Many recent posts have been about being a newbie,about dedication, and wondering if they are truly accepted by Father Satan. This post is a lay your fears to rest type of thing and something i've needed to get off my chest. Many of you have had similar fears about being accepted by Father after screwing up during the dedication or having lost standing in Father's eyes-fear no more please. Even if your dedication went like mine you have been accepted by Father.
My dedication went something like this. I had read all the info on the jos site and instead of feeling completed i felt angery. I possible could have hurt someone if i had let myself go. I didn't burn a candle i burned a pile of trash like my grandma had wanted me to-i had on headphones and was listening to the song "diary of jane" as i thru the dedication paper on to the pile- i had written it up in haste.There was no blood on the paper at all-i couldn't get my finger to bleed so i used dragon's blood ink as a substitute.As the paper burned i felt a spark in my chest but the song came to the part-No Love there is No Love-and the sparj died before it could become anything.For a while i had worried that i hadn't been accepted by Father, that my heart full of hate,non believing, and anger had turned Father away from me especially since i didn't meditate everyday. I finally got into gear a few months later. About two to three months after my dedication i was working on my heart chakra and out of no where Father Satan and Lillith appeared to me.I saw them with my third eye.Father Satan held me to his chest and Lillith asked for me to consider her to be my mother and for Father Satan to be my father-not biological but close to that since my real parents had caused me many problems.
Thought i don't have much of a relationship with Lillith as of now i don't mind-the experence help me a lot.DEAR BROTHERS AND SISTER'S I SAY THIS TO ALL OF YOU- FATHER SATAN HAS ACCEPTED YOU.
If he can accept me when my heart was so closed off and filled with anger and hate he can accept you as well.
Thought I have much growing to do my heart has opened and i can now express and feel love. Take heart dear ones-Father Satna is there for each of us no matter what, just let go and let Father Satan guide your life for the better for your life will get better.
Hail Father Satan
My dedication went something like this. I had read all the info on the jos site and instead of feeling completed i felt angery. I possible could have hurt someone if i had let myself go. I didn't burn a candle i burned a pile of trash like my grandma had wanted me to-i had on headphones and was listening to the song "diary of jane" as i thru the dedication paper on to the pile- i had written it up in haste.There was no blood on the paper at all-i couldn't get my finger to bleed so i used dragon's blood ink as a substitute.As the paper burned i felt a spark in my chest but the song came to the part-No Love there is No Love-and the sparj died before it could become anything.For a while i had worried that i hadn't been accepted by Father, that my heart full of hate,non believing, and anger had turned Father away from me especially since i didn't meditate everyday. I finally got into gear a few months later. About two to three months after my dedication i was working on my heart chakra and out of no where Father Satan and Lillith appeared to me.I saw them with my third eye.Father Satan held me to his chest and Lillith asked for me to consider her to be my mother and for Father Satan to be my father-not biological but close to that since my real parents had caused me many problems.
Thought i don't have much of a relationship with Lillith as of now i don't mind-the experence help me a lot.DEAR BROTHERS AND SISTER'S I SAY THIS TO ALL OF YOU- FATHER SATAN HAS ACCEPTED YOU.
If he can accept me when my heart was so closed off and filled with anger and hate he can accept you as well.
Thought I have much growing to do my heart has opened and i can now express and feel love. Take heart dear ones-Father Satna is there for each of us no matter what, just let go and let Father Satan guide your life for the better for your life will get better.
Hail Father Satan
