Thank you for having me.

[jodyspeaks2u]

I am new. I had a spiritual breakdown about a month ago. Ex Christian. The truth hit me like a ton of bricks all at once and I broke down and asked Satan for forgiveness. I cried. I connected. Since then it feels like my chest is lighter. I can breathe. I have purpose. I don't know much about ceremonies or what have you, I am here to see how I fit in. If anyone knows me I am the sister in law to a tortured Guantanamo detainee. I have had my shares of downs in this life and I feel now that I can move up and out. So anyways hi everyone my name is Jody and I am filled with joy to be here and to meet all of you.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

You don't have to ask Satan for forgiveness. He doesn't want us to humiliate ourselves in that way. We're not like christinsanity in which followers are supposed to abase themselves before their fake god. Satan wants us to have self-respect and pride as well. It's okay, you just made a mistake and you weren't conscious when you were a xian so just acknowledge it and don't do it again. Anyway if you want to learn what Spiritual Satanism is about, you need to read the main site, it explains everything:
Joy of Satan   

 

[jodyspeaks2u]

Thank you for the link. And I thank you for the info. Habits hard to break. For now I will read and learn and observe.