why does the goat (baphomet) look so scary and evil, and why is it a

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I'm just wondering why the goat (baphoment) so scary looking and looks evil, and why does it have a penis and a vagina and tits but looks like a man and a goat? Please, help to answer my questions, thank you. I ask because I want to be a Zevist, but if you guys aren't sick and hurt people then why is your god so weird looking and disgusting?