this is the final impression that I got from Joy of Satan (Web and Forum, but, more forum) against the gods, I have nothing that I remember.
Only sometimes, it didn't feel like they were there.
With this post I am looking for someone to make me see the opposite of the final impressions that I took from this, to tell me why they are not like that etc.
Thank you very much for taking the time to read this and very sorry for my english.