8dimention
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I was wondering if anyone has had an similar experiences that i have in regards to spiritual and mental growth.
Firstly, meditations I do daily, but find a lot of the time are interrupted by faces in regards to greys and negative deity’s. I also find my thoughts on a cycle, and notice when the light is attacking me.
It is very frustrating I also hear ringing in the ear at times when I’m am or about to feel free and nice and in which I think something, true profound and freeing.
These disgusting influences always want my attention, and try and grab my attention by any means 24/7.
I do practice void, but again it can always be very distracting seeing these ugly low vibe faces.
I know that taking a break from both Satanism and spirituality as a whole is healthy for me in particular, because I can approach my workings towards Satanism in a much clearer mind state.
When I’m relaxed I feel closer to satanic energy.
I had said to my self hail Satan, in my head as I do many times throughout the day. But this one time I saw a golden deity, whom was a beautiful women goddess, she was trying to reach me but I saw cloudy light blocking our connection and she and I, both where frustrated.
Any advice to calm the mind and or just relax.
I am by no means making an intention towards my being a victim.
I can feel and see Satanism, in my life and am very lucky regardless to be in the position I am currently in.
It’s as though I am stuck between the two, and my powers have progressed, I am just experiencing attacks from the other side, becuase I am a naturally extremely dreamy/daydreaming type of individual.
Kind regards,
Hail Satan-Lucifer
666
Sent from my iPhone
Firstly, meditations I do daily, but find a lot of the time are interrupted by faces in regards to greys and negative deity’s. I also find my thoughts on a cycle, and notice when the light is attacking me.
It is very frustrating I also hear ringing in the ear at times when I’m am or about to feel free and nice and in which I think something, true profound and freeing.
These disgusting influences always want my attention, and try and grab my attention by any means 24/7.
I do practice void, but again it can always be very distracting seeing these ugly low vibe faces.
I know that taking a break from both Satanism and spirituality as a whole is healthy for me in particular, because I can approach my workings towards Satanism in a much clearer mind state.
When I’m relaxed I feel closer to satanic energy.
I had said to my self hail Satan, in my head as I do many times throughout the day. But this one time I saw a golden deity, whom was a beautiful women goddess, she was trying to reach me but I saw cloudy light blocking our connection and she and I, both where frustrated.
Any advice to calm the mind and or just relax.
I am by no means making an intention towards my being a victim.
I can feel and see Satanism, in my life and am very lucky regardless to be in the position I am currently in.
It’s as though I am stuck between the two, and my powers have progressed, I am just experiencing attacks from the other side, becuase I am a naturally extremely dreamy/daydreaming type of individual.
Kind regards,
Hail Satan-Lucifer
666
Sent from my iPhone
