What does Satan think of this?
What do you think he would do if I were to off myself?
I see no other way out of the mess I'm in, I can't live for myself and just lost the last thing keeping me hanging on. I feel this is all I can do to finish off my 24 years of fucking everything up.
Suicide
Way_Seeker66611 min to read
As a Satanist suicide is only an option if you are about to be tortured and you know damn well you won't be released. If your feeling depressed you need to learn to make a routine out of meditating. There is no way you could feel depressed if you meditate regularly. Give it a few days. This depression might just be due to bad transits, but it WILL go away.
--- In , "morticia" <morticiasixx@... wrote:
i dont mean any offense but maybe u need some kind of antidepressant?
--- In , "shereewarne" <shereewarne@ wrote:
Wait...
I have been through this before.
I know exactly how you feel and I have *tried* countless times to commit suicide. I have meditated, asked Satan for help and done everything expected of me in order to get out of a suicidal depression.
My only problem was the following: In the Al Jilwah Satan states "none shall live on this earth longer than the time set by me" - that means Satan decides when you die, not you.
So you can by all means try to commit suicide, I have (I tried drugs, I tried drain cleaner, I tried Rattex, sleeping pills even faked a suicide once so I could get anti-depressants - which don't work)
Unless Satan decides He wants you to die, then He will do so. It's His decision not yours.
It is a pretty insensitive stance towards your own emotions.
The reason I wanted to commit suicide was because I felt no one loved me, no one cared, so why should I care? Everything I do is wrong in the eyes of others as well as my own - however, the quicker I realised that no matter how many times I try to end my own life, Satan will force me to love and force me to suffer this life - or that is how I saw it at first, so no way out - can't commit suicide until I stopped and saw that even though I want to end my life I have no choice.
I think Satan loves us too much to let us commit suicide - well that was my opinion anyway
--- In , "devildude0666" <accbunt1994@ wrote:
You didn't fuck everything up, the world is already fucked up. Don't feel that nobody else knows how you feel.
--- In , "Way_Seeker666" <way_seeker666@ wrote:
What does Satan think of this?
What do you think he would do if I were to off myself?
I see no other way out of the mess I'm in, I can't live for myself and just lost the last thing keeping me hanging on. I feel this is all I can do to finish off my 24 years of fucking everything up.
0
As a Satanist suicide is only an option if you are about to be tortured and you know damn well you won't be released. If your feeling depressed you need to learn to make a routine out of meditating. There is no way you could feel depressed if you meditate regularly. Give it a few days. This depression might just be due to bad transits, but it WILL go away.
--- In , "morticia" <morticiasixx@... wrote:
i dont mean any offense but maybe u need some kind of antidepressant?
--- In , "shereewarne" <shereewarne@ wrote:
Wait...
I have been through this before.
I know exactly how you feel and I have *tried* countless times to commit suicide. I have meditated, asked Satan for help and done everything expected of me in order to get out of a suicidal depression.
My only problem was the following: In the Al Jilwah Satan states "none shall live on this earth longer than the time set by me" - that means Satan decides when you die, not you.
So you can by all means try to commit suicide, I have (I tried drugs, I tried drain cleaner, I tried Rattex, sleeping pills even faked a suicide once so I could get anti-depressants - which don't work)
Unless Satan decides He wants you to die, then He will do so. It's His decision not yours.
It is a pretty insensitive stance towards your own emotions.
The reason I wanted to commit suicide was because I felt no one loved me, no one cared, so why should I care? Everything I do is wrong in the eyes of others as well as my own - however, the quicker I realised that no matter how many times I try to end my own life, Satan will force me to love and force me to suffer this life - or that is how I saw it at first, so no way out - can't commit suicide until I stopped and saw that even though I want to end my life I have no choice.
I think Satan loves us too much to let us commit suicide - well that was my opinion anyway
--- In , "devildude0666" <accbunt1994@ wrote:
You didn't fuck everything up, the world is already fucked up. Don't feel that nobody else knows how you feel.
--- In , "Way_Seeker666" <way_seeker666@ wrote:
What does Satan think of this?
What do you think he would do if I were to off myself?
I see no other way out of the mess I'm in, I can't live for myself and just lost the last thing keeping me hanging on. I feel this is all I can do to finish off my 24 years of fucking everything up.
