Victory or what?

[Ass Hole]

Yesterday was my 15th day into the Spiritual aspect of the Kabalistic Square of the Sun. I looked out my window which i started leaving open over or around 2 weeks ago especially at nights. I was actually about to close the window as I always do every morning when I saw a headless dead bird lying face down out side my window on the ground. If this dead bird had been there for more than 3 days, I wouldn't have missed seeing it. It was already stinking, I could perceive it from my window which was a bit far from where it lay, just a bit. Which means that its been dead for at least 4 days. I have thought about this for long and I haven't been able to come to any conclusion. Around here nobody knows me, I don't even go out from week to week, except to my mom's shop or church on Sunday and back, I have no friends, and there's a big fence around the house with barb wires on the top, who ever did this should have gone through a lot of troubles to achieve this. I didnt touch it of course, it was my dad who picked it up and threw it across the fence. There were little white feathers surrounding it on the ground, and this bird wasn't white but brownish, the feathers might have come from the inner feathers, but how could a headless bird with the head lying no where around, pick out its inner feathers. So these are my conclusions in question, the Sun Square I'm doing is for the destruction of curses as my guardian demon advised me to do, so could it be that this bird was used some years back to perform a black magic ritual against me? And some how I've retrieved it? Of course, headlessness signifies death, and I'm alive, but it could be the death of anything in my life, maybe academic death, financial, etc. Or could an unknown, absolutely new enemy have done a black magic against me a week ago and waited for the object used to rotten a bit before coming to place it outside my window? Pls talk to me.