Thank you Lucifer/Satan!

[Heath Perkins]

Hey guys, I think I may be an empath naturally. Like I woke up perfectly calm this morning, when I got off the phone with my Christian mother, I got REALLY stressed out, she is always taking her anger and stress out on me. Isnt that called spiritual abuse and I dont even know it? Regardless though, I also noticed, that I think I absorb energies from my environment easily, like for an example, like my complaint of people in another post, those I went out on a date with. I come to realize some thing really important, it is THEIR energy I was picking up on and I was reflecting it back on them? If that is true then they really are lost, those who are without. As a Spiritual Satanist,  I do come from a Christian background, like for an example, my mother. There is no way I can not draw her away from the enemy. She is set in stone when it comes to her programming. And she is dating a man who claims to be a JEW! And I noticed something that is very unsettling, like when she is with him she seems nicer, calm ,etc. but when she is not with him she is a different person, she takes her stuff out on me, A LOT. She has done it her whole life. I think this is what my sister (who is more open minded and probably would be interested in Satanism) meant when she cut off our mother from herself the way she was treated, so now I understand both points of view.  
My mother was drinking Gin almost every night (alcohol), she always relied on a man to take care of her and the like. Anyway, given the situation. I am moving out of the country anyway, I feel that it would be very beneficial for me and for my family that I am not there. MOving out to start a new life, to cut away ties and people who are unhealthy for me. My family has a long history of having alcoholism, doing drugs, unstable, or some other issue. That I been fighting against my whole life. And my involvement (I do not drink or do drugs, I do not smoke either, I sometimes drink certain wines but thats it)  made me realize my family is not healthy for me at all. Because all of the stuff they do causes holes in the aura.
Honestly, I have a new perceptive on them,  I noticed most of them really do not treat me the way I want to be treated at all. They always have treated me like I was naivee, someone "who needs to be taken care of" , or "immature" or something like that. I am constantly pressured, and I did get anxiety attacks from the stress and anger taken out on me.  I am starting to see now, this IS spiritual abuse that is being talked about. You know the truth is I did not realize or see any of this until I became a committed dedicated Satanist! It was Lucifer who was showing me these things, realizing what is really going on in the spiritual realm. I am like "wow...". I want to say, that Father Satan has really opened my eyes to all of this, he has shown me what happens when you get involved with people who believe they are worshipping the "same creator". He has shown me a lot. 
Ha ha, like for an example as I write this, some lady, messaged me claiming to practice witchcraft, and after having shared a little bit of this story, she claims its my ego is talking , and saying that me being a Spiritual Satanist may be the problem with everything, etc. SERIOUSLY? And then trying to convince me to stay where I need to be. Do you see what I mean? My awareness level with Lucifer has made me seen a lot more.  I know when it is the enemy talking shit! In otherwords, to destroy the ego, is to make sure everyone is in control and taking abuse etc. You know what I mean?  So yeah, the reason why I am bringing it up one thing i noticed, an ego is very important to see right through that crap. She is like a black hole. Anyway, regardless though, I am eternally grateful for father satan/lucifer, for increase awareness and my intuition seem to be a little more sharp than usual. Not to mention when I briefly talking to her, i felt an very uncomfortable feeling in my gut to avoid her at all costs in my gut.
If i know anything, is the truth about individuality, independence, FREEDOM, strength, learning to listen to Father Satan what is good for me. He speaks through my thoughts and intuition! I am trusting what Father Satan is guiding me through at this time, like certain people to interact with , and the like.  People wonder why they have a multitude of health problems when they claim to be "witches".  Anyway the point is, I am eternally grateful for Father Satan/LUcifer's guidance, and I am starting to have a permanent trust in him, for sure.
HAIL SATAN!