Antidepressants don't work on all people, and many of them mess with your ability to think clearly (exp when mixed with alcohol) I'd say that the best way to avoid killing yourself, even if the desire may keep coming back, would be to do things that make you feel useful. Whether it be helping animals, children, the elderly or sick, helping others also helps yourself. It gives you a sense of purpose, and makes you feel needed and appreciated by others. :)
Whatever works for you, but I've found that helping animals is the most rewarding thing I've ever done. :) Wishing you the best on your journey brother, as well as all those struggling to find the will to keep going! Know that you will be rewarded if you empower yourselves and fight for father!
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL KHIL!
POWER TO THE Gods of Elysium!Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "morticia" <morticiasixx@... Sender: Date: Tue, 05 Oct 2010 10:37:42 -0000To: ReplyTo: Subject: Re: Suicide
i dont mean any offense but maybe u need some kind of antidepressant?
--- In , "shereewarne" <shereewarne@... wrote:
Wait...
I have been through this before.
I know exactly how you feel and I have *tried* countless times to commit suicide. I have meditated, asked Satan for help and done everything expected of me in order to get out of a suicidal depression.
My only problem was the following: In the Al Jilwah Satan states "none shall live on this earth longer than the time set by me" - that means Satan decides when you die, not you.
So you can by all means try to commit suicide, I have (I tried drugs, I tried drain cleaner, I tried Rattex, sleeping pills even faked a suicide once so I could get anti-depressants - which don't work)
Unless Satan decides He wants you to die, then He will do so. It's His decision not yours.
It is a pretty insensitive stance towards your own emotions.
The reason I wanted to commit suicide was because I felt no one loved me, no one cared, so why should I care? Everything I do is wrong in the eyes of others as well as my own - however, the quicker I realised that no matter how many times I try to end my own life, Satan will force me to love and force me to suffer this life - or that is how I saw it at first, so no way out - can't commit suicide until I stopped and saw that even though I want to end my life I have no choice.
I think Satan loves us too much to let us commit suicide - well that was my opinion anyway
--- In , "devildude0666" <accbunt1994@ wrote:
You didn't fuck everything up, the world is already fucked up. Don't feel that nobody else knows how you feel.
--- In , "Way_Seeker666" <way_seeker666@ wrote:
What does Satan think of this?
What do you think he would do if I were to off myself?
I see no other way out of the mess I'm in, I can't live for myself and just lost the last thing keeping me hanging on. I feel this is all I can do to finish off my 24 years of fucking everything up.
0
Antidepressants don't work on all people, and many of them mess with your ability to think clearly (exp when mixed with alcohol) I'd say that the best way to avoid killing yourself, even if the desire may keep coming back, would be to do things that make you feel useful. Whether it be helping animals, children, the elderly or sick, helping others also helps yourself. It gives you a sense of purpose, and makes you feel needed and appreciated by others. :)
Whatever works for you, but I've found that helping animals is the most rewarding thing I've ever done. :) Wishing you the best on your journey brother, as well as all those struggling to find the will to keep going! Know that you will be rewarded if you empower yourselves and fight for father!
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL KHIL!
POWER TO THE Gods of Elysium!Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "morticia" <morticiasixx@... Sender: Date: Tue, 05 Oct 2010 10:37:42 -0000To: ReplyTo: Subject: Re: Suicide
i dont mean any offense but maybe u need some kind of antidepressant?
--- In , "shereewarne" <shereewarne@... wrote:
Wait...
I have been through this before.
I know exactly how you feel and I have *tried* countless times to commit suicide. I have meditated, asked Satan for help and done everything expected of me in order to get out of a suicidal depression.
My only problem was the following: In the Al Jilwah Satan states "none shall live on this earth longer than the time set by me" - that means Satan decides when you die, not you.
So you can by all means try to commit suicide, I have (I tried drugs, I tried drain cleaner, I tried Rattex, sleeping pills even faked a suicide once so I could get anti-depressants - which don't work)
Unless Satan decides He wants you to die, then He will do so. It's His decision not yours.
It is a pretty insensitive stance towards your own emotions.
The reason I wanted to commit suicide was because I felt no one loved me, no one cared, so why should I care? Everything I do is wrong in the eyes of others as well as my own - however, the quicker I realised that no matter how many times I try to end my own life, Satan will force me to love and force me to suffer this life - or that is how I saw it at first, so no way out - can't commit suicide until I stopped and saw that even though I want to end my life I have no choice.
