shekel.stein
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- Sep 30, 2012
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Terrebellum is ruining my life, it makes me greedy which basically means "selfish" as in not caring about other people, which is just pure bullshit. I also have a grand trine in fire, which makes me even MORE selfish meaning I don't care for other people which is even MORE worthlessness. I also HATE meditation is it is a chore and I want to make it a really happy thing that I enjoy, so I made the affirmations:
"Meditation makes me extremely happy in a happy and positive way" x 8
"I personally find meditation extremely fun in a healthy and positive way" x 8
"I have an extreme passion and love for meditation" x 8
I hate meditation so much, I have saturn in the 12th house which makes me screw myself over without knowing, and I also have a weak will. ( I also need my will REALLY strong as when I did meditations on the solar chakra, I felt extreme power) and a lack of earth and fire elements which makes wish-washy.
These are my problems, as I am slowly working through my problems of the soul, karma and other such things. Once I LOVE meditation I will finally be free, as a Zevism spends atleast 2-3 hours of on meditation a day.
"Meditation makes me extremely happy in a happy and positive way" x 8
"I personally find meditation extremely fun in a healthy and positive way" x 8
"I have an extreme passion and love for meditation" x 8
I hate meditation so much, I have saturn in the 12th house which makes me screw myself over without knowing, and I also have a weak will. ( I also need my will REALLY strong as when I did meditations on the solar chakra, I felt extreme power) and a lack of earth and fire elements which makes wish-washy.
These are my problems, as I am slowly working through my problems of the soul, karma and other such things. Once I LOVE meditation I will finally be free, as a Zevism spends atleast 2-3 hours of on meditation a day.
