Thankful for jos

[jordanayel]

I live in ethiopia which is a very christian country with ignorant and stupid people i was orthodox a hardcore christian before i became satanist as a christian i was hopeless depressed i tried to go to church and i tried babtizing if it helped nothing worked i felt worse i was drained even more i felt suicidal and one time when the priest who was baptizing me stared at me like he saw something in me that scared him i knew i was different cause christians thier preaching never never make a sense to me i couldn't understand how others buy it i questioned everything and the possession was an act i never believed it as a child i believed it but then it was a non sense to me when i was orthodox i was broke, broken and miserable and at some point i just wanted to die when nothing worked i wanted to know about satan that was five years ago i was 24 i googled about satan i stumbled across joy of satan website and it changed my life and i learned the truth about father satan and demons but i didn't dedicate myself immediately i wanted to study more i dedicated my self to father satan this year on my birthday in february father satan was always there for me even before i was dedicated i have a guilt not doing anything for him I'm surrounded with christian my families are christian my neighbours are christian i can't stand it when they say bad things about father satan and blame him for something they did although i don't know my guardian demon yet he was always there for me there was one time when i was attacked in my dream with three entities and it was beyond my power to defend my self i was chocked and i couldn't breath i called my guardian demon and i saw a falcon flying down from the sky to me followed by this beyond beutiful being he was so strong and powerful he has very powerful bright blue aura i felt unconditional love for him and the entities were so scared he told them to never bother me ever again they couldn't stand his powerful light they said ok out of respect and fear and they perished they never bothered me after that night that was before i was dedicated i get attacked in my sleep many times i can hear them i can hear thier walk and they touch me sometimes and sometimes i felt an imaginable pain when they attacked me i call satan and my guardian demon most of the time they disappear and i wake up sometimes they don't and i say to my self that my aura is powerful it deflect and burns any negative energy one time i felt my aura burning the entity as i said my aura is powerful it burns any negative energy. now i don't have any attack since i started the basic meditation program thank you jos for the meditation it is amazing and powerful i can feel my energy it is so powerful since i become satanist and since i found jos and learned the truth about father satan and his demons the original gods my life is so much better I'm in love with life I'm happy I've changed a lot and i love myself now i used to fear god satan now i love him so much i feel a very deep unconditional love for him. I have two question the first one is about my dream i was in this place in my dream the people there was not dead one of them i know him he told me in a hospital the place is like a big beutiful city there are a lot of people in there i asked them what they are and if I'm on astral and i realised i was in astral so i wanted to return to my body and i meditated two guys grabed me to come with me i said no and we fought when i chocked the guy a powerful energy comes through my hand and i destroyed him the other guy shocked and left me i was shocked sorry i cried and i did the reverse magic and restored him i told him i was sorry and i didn't know i was this much powerful he was scared he told me it's ok and i woke up what does it mean? And the second one how can i know if i was a satanist in my previous life?

 

[enlightened_serpent1]

~I am glad you found JOS and come to know Father Satan and the truth. I am just as thankful for taking the time to get to know Him, and I always wondered who He truly was, growing up, even as a child, because I always felt things that were said about Him by the church and christians,etc. were all lies. So I took it upon myself to invite Him into my life when I was a teenager, asking Him if I was meant to be on His side and to show me who He truly was, then I experienced Him that very night, and that experience I had was so strong, that had I dedicated my whole life to Him after that point. I researched Him online as much as I could, as I grew older after that even before the JOS was around (you didn't have much research to go by back then), so I would just listen to my heart, and connect with Him in my own way, and around  the early 2000's ,  during the beginning of the JOS website's creation, I came across the website and felt a truthfulness from it. It made so much sense to me, and since then He, as well as JOS have changed my life, and has even saved my life many times. He is a wonderful amazing God! And I am honored to be apart of Him, and the JOS family for all the research they are putting out for His people to have in their lives.
Your Sister in SatanLady Bellatrix, Satan's WarriorHAIL SATAN!