I think Satan loves us too much to let us commit suicide - well that was my opinion anyway
--- In , "devildude0666" <accbunt1994@ wrote:
You didn't fuck everything up, the world is already fucked up. Don't feel that nobody else knows how you feel.
--- In , "Way_Seeker666" <way_seeker666@ wrote:
What does Satan think of this?
What do you think he would do if I were to off myself?
I see no other way out of the mess I'm in, I can't live for myself and just lost the last thing keeping me hanging on. I feel this is all I can do to finish off my 24 years of fucking everything up.
Ok, I only told this story to one person before but I am going to tell you guys because maybe you'll take me seriously. Me and my friends were sitting on the staircase to his apartment doing whipits (inhalants) I was actually a really depressed person (never told anyone about it though) and didn't care whether it killed me or not. I took a whole bunch I kept doing it until...well I don't remember after that. One of my friends was shaking me because I had passed out on the floor for a long time. During the time I was passed out, I had a vision/hallucination. It was Satan and he touched me and healed me. Another time I tried killing my I took 30 max strength Coricidin Cough and Cold (read 14 killed a girl before) and I survived that too. I don't know now I am back in to depression because my dad kicked me out of the house, sent me to the other side to the country to live with my aunt, and now I don't know a single person and I can't see all my friends (who were a huge part of my life) But I know suicide is not the answer.
--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:
Very inspirational story about the love and caring of Father Satan.Thanks for sharing!
Hail Satan!
Brian,
--- On Tue, 10/5/10, xxmissylalaxx@... <xxmissylalaxx@... wrote:
From: xxmissylalaxx@... <xxmissylalaxx@...
Subject: Re: Re: Suicide
To:
Date: Tuesday, October 5, 2010, 4:58 AM
Â
I can attest to the same thing that shereewarne just said. Last xmas I felt so alone, some call it the Absinthe, I think its all the fake smiles, lies and gluttony that caused it. I proclaimed that "if god exists they will take me to a place where people understand me" and cut myself deep. Not deep enough apparently. I'm still here, I am now thankful for.
When I 1st found my man and we had our 1st conversation about Satan I asked him how he found him and he said that when he tried to kill himself father saved him and wouldn't let him bleed. Let me honestly tell you that without father HE WOULD BE DEAD. Anyone who sees his scars can see that. They are long and wide, straight down his forearm. More than I can count.
Father wouldn't dislike you if you try, but if he doesn't want it to happen it won't.
I can not begin to tell you how thankful I am that I have done all that I have in the last year, but this life is the tortuous place that people should fear, and if we get through it and fight for father Satan we will be rewarded.
Suicidal thoughts occur on a daily for me, but there is a reason I am able to send this message to you all.
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL KHIL!
Hail the Gods of Elysium!!!! Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "shereewarne" <shereewarne@...
Sender:
Date: Mon, 04 Oct 2010 11:32:25 -0000To: ReplyTo:
Subject: Re: Suicide
Â
Wait...
I have been through this before.
I know exactly how you feel and I have *tried* countless times to commit suicide. I have meditated, asked Satan for help and done everything expected of me in order to get out of a suicidal depression.
My only problem was the following: In the Al Jilwah Satan states "none shall live on this earth longer than the time set by me" - that means Satan decides when you die, not you.
So you can by all means try to commit suicide, I have (I tried drugs, I tried drain cleaner, I tried Rattex, sleeping pills even faked a suicide once so I could get anti-depressants - which don't work)
Unless Satan decides He wants you to die, then He will do so. It's His decision not yours.
It is a pretty insensitive stance towards your own emotions.
The reason I wanted to commit suicide was because I felt no one loved me, no one cared, so why should I care? Everything I do is wrong in the eyes of others as well as my own - however, the quicker I realised that no matter how many times I try to end my own life, Satan will force me to love and force me to suffer this life - or that is how I saw it at first, so no way out - can't commit suicide until I stopped and saw that even though I want to end my life I have no choice.
I think Satan loves us too much to let us commit suicide - well that was my opinion anyway
--- In , "devildude0666" <accbunt1994@ wrote:
You didn't fuck everything up, the world is already fucked up. Don't feel that nobody else knows how you feel.
