I was interacting on the astral earlier this evening, training and meditating. Father's influence came over me, and I saw him. He was standing next to a staircase and motioned for me to climb it. It looked like I was in a black void with a platform both HIM and I were standing on, the staircase was connected to this platform.
I climbed it, then walked down the path it lead to. It was straight in a sense that it was linear, but it was not straight for it hand bends and slopes. The path I was walking on starting sloping up. I continued walking up, my feet were met with steps in the beginning of the slope. Eventually it smoothed out, and then I was walking on a completely smooth path that was very steep. I start connected my aura to it so my feet would stick and I would not slide down, and I continued advancing.
It got even steeper, eventually the path was completely vertical and more like a wall. I felt my aura connect to it and begam climbing upwards with my aura pulling against it. I reached higher and noticed it bended back, like a loop. This would lead me backwards and seamed pointless, so I tuned my will into the path and snapped it forward. I continued advancing down the path.
The whole time I had been walking on the path, I saw a bright sphere shaped light with a nude silhouette inside. The path still looked crazy, so I ended up just flattening it out with my will to make it is easy to walk upon. The light still moved away from me even as I advanced towards it. I would have never reached it like that, so I manipulated some energy to stop it from escaping from me.
Since it could not escape, I met up with the light and felt energy drift off from it into me, I absorbed energy from it. I then saw Father once again, this time he was ahead of me on the path. I looked at him, walked forward and embraced him for a hug. I knew he was trying to show me something, so I asked him "What are you trying to show me?" He replied with "it is what you make of it."
The "it" he was referring to was the path I was walking on. He lead me to the straight path, and I walked upon it. I constantly made changes to myself to further advance down the path, but once I used my will to command it to bend to my desirable shape, I was then easily able to walk across it.
After all that was done, I had to figure out how that applied to me and my life. Though, the general message was easy to grasp. As a Satanist, I must not only be the master of myself, but of the world around. I must apply my will to bend reality so that it may accommodate me.
HAIL SATAN AND ALL HIS GLORY, HE HAS MY LOVE, LOYALTY AND RESPECT IN THIS LIFE AND FOREVER ON! -Audry(ilms)
I climbed it, then walked down the path it lead to. It was straight in a sense that it was linear, but it was not straight for it hand bends and slopes. The path I was walking on starting sloping up. I continued walking up, my feet were met with steps in the beginning of the slope. Eventually it smoothed out, and then I was walking on a completely smooth path that was very steep. I start connected my aura to it so my feet would stick and I would not slide down, and I continued advancing.
It got even steeper, eventually the path was completely vertical and more like a wall. I felt my aura connect to it and begam climbing upwards with my aura pulling against it. I reached higher and noticed it bended back, like a loop. This would lead me backwards and seamed pointless, so I tuned my will into the path and snapped it forward. I continued advancing down the path.
The whole time I had been walking on the path, I saw a bright sphere shaped light with a nude silhouette inside. The path still looked crazy, so I ended up just flattening it out with my will to make it is easy to walk upon. The light still moved away from me even as I advanced towards it. I would have never reached it like that, so I manipulated some energy to stop it from escaping from me.
Since it could not escape, I met up with the light and felt energy drift off from it into me, I absorbed energy from it. I then saw Father once again, this time he was ahead of me on the path. I looked at him, walked forward and embraced him for a hug. I knew he was trying to show me something, so I asked him "What are you trying to show me?" He replied with "it is what you make of it."
The "it" he was referring to was the path I was walking on. He lead me to the straight path, and I walked upon it. I constantly made changes to myself to further advance down the path, but once I used my will to command it to bend to my desirable shape, I was then easily able to walk across it.
After all that was done, I had to figure out how that applied to me and my life. Though, the general message was easy to grasp. As a Satanist, I must not only be the master of myself, but of the world around. I must apply my will to bend reality so that it may accommodate me.
HAIL SATAN AND ALL HIS GLORY, HE HAS MY LOVE, LOYALTY AND RESPECT IN THIS LIFE AND FOREVER ON! -Audry(ilms)
