Farkas Tamás
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Just wanted to share a personal feeling - it might have happened to you.
It has been a while now....began like around 11 years ago from now...that I started to wake up. Maybe there had been signs before this - signalling the upcoming change..and now again. I feel I have woken up. Why? Nothing is spontaneous any more. I am not in a flow any more. I am just exisitng, standing in the fresh air and I am the creator now. Like the world is waiting for my hands to reach out to things. Things are not happening to me any more. I happen to things. I create my reality. For sure I have to cope with the things that are happening with the world outside - I also interact with people therefore I am witnessing what is happening to them. I might get involved in their things, I might not - since I started to create now this depends on my will 100 %. The hard part is that I sometimes feel alone as any kind of relationship depends on me now- I have to take the initiative if I want any communication - but the good thing is that I am free to do what I want. I am walking amongst people and beings in a hidden realm. Sometimes I am invisible. I am in contact with my Gods, Satan and his crew - sometimes only they can see me and guide me where to go and what to do. I feel so blessed, so grateful, so thankful to my Gods. Thank you Satan for this! You have put me in this phase! You have been with me and have put me through.
And when I reach out I ask myself : will they like me? will they hate me? will they ignore me? will I succeed? and then I remember: Satan and his crew are with me forever and ever after as I will stay with them for ever and ever after. What can possibly go wrong? Nothing. Whatever will happen will happen and I remember to work hard and smart for what I want with the gods and myself. And that there is always a catch to it: meaning there will be hidden obstacles but I will conquer them either way with the help of the Gods and myself.Thank you Satan and the gods for having worked with me and having cleansed me, having made me brave and persistent - and giving me a new beginnig- to start fresh, brand new. I am the creator now - so there is no calling any more. There is only what I decide to do. No calling - so I have to take a look around and figure out how things work and function. Because there is the truth how things really are - now it is my time to discover this.
Thank you Satan for everything! Stay together for ever and ever after in unison
HAIL SATAN!
It has been a while now....began like around 11 years ago from now...that I started to wake up. Maybe there had been signs before this - signalling the upcoming change..and now again. I feel I have woken up. Why? Nothing is spontaneous any more. I am not in a flow any more. I am just exisitng, standing in the fresh air and I am the creator now. Like the world is waiting for my hands to reach out to things. Things are not happening to me any more. I happen to things. I create my reality. For sure I have to cope with the things that are happening with the world outside - I also interact with people therefore I am witnessing what is happening to them. I might get involved in their things, I might not - since I started to create now this depends on my will 100 %. The hard part is that I sometimes feel alone as any kind of relationship depends on me now- I have to take the initiative if I want any communication - but the good thing is that I am free to do what I want. I am walking amongst people and beings in a hidden realm. Sometimes I am invisible. I am in contact with my Gods, Satan and his crew - sometimes only they can see me and guide me where to go and what to do. I feel so blessed, so grateful, so thankful to my Gods. Thank you Satan for this! You have put me in this phase! You have been with me and have put me through.
And when I reach out I ask myself : will they like me? will they hate me? will they ignore me? will I succeed? and then I remember: Satan and his crew are with me forever and ever after as I will stay with them for ever and ever after. What can possibly go wrong? Nothing. Whatever will happen will happen and I remember to work hard and smart for what I want with the gods and myself. And that there is always a catch to it: meaning there will be hidden obstacles but I will conquer them either way with the help of the Gods and myself.Thank you Satan and the gods for having worked with me and having cleansed me, having made me brave and persistent - and giving me a new beginnig- to start fresh, brand new. I am the creator now - so there is no calling any more. There is only what I decide to do. No calling - so I have to take a look around and figure out how things work and function. Because there is the truth how things really are - now it is my time to discover this.
Thank you Satan for everything! Stay together for ever and ever after in unison
HAIL SATAN!
