The special

[destroyer]

Why I think I'm special is because:

Theory of Relativity

E=mc²

MC² is the speed of light squared

meaning any mass (matter) holds energy equivalent to a number followed by 16 zeros
energy is measured in j

If I meditated 4 hours a day for two weeks, the calculation would be this:
The amount of energy for 2 weeks is 6.05 megajoules. To understand what this means in reality:
In electricity: This energy could keep a modern LED light bulb on for 168 hours (a whole week, non-stop)

and yet I don't see results I would like to understand but all I understand is that I'm in an energy Ponzi scheme

 

[Pammy]

Why I think I'm special is because:

Theory of Relativity

E=mc²

MC² is the speed of light squared

meaning any mass (matter) holds energy equivalent to a number followed by 16 zeros
energy is measured in j

If I meditated 4 hours a day for two weeks, the calculation would be this:
The amount of energy for 2 weeks is 6.05 megajoules. To understand what this means in reality:
In electricity: This energy could keep a modern LED light bulb on for 168 hours (a whole week, non-stop)

and yet I don't see results I would like to understand but all I understand is that I'm in an energy Ponzi scheme

Is this an elaborate way of asking why you are not seeing any spiritual advancement? Correct me if I'm wrong.

Don't rush. Nothing tangible happened for a while for me, I don't remember if it was weeks or months. It can take time. Then one day, something very certain happened. I still remember it clearly and when you experience it, you will know for sure. It was during the night of 18th January 2022, I was following these dates. For two days the Moon was Cancer waxing-full Moon and I did the necronomicon meditations, ''inhaled, drank'' the moonlight through the 3rd eye, vibrated Nanna 30 times, and meditated on the sigil. The night of the second day, I was woken up with an incredible bliss in my head. My 3rd eye was activated that day for the first time, I believe. It was a non-earthly feeling. Maybe my Guardian helped, because I did ask for a sign at the time. I promised that if I have one experience to remember and motivate myself, I will keep meditating however long it takes, and not be a crybaby always asking for signs and motivation from my GD.

So, the meditations we are given do work.

I don't understand what you mean by being special.

We can't tell if it will take 1 week, 1 month, or 1 year for you. All I can say for sure is that meditations do work. Some people have advanced in past lives, some people are naturally skilled, and some work hard. Some have not, are not, and do not.

It would be good to keep these in mind:

1. This quote from HP

It is not uncommon that even the best meditators, experience something that is also experienced from advanced or new meditators.

This might be a situation where you meditate and you notice you don't advance further as you might have previously done. This can be a slowdown, or even feel like a halt. The amount of time these levels take can be ranging, and it might terrify one in some cases, or instill strong doubt in their progress. Therefore I need to explain why this occurs and that yes, you should NOT be worried. These can last from weeks, to months, to in rare cases, as long as 2 or 3 years.

Of course, this might not be everyone, but in one's long journey, the above might be experienced, so one has to be ready to counteract this too. The roots of this are also in Alchemy and revealed in the Tarot. If you check the Pentacles, you will see the 7 of Pentacles, you will see a man who has done everything in meditation [7 also symbolizes the 7 chakras in one interpretation we can give] but is sitting there depressed looking at the tree he has planted.

Then, this is followed by 8 of Pentacles, which is basically the same type of man, instead of sitting there depressed lamenting by the lack of progress or being stuck, he is merely continuing his work happily. Then in a jump of levels, we have 9 and 10 of Pentacles, which are major levels of success. But just a few levels before, the aspirant was only just stuck in a rut and seemingly not going anywhere.

Generally this situation can revolve around many factors, and is oftentimes, planetary.

2. You can approach your Guardian and ask for advice about your advancement. It is important to be respectful and not act entitled/demanding. Even if you can't hear them, you can pray for their guidance and ask for a sign you can understand. It is very important to be sincere and honest. If you give them a promise, you must keep it.

3. Your brain spends twice as much energy compared to a LED bulb when you are sleeping. Four or six times more when you are awake. This is for a normal person who does not meditate. This is not a very meaningful conversation and I'm frankly confused.

4. FOCUS when you are meditating.

 

[destroyer]

Is this an elaborate way of asking why you are not seeing any spiritual advancement? Correct me if I'm wrong.

Don't rush. Nothing tangible happened for a while for me, I don't remember if it was weeks or months. It can take time. Then one day, something very certain happened. I still remember it clearly and when you experience it, you will know for sure. It was during the night of 18th January 2022, I was following these dates. For two days the Moon was Cancer waxing-full Moon and I did the necronomicon meditations, ''inhaled, drank'' the moonlight through the 3rd eye, vibrated Nanna 30 times, and meditated on the sigil. The night of the second day, I was woken up with an incredible bliss in my head. My 3rd eye was activated that day for the first time, I believe. It was a non-earthly feeling. Maybe my Guardian helped, because I did ask for a sign at the time. I promised that if I have one experience to remember and motivate myself, I will keep meditating however long it takes, and not be a crybaby always asking for signs and motivation from my GD.

So, the meditations we are given do work.

I don't understand what you mean by being special.

We can't tell if it will take 1 week, 1 month, or 1 year for you. All I can say for sure is that meditations do work. Some people have advanced in past lives, some people are naturally skilled, and some work hard. Some have not, are not, and do not.

It would be good to keep these in mind:

1. This quote from HP


2. You can approach your Guardian and ask for advice about your advancement. It is important to be respectful and not act entitled/demanding. Even if you can't hear them, you can pray for their guidance and ask for a sign you can understand. It is very important to be sincere and honest. If you give them a promise, you must keep it.

3. Your brain spends twice as much energy compared to a LED bulb when you are sleeping. Four or six times more when you are awake. This is for a normal person who does not meditate. This is not a very meaningful conversation and I'm frankly confused.

4. FOCUS when you are meditating.

thanks for the answer