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[Rone]

Hello! Those who were once a Muslim or a Christian, please tell me, are you glad that you made the dedication? Are you happy with this? Do you feel the Gods? Because I have been in Christianity for a long time, where Yahweh seems to be real, but at the same time he is so far away, as if he doesn't care at all. I'm just choosing between becoming a Satanist or just being an atheist so I don't get cheated again.

 

[Basileus]

Hello! Those who were once a Muslim or a Christian, please tell me, are you glad that you made the dedication? Are you happy with this? Do you feel the Gods? Because I have been in Christianity for a long time, where Yahweh seems to be real, but at the same time he is so far away, as if he doesn't care at all. I'm just choosing between becoming a Satanist or just being an atheist so I don't get cheated again.

I see that because you've seen and lost hope in the enemy God, you're feeling like those kind of stuff such as energies , God's and other beings do not exist, They do.
My point is that, do not close your mind and if you decide to join this path then remember that you have to have an open minded about anything , this is the key in finding the God's , be open mind and look for answer and answer will be given here.

 

[Sternenhimmel]

Hello, I was a xian since birth (about 23 years) as I was raised by xian family.
About dedication - it was a hard decision to make, cause I was scared cause of all xianity lies, but gladly I made it, I'm happy, I found peace about several topics.

Here's my short story: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/im-new-here.294871/

Hope it'll help you to make a clever decision.

Hail Satan!

 

[Persephone [NG]]

I can tell you my experience.

I am the daughter of a very religious family, I also have a cousin who is a parish priest to help you understand.
I have always been driven to live the Christian life but deep down I didn't want to. I had a vision all my own, I asked myself questions that others didn't ask and I couldn't understand why.

Since I dedicated myself (2 years) I have reconnected many things that happened to me. The Gods have always been there.

Feeling their presence is not always a physical thing, but they are in the answers you receive, in your progress, in the intuitions you have that allow you to understand your mistakes or how things really work.

I was not afraid to choose Father Satan, even if I had beliefs obviously rooted in me from an enemy mentality.

To truly feel the Gods you must meditate, open yourself and move forward. This path must not be taken to have as its ultimate goal the proof that the Gods exist, but it is a personal path made of courage, introspection, perseverance and discipline. It is a path in which you have all the tools to ascend to your divinity.

You will become a strong person, not influenced, capable of seeing things as they are, self-sufficient. You will not need to hear that you are good and beautiful, you will know it. The awareness of this is not given by pedantry and vanity, but by awareness of the path and of your own potential.

In all of this reside the Gods, and by doing so you get closer and closer to them. Your improvements, your advancement are the only things that the Gods want for you.

It is a path for only the brave and if you are, you will shine with your own light