fatherenkilives
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Hello everyone. I'm a new Satanist and yes like most of you I was previously brainwashed and held back by the Christian pigs and their lies. I recently became under Father Satan's protection about a week ago when I performed the commitment ritual. I couldn't mange to get my blood on a dry pen, so I just used my finger to write my full name. Anyway I'd like some help on how to perceive my demons better, in replies from you all.
I've read everything on the JoS website about the issue, and I've been meditating since I committed to Father. I have figured out that a Theta level trance takes only 5 seconds for me to fall into when I concentrate, and for some reason unknown to me, I already had experience with summoning my Chakras. I have opened all of my Chakras and my third eye. I can manipulate fire VERY little, and my senses have doubled in power since I started.
I have been trying to summon two demons to me for the last 2 days. The first demon I tried was Seere, which I think I might have messed up on because I drew his Sigil off incorrectly, and didn't have a scrying mirror or incense. I kinda hoped he'd appear in person. He didn't appear and I was disheartened, but I DID experience some signs that a presence might have been there. Tonight I tried to summon Amon (Amon Ra) and it didn't work either. I attempted to even contact them both with a quickly made Ouija board on a notebook, also a pendulum of a bronze necklace with a stamped picture of an Egyptian scarab on one side, and a western dragon on the other. The pendulum didn't move other than from my hand moving ever so slightly.
I finished my rituals and turned my music back on and started reading more of JoS, and I could sort of "feel" like there were messages in the songs for my disheartening. I heard parts of the song more clearly and louder than others that were supportive and told me not to give up and such. I assumed this was a demon, or Father trying to tell me to just meditate more and concentrate and persist.
I apologize for the length of this post, but I just wanted to explain to all of you what was happening, and ask if you could give some more advice.
Thanks,
HAIL SATAN!
Seth
I've read everything on the JoS website about the issue, and I've been meditating since I committed to Father. I have figured out that a Theta level trance takes only 5 seconds for me to fall into when I concentrate, and for some reason unknown to me, I already had experience with summoning my Chakras. I have opened all of my Chakras and my third eye. I can manipulate fire VERY little, and my senses have doubled in power since I started.
I have been trying to summon two demons to me for the last 2 days. The first demon I tried was Seere, which I think I might have messed up on because I drew his Sigil off incorrectly, and didn't have a scrying mirror or incense. I kinda hoped he'd appear in person. He didn't appear and I was disheartened, but I DID experience some signs that a presence might have been there. Tonight I tried to summon Amon (Amon Ra) and it didn't work either. I attempted to even contact them both with a quickly made Ouija board on a notebook, also a pendulum of a bronze necklace with a stamped picture of an Egyptian scarab on one side, and a western dragon on the other. The pendulum didn't move other than from my hand moving ever so slightly.
I finished my rituals and turned my music back on and started reading more of JoS, and I could sort of "feel" like there were messages in the songs for my disheartening. I heard parts of the song more clearly and louder than others that were supportive and told me not to give up and such. I assumed this was a demon, or Father trying to tell me to just meditate more and concentrate and persist.
I apologize for the length of this post, but I just wanted to explain to all of you what was happening, and ask if you could give some more advice.
Thanks,
HAIL SATAN!
Seth
