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DarkAries

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Greetings Satanic brothers and sisters!

As some of you know, this summer I get diagnosed with t1d. I was really under myself for a short time, but I guess I really should share my experiences.

First of all, being Satanist truly is like having cheat codes for life. I got the best doctors(all of them gentiles) got a single room after like 3 hours, get into a experimental insulin only after two days(way more effective), and I could buy all necessery items for almost no money.

I asked Azazel's help and he teached me a very strong runic healing. Carved to wood that day and since I have to stab my fingers to measure, I used my blood on it. Still use it every day, often even use the energy of my kundalini, to boost the process.

The changes happened very quickly. After a week I could lower the amount of insulin I take. Todays I only take the third of I took at the hospital, and even my doctor said it looks very good. So it might possible to fully heal type one diabetes, but at this point Im almost okay with this.

And here is why:
Since I stick to a diet based on carbonhidrate, I didnt touch unhealthy food in the past three monts. Some for most of alcohol. I could eat one small mcdonalds burger for dinner or three sandwich so... yeah, lose a bit weight but get healthier.
Getting a near-death experience is lifechanging, to say at least. It makes you realize what really matters in life, and what you really want to do. In the last three months I get good paying but not too hard job parttime with the university. I learned more and Im pretty sure I get the degree soon. And this is only the material part.
Instead of spending time on my phone, or playing games whole day, I practiced drawing, writing and read Nietzsche a lot, even rereading some of his books. Also meditate around two times more.

If you know why you are alive, why you choosed life with all of its pain and pleasure, your life become justified. As Nietzsche said "He who has a why to live can bear almost any how"

As an ending, never fall into despair. There is no unhealable wound, no unsolvable problem. With knowledge and with the Gods help, truly everything is possible.
"There are no limits if you know the truth"

Thanks for reading it :)
 
DarkAries said:
Greetings Satanic brothers and sisters!

As some of you know, this summer I get diagnosed with t1d. I was really under myself for a short time, but I guess I really should share my experiences.

First of all, being Satanist truly is like having cheat codes for life. I got the best doctors(all of them gentiles) got a single room after like 3 hours, get into a experimental insulin only after two days(way more effective), and I could buy all necessery items for almost no money.

I asked Azazel's help and he teached me a very strong runic healing. Carved to wood that day and since I have to stab my fingers to measure, I used my blood on it. Still use it every day, often even use the energy of my kundalini, to boost the process.

The changes happened very quickly. After a week I could lower the amount of insulin I take. Todays I only take the third of I took at the hospital, and even my doctor said it looks very good. So it might possible to fully heal type one diabetes, but at this point Im almost okay with this.

And here is why:
Since I stick to a diet based on carbonhidrate, I didnt touch unhealthy food in the past three monts. Some for most of alcohol. I could eat one small mcdonalds burger for dinner or three sandwich so... yeah, lose a bit weight but get healthier.
Getting a near-death experience is lifechanging, to say at least. It makes you realize what really matters in life, and what you really want to do. In the last three months I get good paying but not too hard job parttime with the university. I learned more and Im pretty sure I get the degree soon. And this is only the material part.
Instead of spending time on my phone, or playing games whole day, I practiced drawing, writing and read Nietzsche a lot, even rereading some of his books. Also meditate around two times more.

If you know why you are alive, why you choosed life with all of its pain and pleasure, your life become justified. As Nietzsche said "He who has a why to live can bear almost any how"

As an ending, never fall into despair. There is no unhealable wound, no unsolvable problem. With knowledge and with the Gods help, truly everything is possible.
"There are no limits if you know the truth"

Thanks for reading it :)

Congratulations on making steps towards betterment!!
Keep it up, I believe you can do it and recover.

Do you have a way of measuring your insulin levels and glucose levels regularly?
If so, and you are open for a little experiment, you could try the following.

Before you eat, have a salad and eat this 10 Minutes before you have your main meal.
You could also have a table spoon of vinegar in some water, or in your salad.

Eat the salad, then your proteins and fats, and then your carbs. Never eat carbs alone, always clothe them in protein, fats, fibres.

What the above does in a regular person is, that the glucose spike is going down by 70%, and also the insulin spike is going down for 30%.

This actually has several major health benefits, one of which is having constant high energy levels.

Below you find a link, with a 2hr podcast where a scientist explains what to do and what it does. She explains some hacks to get the glucose spikes down.
Maybe this will also help with your condition?

I am not a doctor, do this only if it’s safe to do please. (But I believe it will help you)

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RB9p4GnMg98&pp=ygUkVXNlIHRoZXNlIGZvb2QgaGFja3MgdG8gYm9vc3QgZW5lcmd5
 
When you wake up in the morning, according to your circadian cycle for the first hour after waking your body is more insulin resistant. Try to have breakfast 1-2hrs after you‘ve woken up.
 
Glad to hear this! :)
 
DarkAries said:
Greetings Satanic brothers and sisters!

As some of you know, this summer I get diagnosed with t1d. I was really under myself for a short time, but I guess I really should share my experiences.

First of all, being Satanist truly is like having cheat codes for life. I got the best doctors(all of them gentiles) got a single room after like 3 hours, get into a experimental insulin only after two days(way more effective), and I could buy all necessery items for almost no money.

I asked Azazel's help and he teached me a very strong runic healing. Carved to wood that day and since I have to stab my fingers to measure, I used my blood on it. Still use it every day, often even use the energy of my kundalini, to boost the process.

The changes happened very quickly. After a week I could lower the amount of insulin I take. Todays I only take the third of I took at the hospital, and even my doctor said it looks very good. So it might possible to fully heal type one diabetes, but at this point Im almost okay with this.

And here is why:
Since I stick to a diet based on carbonhidrate, I didnt touch unhealthy food in the past three monts. Some for most of alcohol. I could eat one small mcdonalds burger for dinner or three sandwich so... yeah, lose a bit weight but get healthier.
Getting a near-death experience is lifechanging, to say at least. It makes you realize what really matters in life, and what you really want to do. In the last three months I get good paying but not too hard job parttime with the university. I learned more and Im pretty sure I get the degree soon. And this is only the material part.
Instead of spending time on my phone, or playing games whole day, I practiced drawing, writing and read Nietzsche a lot, even rereading some of his books. Also meditate around two times more.

If you know why you are alive, why you choosed life with all of its pain and pleasure, your life become justified. As Nietzsche said "He who has a why to live can bear almost any how"

As an ending, never fall into despair. There is no unhealable wound, no unsolvable problem. With knowledge and with the Gods help, truly everything is possible.
"There are no limits if you know the truth"

Thanks for reading it :)

I had answered yesterday but idk what happened.

Bro, I'm super happy for you, for your progress and specially in the fact that you are giving proper recognition to how you have been helped.

I wish all Satanist shared the good things that happen to them, that I know are many, as you do.
Thank you, because you add hope.
 
Thank you all :D

I was a bit nervous writing this out, mostly because I didnt get my c-peptide level measured(which would directly show how much insulin your body can handle) and I really wanted to share the results.

Honestly the fact I could do it just fills me with power, even after what I saw at hospital. A lot of other diabetic man and women, basically constantly measured, nearly blind or unable to stand . Well most problem come from not keeping the diet but still, the Gods help and my power have a significant role in it. There was another guy in the hospital with as high blood-glucose as I, and he doesnt even survived the night...

Well Satanists are truly the toughests of humanity :D
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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