Well... hello

[x.breakthesilencex]

So, I'm kind of new here... I still haven't dedicated my soul to Satan but I have read a lot about it on joy of Satan site about it and have quite learned a lot by small amount of time ._.
Anyway, I still have some questions to ask and some things to say.
Firstly, I would really like to dedicate my soul to him but there is one problem. My family is quite religious, and if they found somehow I did it, there would be a chaos.. basically. I do have a candle for the ritual but I'm kind of scared that after the ritual, when you have to burn the paper, I might 'screw things up' (excuse my language xD), like burning something but I have no other place to do it. I do have attic but it would be weird to my parents to why would I go up there so I don't want to risk it even though it would be really suitable because there would be minimum distractions and I wouldn't have to be aware to burn something. And so, I've read that there is this some kind of 'astral temple' and that you can create it. I was wondering if I can do that ritual there even though I'm not yet Satanist? Though, I'm not really sure I'd be able to do it since I need real blood for that but I'm still asking in case I'm wrong. If I'm not wrong, I'll just have to risk in burning things since I'm kind of clumsy :'D
Another thing I wanted to ask you guys is that is it possible to have guardian demon if you're not Satanist? Like, can you just worship Satan without dedicating your soul to him? Maybe it sounds stupid, but I'm just asking and I need some explanations :I

 

[blackmoon0343]

Yes, you can perform the dedication in your astral temple if you cannot perform it physically.
Usually a Guardian Demon will choose who they will be a guardian to after you perform the dedication ritual, but one may already try to help you before if you had a strong relationship with him or her in a past life.
If you do certain daily power meditations without dedicating to Satan (e.g. opening the chakras and astral senses), you will constantly be attacked by greys and angels or they will keep trying to make you leave Satan. (They'll do this even when you dedicate, but Satan will protect you until you are able to protect yourself on your own.)

 

[x.breakthesilencex]

Oh, well, thank you. I really appreciate the reply
Well... I'll try to do it in astral temple but I don't succeed at that, I'll probably just do it outside my mind ._.
And, thank you once again for the reply n.n Now I know! hah XD

 

[call_me_something_else]

Quit calling yourself "clumsy" and otherwise cursing yourself.

In fact, quit saying bad things about yourself, altogether. Start being kind to yourself. Be as meticulously fair to yourself as the christinsanity bullshit has programmed you to be horrible to yourself.



Now, yes, you can do it in your astral temple. Do you have no place in your own home where you can find privacy? Are you allowed no time, alone to yourself? This must make masturbation extremely difficult.

Maybe if you let them walk in on you once or twice masturbating, they'll begin to to give you some private space, at least occasionally. Be loud about it and thrash around, with a hearty Tarzan yell, too. Haha.

But, seriously, I was living with a xian when I dedicated - and my apartment was in-between the residences of two kikes, too.

What matters, though, is you dedicate - whether in the physical or in your astral temple. I'm glad you found Truth.

Hail Father Satan!

 

[Pumpkin Pie]

Oh, I'm sorry ._. But I can be clumsy, you know, I'm not trying to be bad towards myself. Just realistic :'D


Oh, I have privacy but you never know when they might walk in. The most of privacy I cam get is after I come back from school and during the night... Maybe I'm just being paranoid and too careful for them not to walk in, but you never know hah xD


Oh well, haha, thank you anyway!