Surrounded by the enemy driving away my guardian demon?

[animechick1212]

Ok, so I have to live with my grandparents who are hardcore supporters of the enemy, as I've said before and I've also made a sort of private sanctuary in my room as said before. When I meditate at night I can still feel energy, but I don't feel it during the day when I'm out doing whatever it is that I need to be doing. I haven't been physically touched since I was hit on the shoulder a few months back. It's still hard for me to do any communications because I'm still having trouble figuring out what is my loud annoying thoughts, and what is an actual conversation. Though, I have been able to force out any thoughts in my head by the enemy and any fear that I was taught when I do feel this energy at night. So proud of myself for being able to do that when I'm a newbie and still doing my research. Being in such a harmful environment; could this be a strong sign that I need to get out of here now? That said guardian demon is sick and tired of me being here? I'm trying to, and have been trying to cut ties with family, but it's very hard for someone like me who's been struggling with epilepsy since 8 (I'm 21 now) I cannot drive or work so I'm trying to get all the money I can so I can move back into the city and away from everyone. Or could this be a sign that I need to step it up from this beginner stuff and start moving up? Sorry for my question being all over the place I just want to get another persons opinion. HAIL SATAN!!     

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Your situation is not driving away your Guardian demons. Keep meditating daily, and saving up money (it's always a good idea to have a hidden stash on hand in case unforeseen events come up) but I am unsure what to tell you about whether to move out or to stay. Talk to Lord Satan about it, He will find (a) way(s) to let you know what to do. Keep open to new ideas that pop up in your mind, or coincidences.
Hail Satan!

On Monday, August 18, 2014 11:18:23 AM, "animechick1212@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Ok, so I have to live with my grandparents who are hardcore supporters of the enemy, as I've said before and I've also made a sort of private sanctuary in my room as said before. When I meditate at night I can still feel energy, but I don't feel it during the day when I'm out doing whatever it is that I need to be doing. I haven't been physically touched since I was hit on the shoulder a few months back. It's still hard for me to do any communications because I'm still having trouble figuring out what is my loud annoying thoughts, and what is an actual conversation. Though, I have been able to force out any thoughts in my head by the enemy and any fear that I was taught when I do feel this energy at night. So proud of myself for being able to do that when I'm a newbie and still doing my research. Being in such a harmful environment; could this be a strong sign that I need to get out of here now? That said guardian demon is sick and tired of me being here? I'm trying to, and have been trying to cut ties with family, but it's very hard for someone like me who's been struggling with epilepsy since 8 (I'm 21 now) I cannot drive or work so I'm trying to get all the money I can so I can move back into the city and away from everyone. Or could this be a sign that I need to step it up from this beginner stuff and start moving up? Sorry for my question being all over the place I just want to get another persons opinion. HAIL SATAN!!