Very new to this still trying to find were I belong.

[dark.angle66606]

Hi I'm trying to get as much insight as I can I was raised in a christian family and dont feel as if I belong for I grew up seeing and feeling and hearing demons my whole life. As a young child I can rember crying for my mother cause I could feel something around me. But now I now him as the demon god Beelzebub and I have a good relationship with him he says he protects me and my family.I'm trying to find out if a demon god of his rank would pick a child from a different religon.I wanted to know how to how I can open up with him more and build a better relationship with him and satan. I have read the whole Joy Of Satan website and others like it but cant find the information on what the demon god Beelzebub looks like except for what the enemy says he looks like. please don't think I'm trying to disrespectful in any way to the god's of hell or to father satan I just need help with puting a face with the name thank you for your advice.

 

[hoodedcobra666]

Dedicate to Father Satan, start meditating and your abilities to hear and feel the Gods will become thousandfold more powerful. This is done by consistent meditation. As for Lord Bael, look here : http://www.freewebs.com/eridu666/Beelzebub.html

HAIL SATAN!!!!

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Hi I'm trying to get as much insight as I can I was raised in a christian family and dont feel as if I belong for I grew up seeing and feeling and hearing demons my whole life. As a young child I can rember crying for my mother cause I could feel something around me. But now I now him as the demon god Beelzebub and I have a good relationship with him he says he protects me and my family.I'm trying to find out if a demon god of his rank would pick a child from a different religon.I wanted to know how to how I can open up with him more and build a better relationship with him and satan. I have read the whole Joy Of Satan website and others like it but cant find the information on what the demon god Beelzebub looks like except for what the enemy says he looks like. please don't think I'm trying to disrespectful in any way to the god's of hell or to father satan I just need help with puting a face with the name thank you for your advice.

 

[Saul Hinojosa]

<td val[/IMG]The first step will be to dedicate yourself to Father Satan and start with a very serious meditation program to increase your mental and spiritual capabilities. Brother Zelsioux.

Hail Satan.

--- On Sun, 8/19/12, dark.angle66606 <dark.angle66606@... wrote:

From: dark.angle66606 <dark.angle66606@...
Subject: [JoS4adults] Very new to this still trying to find were I belong.
To: [email protected]
Date: Sunday, August 19, 2012, 8:28 PM

  Hi I'm trying to get as much insight as I can I was raised in a christian family and dont feel as if I belong for I grew up seeing and feeling and hearing demons my whole life. As a young child I can rember crying for my mother cause I could feel something around me. But now I now him as the demon god Beelzebub and I have a good relationship with him he says he protects me and my family.I'm trying to find out if a demon god of his rank would pick a child from a different religon.I wanted to know how to how I can open up with him more and build a better relationship with him and satan. I have read the whole Joy Of Satan website and others like it but cant find the information on what the demon god Beelzebub looks like except for what the enemy says he looks like. please don't think I'm trying to disrespectful in any way to the god's of hell or to father satan I just need help with puting a face with the name thank you for your advice.

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[lifeiswhatyoumakeit98]

I can understand your story I went through a similar experience I am just now cutting all ties with Christianity. It actually feels good to be free.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "dark.angle66606" <dark.angle66606@... wrote:

Hi I'm trying to get as much insight as I can I was raised in a christian family and dont feel as if I belong for I grew up seeing and feeling and hearing demons my whole life. As a young child I can rember crying for my mother cause I could feel something around me. But now I now him as the demon god Beelzebub and I have a good relationship with him he says he protects me and my family.I'm trying to find out if a demon god of his rank would pick a child from a different religon.I wanted to know how to how I can open up with him more and build a better relationship with him and satan. I have read the whole Joy Of Satan website and others like it but cant find the information on what the demon god Beelzebub looks like except for what the enemy says he looks like. please don't think I'm trying to disrespectful in any way to the god's of hell or to father satan I just need help with puting a face with the name thank you for your advice.