I find that there are a lot of people here looking for guidance, and finding some but ending up more confused or a bit lost in the answer. I understand the need to speak with other brothers and sisters, and the need for guidance from HP's who are farther along the path, however why are we not searching for our own answers? Online research, library, JoS main site, and asking our respective GD's or other Demons in whom we have bonded with? I do not post many questions anymore because I look for myself for the answer, I develop and encourage free thought and conversations with my demon friends and find my answers there. When I feel compelled to answer another's post for info I do so out of experience and love for my sister or brother. i am just wondering have many thought of going to our loving demons for help first as they know much more? They may be busy, but they do help and I have not found that any of them have minded my questions.