Catalincata94
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So i reduced a 4 mg rispen pill for 3 months to half and i took half a pill approximately 2 mg for some months but the thing is i get anxiety if i take too little (reduce too much by accident) because the pill dosen't have a line where i can break it in half and cutting it is also hard because sometimes it's not egual and if i cut the bigger part to be 2mg it's gets too little, less that 2mg widouth realizing and then the next day before the next dose i start having anxiety and i need to take the next dose faster and then because i took it and i still have meditations to do the pill it makes me sleepy and tired and can't even finish my meditations because of that and have to sleep.
Other times i forget to take the pill at bed time, that's how i would usualy take it because i didn't finished the meditations in time so i take the pill later after i finished my meditations because if i would take the pill faster i would be too sleepy and tired and coudn't finish the meditations and once per month i have to go to the psychiatrist and again my fucking medtiations got fucking desincronized from the schedule because of that, i stopped doing at specific time just did it so that at least i finish them but it seems the things are getting worse and today i didn't have the cance to meditate at all (i was at the psychiatrist) i missed already enough meditations fucking shit.
By halving the pill i got now 3 boxes of pills that are enough for 6 months if i cut them in half but it's hard even so can't cut it perfectly and still sometimes someone is talking to me if it is someone or not because i know my clair audience is open, in my sleep when i was attacked like 1 and half year ago and asked Satan for help i heard the celestial music (at that time i was off the medication for 1 year) and also this someone who is talking to me gave me sometimes advices and some where correct some not. sometimesi it just talks non sense. but when i took the hole pill i didn't hear anything if i remember corectly. I'm saing this because how will i manage widouth pills if there will be an economic colapse and the there will be no farmacies open or something like that.
And for some time it was so hard with this meds getting tired because of them, forgetting to take them and also i had very strong tiredness because of bronchial asthma not sure if it will continue that strong tirednes i didn't had it for some time (also the meds for that astma helps but i already ordered an chineze herb that is good for astma and related problems) i'm doing qigong for chidneys and lungs and a healing working for body, mind and emotions. so what next i'm tired of this anxiety becaue the dose isn't constant what to do with the meds? and what about the economic colapse how will i have the meds for 6 months if i wont be able to heal my self till then? i have pills for 3 full months but the meds are expensive and i'm getting it free from the psychiatry.
Other times i forget to take the pill at bed time, that's how i would usualy take it because i didn't finished the meditations in time so i take the pill later after i finished my meditations because if i would take the pill faster i would be too sleepy and tired and coudn't finish the meditations and once per month i have to go to the psychiatrist and again my fucking medtiations got fucking desincronized from the schedule because of that, i stopped doing at specific time just did it so that at least i finish them but it seems the things are getting worse and today i didn't have the cance to meditate at all (i was at the psychiatrist) i missed already enough meditations fucking shit.
By halving the pill i got now 3 boxes of pills that are enough for 6 months if i cut them in half but it's hard even so can't cut it perfectly and still sometimes someone is talking to me if it is someone or not because i know my clair audience is open, in my sleep when i was attacked like 1 and half year ago and asked Satan for help i heard the celestial music (at that time i was off the medication for 1 year) and also this someone who is talking to me gave me sometimes advices and some where correct some not. sometimesi it just talks non sense. but when i took the hole pill i didn't hear anything if i remember corectly. I'm saing this because how will i manage widouth pills if there will be an economic colapse and the there will be no farmacies open or something like that.
And for some time it was so hard with this meds getting tired because of them, forgetting to take them and also i had very strong tiredness because of bronchial asthma not sure if it will continue that strong tirednes i didn't had it for some time (also the meds for that astma helps but i already ordered an chineze herb that is good for astma and related problems) i'm doing qigong for chidneys and lungs and a healing working for body, mind and emotions. so what next i'm tired of this anxiety becaue the dose isn't constant what to do with the meds? and what about the economic colapse how will i have the meds for 6 months if i wont be able to heal my self till then? i have pills for 3 full months but the meds are expensive and i'm getting it free from the psychiatry.