--- In , "Way_Seeker666" <way_seeker666@ wrote:
What does Satan think of this?
What do you think he would do if I were to off myself?
I see no other way out of the mess I'm in, I can't live for myself and just lost the last thing keeping me hanging on. I feel this is all I can do to finish off my 24 years of fucking everything up.
0
Ok, I only told this story to one person before but I am going to tell you guys because maybe you'll take me seriously. Me and my friends were sitting on the staircase to his apartment doing whipits (inhalants) I was actually a really depressed person (never told anyone about it though) and didn't care whether it killed me or not. I took a whole bunch I kept doing it until...well I don't remember after that. One of my friends was shaking me because I had passed out on the floor for a long time. During the time I was passed out, I had a vision/hallucination. It was Satan and he touched me and healed me. Another time I tried killing my I took 30 max strength Coricidin Cough and Cold (read 14 killed a girl before) and I survived that too. I don't know now I am back in to depression because my dad kicked me out of the house, sent me to the other side to the country to live with my aunt, and now I don't know a single person and I can't see all my friends (who were a huge part of my life) But I know suicide is not the answer.
--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:
Very inspirational story about the love and caring of Father Satan.Thanks for sharing!
Hail Satan!
Brian,
--- On Tue, 10/5/10, xxmissylalaxx@... <xxmissylalaxx@... wrote:
From: xxmissylalaxx@... <xxmissylalaxx@...
Subject: Re: Re: Suicide
To:
Date: Tuesday, October 5, 2010, 4:58 AM
Â
I can attest to the same thing that shereewarne just said. Last xmas I felt so alone, some call it the Absinthe, I think its all the fake smiles, lies and gluttony that caused it. I proclaimed that "if god exists they will take me to a place where people understand me" and cut myself deep. Not deep enough apparently. I'm still here, I am now thankful for.
When I 1st found my man and we had our 1st conversation about Satan I asked him how he found him and he said that when he tried to kill himself father saved him and wouldn't let him bleed. Let me honestly tell you that without father HE WOULD BE DEAD. Anyone who sees his scars can see that. They are long and wide, straight down his forearm. More than I can count.
Father wouldn't dislike you if you try, but if he doesn't want it to happen it won't.
I can not begin to tell you how thankful I am that I have done all that I have in the last year, but this life is the tortuous place that people should fear, and if we get through it and fight for father Satan we will be rewarded.
Suicidal thoughts occur on a daily for me, but there is a reason I am able to send this message to you all.
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL KHIL!
Hail the Gods of Elysium!!!! Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "shereewarne" <shereewarne@...
Sender:
Date: Mon, 04 Oct 2010 11:32:25 -0000To: ReplyTo:
Subject: Re: Suicide
Â
Wait...
I have been through this before.
I know exactly how you feel and I have *tried* countless times to commit suicide. I have meditated, asked Satan for help and done everything expected of me in order to get out of a suicidal depression.
My only problem was the following: In the Al Jilwah Satan states "none shall live on this earth longer than the time set by me" - that means Satan decides when you die, not you.
So you can by all means try to commit suicide, I have (I tried drugs, I tried drain cleaner, I tried Rattex, sleeping pills even faked a suicide once so I could get anti-depressants - which don't work)
Unless Satan decides He wants you to die, then He will do so. It's His decision not yours.
It is a pretty insensitive stance towards your own emotions.
The reason I wanted to commit suicide was because I felt no one loved me, no one cared, so why should I care? Everything I do is wrong in the eyes of others as well as my own - however, the quicker I realised that no matter how many times I try to end my own life, Satan will force me to love and force me to suffer this life - or that is how I saw it at first, so no way out - can't commit suicide until I stopped and saw that even though I want to end my life I have no choice.
I think Satan loves us too much to let us commit suicide - well that was my opinion anyway
--- In , "devildude0666" <accbunt1994@ wrote:
You didn't fuck everything up, the world is already fucked up. Don't feel that nobody else knows how you feel.
--- In , "Way_Seeker666" <way_seeker666@ wrote:
What does Satan think of this?
What do you think he would do if I were to off myself?
I see no other way out of the mess I'm in, I can't live for myself and just lost the last thing keeping me hanging on. I feel this is all I can do to finish off my 24 years of fucking everything up.
--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:
Even more man thanks for sharing.
