Well hey

[hafischer9501]

well i only have 4 posts in this entire thing with this one it makes 5 i should be more active .< well i am noticing that i like blood not animal blood but human blood idk if im just werid or something... like when my marching band went to a competition i wanted a friend of mine to cut my arm of course she did it lets just say annoyance is the key to everything =D she couldnt get me to bleed though i was bummed .< the blood liking has just recently started to be enough to have the crave for awhile instead when i was younger i would have little sips ever month or so now i have the want to have a cupful like water . and some of you are going to say vampire but anyways will this affect my realtionship with satan and his demons hinder spirtual devolpment or anything of that sort?

 

[Shades_of_chaos]

No offense but that sounds like a medical condition called " sympethetic vamperism" and this is very serious and must be dealt with a private doctor as a satanist and a sufferer of bipolar and schizo effective disorder I feel the need to reach out to anyone who is having something wrong and no Satan will not like reject you if this is happening but don't feel bad and don't feel like people here are going to freak out and tell you off. I have a friend whom I've known for years and he has the same problem and me and him worked it off with voulntery hypnosis. And as a brother in Satan to you I felt obligated to try to help you out man may Satan guide you in the right direction hail Satan!!!!!! And hail haures!!  

On Oct 13, 2009, at 8:04 PM, "hafischer9501" <hafischer9501@... wrote:

  well i only have 4 posts in this entire thing with this one it makes 5 i should be more active .< well i am noticing that i like blood not animal blood but human blood idk if im just werid or something... like when my marching band went to a competition i wanted a friend of mine to cut my arm of course she did it lets just say annoyance is the key to everything =D she couldnt get me to bleed though i was bummed .< the blood liking has just recently started to be enough to have the crave for awhile instead when i was younger i would have little sips ever month or so now i have the want to have a cupful like water . and some of you are going to say vampire but anyways will this affect my realtionship with satan and his demons hinder spirtual devolpment or anything of that sort?

 

[Saminga]

I'm not sure at this point, but I've had the same kind of thirst for it before. I'm willing to hear anyone's opinion on this and whether or not it is harmful or not.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hafischer9501" <hafischer9501@... wrote:

well i only have 4 posts in this entire thing with this one it makes 5 i should be more active .< well i am noticing that i like blood not animal blood but human blood idk if im just werid or something... like when my marching band went to a competition i wanted a friend of mine to cut my arm of course she did it lets just say annoyance is the key to everything =D she couldnt get me to bleed though i was bummed .< the blood liking has just recently started to be enough to have the crave for awhile instead when i was younger i would have little sips ever month or so now i have the want to have a cupful like water . and some of you are going to say vampire but anyways will this affect my realtionship with satan and his demons hinder spirtual devolpment or anything of that sort?

 

[hafischer9501]

well from what i read from a website it describes whats happening as a awakening process still i dont know

 

[Saminga]

Thank you for that imput and your sympathy. I've gotten over the addiction as far as I know. I haven't really thought about it until now. There's no way I'd revert back to that kind of behavior if it's not healthy. I was just wondering what caused it and how it can be prevented.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shades_of_chaos <shadows6of6be6@... wrote:

No offense but that sounds like a medical condition called " sympethetic vamperism" and this is very serious and must be dealt with a private doctor as a satanist and a sufferer of bipolar and schizo effective disorder I feel the need to reach out to anyone who is having something wrong and no Satan will not like reject you if this is happening but don't feel bad and don't feel like people here are going to freak out and tell you off. I have a friend whom I've known for years and he has the same problem and me and him worked it off with voulntery hypnosis. And as a brother in Satan to you I felt obligated to try to help you out man may Satan guide you in the right direction hail Satan!!!!!! And hail haures!!

On Oct 13, 2009, at 8:04 PM, "hafischer9501" <hafischer9501@... wrote:

well i only have 4 posts in this entire thing with this one it makes 5 i should be more active .< well i am noticing that i like blood not animal blood but human blood idk if im just werid or something... like when my marching band went to a competition i wanted a friend of mine to cut my arm of course she did it lets just say annoyance is the key to everything =D she couldnt get me to bleed though i was bummed .< the blood liking has just recently started to be enough to have the crave for awhile instead when i was younger i would have little sips ever month or so now i have the want to have a cupful like water . and some of you are going to say vampire but anyways will this affect my realtionship with satan and his demons hinder spirtual devolpment or anything of that sort?

 

[LaRs]

The human mind is complicated.
Everybody likes different things. Your mind (and alot of others) craves either the scent, taste or the look of blood(or all three).
Its just who you are. It is not going to screw up your relationship with satan or anything, because Satan respects and loves individuality.
Its not really a problem, its just who you are.
Or it could be that sympathetic vampire disease.

But MOST teenagers say they crave blood to be cool or to show off.
I cant stand those types of people. and others crave blood because they subconsciously want to be cool.

"HEY HEY HEY LOOK AT ME IM A COOL VAMPIRE."

I dont believe they exist at all. maybe on the astral plane as spirits, but sorry not in this world.

HAIL SATAN

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hafischer9501" <hafischer9501@... wrote:

well i only have 4 posts in this entire thing with this one it makes 5 i should be more active .< well i am noticing that i like blood not animal blood but human blood idk if im just werid or something... like when my marching band went to a competition i wanted a friend of mine to cut my arm of course she did it lets just say annoyance is the key to everything =D she couldnt get me to bleed though i was bummed .< the blood liking has just recently started to be enough to have the crave for awhile instead when i was younger i would have little sips ever month or so now i have the want to have a cupful like water . and some of you are going to say vampire but anyways will this affect my realtionship with satan and his demons hinder spirtual devolpment or anything of that sort?

 

[hafischer9501]

well right now im not even speaking about it in school at all yea i used to but i was little then now im completly quiet about the subject i do believe there real just not what we think they are. blood just looks appealing too me im not trying to get attention at all just trying to figure something out that is confusing me at the moment i honestly think i dont have a disease so that cant be the case well off that subject every once and awhile i might see a person and i dont know my mind just starts making up fights and arguments and me killing them torturing them... its all confusing because i find pleasure in it i literally have to hold myself from doing it when i was at a competition i saw me killing someone knifing them lashing and whipping them and i felt glee its confusing because it pops out of nowhere and also if someone is hurt sorry ill post the rest of this later phone is lagging