thou it was so Awesome. but a surprise

[marc ache]

Yesterday afternoon i was feeling tired and i go to bed as i my body touch the bed i sleep off Immidiatly i coult not even open my eye it was so heavyit has never happen to me.

After some hours i got up by after midnight. I did my meditation after my meditation i went to bed after 3am wow something starnge happen to me.
MY WHOLE HEAD WAS LIKE RESETTINGI WAS UNCONFORTABLE WITH ANY POSITION ON BED AND WHEN I LOOK AROUND IN MY ROOM EVERYWHERE WAS NOT SEEN CLEARLY REALLY I WAS AFRAID. BUT IMMIDIATLY I PUT MY BELLY UP THAT IS SLEEP STRAIGHT FACE UP. I FELTAS IF SOMETHING ENTER INTO ME. AT FIRST THE MORE I CLOSE MY EYE IS LIKE I WAS GOING TO DIEI SEE MY SELF GOING DEEP THEN I WAS AFRAID I OPEN MY EYE THEN I SAY TO MY SELF WHAT IS HAPPENING IS THIS A TRANCE? SINCE I AM DOING MEDITATION TRYING TO GET TINTO TRANCE I COULD NOT AND HV NEVER BEEN IN A TRANCE WHY NOWTHAT I AM NOT IN A MEDITATING STAT. SO I SAY LET ME CLOS MY EYES AGAIN
AND I DID. IS SO FASTIMMIDIATLY I CLOSE MY EYES I WAS GOING THEN I HOLD ON IT WOW IT WAS SO AWESOME I WAS IN A DARK ENVIRONMENT AFTER I WAS IN LIGHT ENVIRONMENT. I COULT NOT FEEL MY BODY THIS TIME I WAS CONCIOUSE. THEN PERSON SLEEP NEXT HER BREATH WAS PAINFUL IN MY HEAD CONCIOUSLY I LOOK AT HER SLEEPING AND I LOOK AT MY BODY ON BED.so please why must this happen while i was not on meditation??

HAIL SATAN!!
HAIL AZAZEL!!

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[En Haradren Amlug]

Firstly. Find the "Caps Lock" button on your keyboard, and turn it off. Writing a whole paragraph all in caps isn't needed, and just makes it difficult for people to read. Keep that in mind.

Secondly. This is the Advanced Meditations group. Though your questions are more than welcomed, this groups is for discussion on advanced meditation. Seeing your question is about a trance, I don't think it is in the right plcae. Perhaps the main JoyOfSatan666 egroup will be a better option next time. But since we're here I'll give a go at answering your question.

Firstly, yes this was a trance. The way I can understand why it happened now and not before is that you were well rested. Your mind was rested and now alert and able to concentrate. If we atempt to go into a trance when we are tired, we will likely end up falling asleep. The same if we are overly active and awake. We will end up getting distracted and our mind will keep thinking about this and that.
The fact you had just slept, then woken up, means that you were rested and relaxed. Your brain was in a perfect state for this. And your meditations helped to ease you into this state further.
Often when I meditate for extended periods of time, I will not intend to go into a deep trance, but when I open my eyes at the end of my rounds of meditation, I realise that I am in a deep trance. This comes on simply by being concentrated and having controlled breathing. It will ease you into the state as I said before.

I hope this shed some light on it for you.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], marc ache <markloroi@... wrote:

Yesterday afternoon i was feeling tired and i go to bed as i my body touch the bed i sleep off Immidiatly i coult not even open my eye it was so heavyit has never happen to me.

After some hours i got up by after midnight. I did my meditation after my meditation i went to bed after 3am wow something starnge happen to me.
MY WHOLE HEAD WAS LIKE RESETTINGI WAS UNCONFORTABLE WITH ANY POSITION ON BED AND WHEN I LOOK AROUND IN MY ROOM EVERYWHERE WAS NOT SEEN CLEARLY REALLY I WAS AFRAID. BUT IMMIDIATLY I PUT MY BELLY UP THAT IS SLEEP STRAIGHT FACE UP. I FELTAS IF SOMETHING ENTER INTO ME. AT FIRST THE MORE I CLOSE MY EYE IS LIKE I WAS GOING TO DIEI SEE MY SELF GOING DEEP THEN I WAS AFRAID I OPEN MY EYE THEN I SAY TO MY SELF WHAT IS HAPPENING IS THIS A TRANCE? SINCE I AM DOING MEDITATION TRYING TO GET TINTO TRANCE I COULD NOT AND HV NEVER BEEN IN A TRANCE WHY NOWTHAT I AM NOT IN A MEDITATING STAT. SO I SAY LET ME CLOS MY EYES AGAIN
AND I DID. IS SO FASTIMMIDIATLY I CLOSE MY EYES I WAS GOING THEN I HOLD ON IT WOW IT WAS SO AWESOME I WAS IN A DARK ENVIRONMENT AFTER I WAS IN LIGHT ENVIRONMENT. I COULT NOT FEEL MY BODY THIS TIME I WAS CONCIOUSE. THEN PERSON SLEEP NEXT HER BREATH WAS PAINFUL IN MY HEAD CONCIOUSLY I LOOK AT HER SLEEPING AND I LOOK AT MY BODY ON BED.so please why must this happen while i was not on meditation??

HAIL SATAN!!
HAIL AZAZEL!!

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