Paul Pseudonym
New member
- Joined
- Dec 30, 2003
- Messages
- 25
I have finally moved into a great house with amazing roommates in a beautiful city that is perfect for me in almost every way. Over the eight months prior I have lived in one of the worst parts of town in a very subpar city. You had to go down two hills and cross over two sets of rail road tracks to get to the part of town I used to reside in. I was on the wrong side of the tracks twice over. Crime was high, physical and verbal abuse was rampant (my neighbors were always yelling and while I never heard anything physical I wouldn't put it past them given their other actions), everyone was living well below the poverty level, everyone was sizing each other up when you left the house, doors were locked and dead bolted when you were home, drug abuse was constant and everywhere had a grey cloud over it. It was disgusting to say the least.
This had a very negative effect on my spiritual health including my astral vision, my vibrancy, the cleanliness of my aura and chakras, the vibrancy and openness of my chakras and my ability to feel energy. Depending on what happened around the house there would be quickly encroaching negative energy that would simply fester. It was a shitty place.
I understand and know first hand there are ways to deal with things like this if we have to be in those situations that we can succeed in those situations, exceed our expectations, gain confidence and learn a lot. Still, the best course of action is to wholeheartedly AVOID those types of living arrangements if possible. I'm writing this to those who are trying to get on your own with a warning to take your time and choose the best place for you. Do not be blinded by a bright horizon. I also advise that the extra money a month is well worth being able to put your feelers out and feel hope, strength, peace and joy. You have to realize whats important to you and go from there and sometimes make compromises. I know I don't have everything I truly desire here but there's more than enough for me to be so busy growing and becoming better that the things that are "not what I want" go unnoticed. Sometimes we can't have everything just the way we want it but we can make the best of what we have while creating better for ourselves. To me that's what Satanism is about, evolution of the self/soul at all times and in every way.
Hail Satan!
This had a very negative effect on my spiritual health including my astral vision, my vibrancy, the cleanliness of my aura and chakras, the vibrancy and openness of my chakras and my ability to feel energy. Depending on what happened around the house there would be quickly encroaching negative energy that would simply fester. It was a shitty place.
I understand and know first hand there are ways to deal with things like this if we have to be in those situations that we can succeed in those situations, exceed our expectations, gain confidence and learn a lot. Still, the best course of action is to wholeheartedly AVOID those types of living arrangements if possible. I'm writing this to those who are trying to get on your own with a warning to take your time and choose the best place for you. Do not be blinded by a bright horizon. I also advise that the extra money a month is well worth being able to put your feelers out and feel hope, strength, peace and joy. You have to realize whats important to you and go from there and sometimes make compromises. I know I don't have everything I truly desire here but there's more than enough for me to be so busy growing and becoming better that the things that are "not what I want" go unnoticed. Sometimes we can't have everything just the way we want it but we can make the best of what we have while creating better for ourselves. To me that's what Satanism is about, evolution of the self/soul at all times and in every way.
Hail Satan!