I came to the understand that Samadhi or whatever state, are just states, not a goal and many times can be not even that useful, i start to believe its all about results, and states not serving the dharma are worthless, they are like masturbation, lot of work and emotions, with no procreation,
I used to think only blissful states are spiritual, i found self anchoring & void meditation & self watching when combined, even the body feels bad, the state is very spiritual given how i noticed the body detoxes in it, also making me touch Samadhi occasionally,
I used to feel bliss in streaks, and directly after the streak ends i start thinking i lost all previous benefits, since i always thought the higher levels are to have unbroken streak etc..
That being said i wonder how people here with real powerful determine as ´ spiritual states’,
I wonder how you ´feel’ during the day, and what you consider off and what you consider still good,
I noticed for example i can enter a state where i void meditate, make my focus skyrocket , anchor in body, self watch, and add to that an energy that feels like anger, but still my breath is calm, but my face feels like if angry also my body feels like if its ultra ready for war, but calm at the moment,
I do not know what that is called but i am almost sure this is some interesting state, given the fact i notice my pain tolerance skyrocket, fear go to literally 0, third eye throb sometimes, confidence skyrocket to the point i sometimes in this state feel like if i have just to make my hand face a chair and i will be able to move it, the over the roof confidence literally made me try that, when it did not work i felt its only about technique but i felt i could do it,
I found this kind of confidence interesting, if coupled with a working, but the energy that feels like anger is what makes me doubt if this state is spiritual or not,
In bliss when i do an affirmation, i clearly feel the universe conspiring to make it happen,
In the state i talked about, it feels like if i make things happens directly using my power instead of a Higher force collaborating, i found 1 use of it currently its grounding, i get grounded in less than 5 seconds, also when having fear or similar, it vanishes instantly, its like a Hercules State, it feels chthonic with the internal calm and clarity of mind that makes it feel spiritual not just random rage, but it does feel on the verge of rage
I shared this in the hope of people who had good results and who can navigate different states, share what they think about that, since i am sure at this point there are different spiritual states, not just bliss, and all of them are powerful in certain things. I also get the paranoia of what if the state that feel chthonic, cause me to attract bad things.