--- On Thu, 10/7/10, RJ the Acolyte <rj_the_acolyte@... wrote:
From: RJ the Acolyte <rj_the_acolyte@...
Subject: Re: Suicide
To:
Date: Thursday, October 7, 2010, 7:58 AM
Â
Ok, I only told this story to one person before but I am going to tell you guys because maybe you'll take me seriously. Me and my friends were sitting on the staircase to his apartment doing whipits (inhalants) I was actually a really depressed person (never told anyone about it though) and didn't care whether it killed me or not. I took a whole bunch I kept doing it until...well I don't remember after that. One of my friends was shaking me because I had passed out on the floor for a long time. During the time I was passed out, I had a vision/hallucination. It was Satan and he touched me and healed me. Another time I tried killing my I took 30 max strength Coricidin Cough and Cold (read 14 killed a girl before) and I survived that too. I don't know now I am back in to depression because my dad kicked me out of the house, sent me to the other side to the country to live with my aunt, and now I don't know a single person and I can't see all my
friends (who were a huge part of my life) But I know suicide is not the answer.
--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@ wrote:
Very inspirational story about the love and caring of Father Satan.Thanks for sharing!
Hail Satan!
Brian,
--- On Tue, 10/5/10, xxmissylalaxx@ <xxmissylalaxx@ wrote:
From: xxmissylalaxx@ <xxmissylalaxx@
Subject: Re: Re: Suicide
To:
Date: Tuesday, October 5, 2010, 4:58 AM
ÃÂ
I can attest to the same thing that shereewarne just said. Last xmas I felt so alone, some call it the Absinthe, I think its all the fake smiles, lies and gluttony that caused it. I proclaimed that "if god exists they will take me to a place where people understand me" and cut myself deep. Not deep enough apparently. I'm still here, I am now thankful for.
When I 1st found my man and we had our 1st conversation about Satan I asked him how he found him and he said that when he tried to kill himself father saved him and wouldn't let him bleed. Let me honestly tell you that without father HE WOULD BE DEAD. Anyone who sees his scars can see that. They are long and wide, straight down his forearm. More than I can count.
Father wouldn't dislike you if you try, but if he doesn't want it to happen it won't.
I can not begin to tell you how thankful I am that I have done all that I have in the last year, but this life is the tortuous place that people should fear, and if we get through it and fight for father Satan we will be rewarded.
Suicidal thoughts occur on a daily for me, but there is a reason I am able to send this message to you all.
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL KHIL!
Hail the Gods of Elysium!!!! Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "shereewarne" <shereewarne@
Sender:
Date: Mon, 04 Oct 2010 11:32:25 -0000To: ReplyTo:
Subject: Re: Suicide
ÃÂ
Wait...
I have been through this before.
I know exactly how you feel and I have *tried* countless times to commit suicide. I have meditated, asked Satan for help and done everything expected of me in order to get out of a suicidal depression.
My only problem was the following: In the Al Jilwah Satan states "none shall live on this earth longer than the time set by me" - that means Satan decides when you die, not you.
So you can by all means try to commit suicide, I have (I tried drugs, I tried drain cleaner, I tried Rattex, sleeping pills even faked a suicide once so I could get anti-depressants - which don't work)
Unless Satan decides He wants you to die, then He will do so. It's His decision not yours.
It is a pretty insensitive stance towards your own emotions.
The reason I wanted to commit suicide was because I felt no one loved me, no one cared, so why should I care? Everything I do is wrong in the eyes of others as well as my own - however, the quicker I realised that no matter how many times I try to end my own life, Satan will force me to love and force me to suffer this life - or that is how I saw it at first, so no way out - can't commit suicide until I stopped and saw that even though I want to end my life I have no choice.
I think Satan loves us too much to let us commit suicide - well that was my opinion anyway
--- In , "devildude0666" <accbunt1994@ wrote:
You didn't fuck everything up, the world is already fucked up. Don't feel that nobody else knows how you feel.
--- In , "Way_Seeker666" <way_seeker666@ wrote:
What does Satan think of this?
What do you think he would do if I were to off myself?
I see no other way out of the mess I'm in, I can't live for myself and just lost the last thing keeping me hanging on. I feel this is all I can do to finish off my 24 years of fucking everything up.
