This is long, but of UTMOST importance!!!!!!

[[email protected]]

My dearest family;
Tomorrow, Monday, January 10th, at 9:30 am, I will be attending my 1st court appearance for a divorce/custody hearing for Jason Jr., age 7, (till March 23rd) who I haven't seen since his 3rd b-day! This is due to the fact that her family has much more money and influence than we do. For instance; one night(all before my dedication) her twin sister, when I attempted to call my son, threatened to cut my throat! I immediately called the police. Because her and her sister had sexual relations with both numerous officers and detectives-her older brothers marriage to the police dispatcher and long time friendship w/ the chief of police, and her other brothers marriage to a lawyer; an officer showed up at her fathers house, took one look at my son saying I accused her of child abuse, then left. Another time when I was at a bus stop, her older brother drove up to me and accused me of threatening him, and if I ever did again, "they" would never find my body. After I broke my back and ended up at a nursing home where I found that her sister was working, one night I was rolling around the parking lot having a cigarette when her boyfriend stepped from his car, hovered over me, again w/ threats-when reported I was told there was no proof and she was simply assigned to another floor.
I guess I'm saying all this to explain why I am how I am, some more of my story! I don't even know if I should bother asking any or everyone to send me some energy tonight or tomorrow? I'm NOT seeking sympathy! Just some understanding from my family. I recall a post from a dear brother who's wife left him and was feeling suicidal, the second the post showed up I immediately wrote back to him personally explaining all I just wrote, what I went through; that for years after she left I attempted suicide soo many times I lost count long ago, but seeing as I'm still here, its PERFECTLY obvious Father wants me here for a reason! Truth being told most of my attempts were certain death, yet somehow, here I am, proof its not only not worth it, but that we're here for a reason! So, PLEASE, for the sake of my little boy living w/ cat-hole-lick strangers, do what you can or are willing that this child who's already been through so much, has a chance to know his physical father, as well as our TRUE, SPIRITUAL FATHER!
Sorry so long, HAIL SATAN!!!!!!
Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T

 

[dawn.desgraves]

Satan will help. HAIL SATAN!!Sent via BlackBerry from T-MobileFrom: eremoslukos8@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Sun, 9 Jan 2011 23:44:09 +0000To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: [JoyofSatan666] This is long, but of UTMOST importance!!!!!!
  My dearest family;
Tomorrow, Monday, January 10th, at 9:30 am, I will be attending my 1st court appearance for a divorce/custody hearing for Jason Jr., age 7, (till March 23rd) who I haven't seen since his 3rd b-day! This is due to the fact that her family has much more money and influence than we do. For instance; one night(all before my dedication) her twin sister, when I attempted to call my son, threatened to cut my throat! I immediately called the police. Because her and her sister had sexual relations with both numerous officers and detectives-her older brothers marriage to the police dispatcher and long time friendship w/ the chief of police, and her other brothers marriage to a lawyer; an officer showed up at her fathers house, took one look at my son saying I accused her of child abuse, then left. Another time when I was at a bus stop, her older brother drove up to me and accused me of threatening him, and if I ever did again, "they" would never find my body. After I broke my back and ended up at a nursing home where I found that her sister was working, one night I was rolling around the parking lot having a cigarette when her boyfriend stepped from his car, hovered over me, again w/ threats-when reported I was told there was no proof and she was simply assigned to another floor.
I guess I'm saying all this to explain why I am how I am, some more of my story! I don't even know if I should bother asking any or everyone to send me some energy tonight or tomorrow? I'm NOT seeking sympathy! Just some understanding from my family. I recall a post from a dear brother who's wife left him and was feeling suicidal, the second the post showed up I immediately wrote back to him personally explaining all I just wrote, what I went through; that for years after she left I attempted suicide soo many times I lost count long ago, but seeing as I'm still here, its PERFECTLY obvious Father wants me here for a reason! Truth being told most of my attempts were certain death, yet somehow, here I am, proof its not only not worth it, but that we're here for a reason! So, PLEASE, for the sake of my little boy living w/ cat-hole-lick strangers, do what you can or are willing that this child who's already been through so much, has a chance to know his physical father, as well as our TRUE, SPIRITUAL FATHER!
Sorry so long, HAIL SATAN!!!!!!
Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T