I can understand wanting to end this life in it's entirety feeling like one has nothing at all I have been there not tellin shit through my mouth . It amused me the more of a depressed feeling I got the more it all feel away kind of not sure how to explain it also don't take depression medicine do yourself a favor I'm more suicidal than I ever used to be because of it.
I hope all turns out in your Favor.
0
--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:
Even more man thanks for sharing.
--- On Thu, 10/7/10, RJ the Acolyte <rj_the_acolyte@... wrote:
From: RJ the Acolyte <rj_the_acolyte@...
Subject: Re: Suicide
To:
Date: Thursday, October 7, 2010, 7:58 AM
Â
Ok, I only told this story to one person before but I am going to tell you guys because maybe you'll take me seriously. Me and my friends were sitting on the staircase to his apartment doing whipits (inhalants) I was actually a really depressed person (never told anyone about it though) and didn't care whether it killed me or not. I took a whole bunch I kept doing it until...well I don't remember after that. One of my friends was shaking me because I had passed out on the floor for a long time. During the time I was passed out, I had a vision/hallucination. It was Satan and he touched me and healed me. Another time I tried killing my I took 30 max strength Coricidin Cough and Cold (read 14 killed a girl before) and I survived that too. I don't know now I am back in to depression because my dad kicked me out of the house, sent me to the other side to the country to live with my aunt, and now I don't know a single person and I can't see all my
friends (who were a huge part of my life) But I know suicide is not the answer.
--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@ wrote:
Very inspirational story about the love and caring of Father Satan.Thanks for sharing!
Hail Satan!
Brian,
--- On Tue, 10/5/10, xxmissylalaxx@ <xxmissylalaxx@ wrote:
From: xxmissylalaxx@ <xxmissylalaxx@
Subject: Re: Re: Suicide
To:
Date: Tuesday, October 5, 2010, 4:58 AM
ÃÂ
I can attest to the same thing that shereewarne just said. Last xmas I felt so alone, some call it the Absinthe, I think its all the fake smiles, lies and gluttony that caused it. I proclaimed that "if god exists they will take me to a place where people understand me" and cut myself deep. Not deep enough apparently. I'm still here, I am now thankful for.
When I 1st found my man and we had our 1st conversation about Satan I asked him how he found him and he said that when he tried to kill himself father saved him and wouldn't let him bleed. Let me honestly tell you that without father HE WOULD BE DEAD. Anyone who sees his scars can see that. They are long and wide, straight down his forearm. More than I can count.
Father wouldn't dislike you if you try, but if he doesn't want it to happen it won't.
I can not begin to tell you how thankful I am that I have done all that I have in the last year, but this life is the tortuous place that people should fear, and if we get through it and fight for father Satan we will be rewarded.
Suicidal thoughts occur on a daily for me, but there is a reason I am able to send this message to you all.
HAIL SATAN!
HAIL KHIL!
Hail the Gods of Elysium!!!! Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "shereewarne" <shereewarne@
Sender:
Date: Mon, 04 Oct 2010 11:32:25 -0000To: ReplyTo:
Subject: Re: Suicide
ÃÂ
Wait...
I have been through this before.
I know exactly how you feel and I have *tried* countless times to commit suicide. I have meditated, asked Satan for help and done everything expected of me in order to get out of a suicidal depression.
My only problem was the following: In the Al Jilwah Satan states "none shall live on this earth longer than the time set by me" - that means Satan decides when you die, not you.
So you can by all means try to commit suicide, I have (I tried drugs, I tried drain cleaner, I tried Rattex, sleeping pills even faked a suicide once so I could get anti-depressants - which don't work)
Unless Satan decides He wants you to die, then He will do so. It's His decision not yours.
It is a pretty insensitive stance towards your own emotions.
The reason I wanted to commit suicide was because I felt no one loved me, no one cared, so why should I care? Everything I do is wrong in the eyes of others as well as my own - however, the quicker I realised that no matter how many times I try to end my own life, Satan will force me to love and force me to suffer this life - or that is how I saw it at first, so no way out - can't commit suicide until I stopped and saw that even though I want to end my life I have no choice.
I think Satan loves us too much to let us commit suicide - well that was my opinion anyway
--- In , "devildude0666" <accbunt1994@ wrote:
You didn't fuck everything up, the world is already fucked up. Don't feel that nobody else knows how you feel.
--- In , "Way_Seeker666" <way_seeker666@ wrote:
What does Satan think of this?
What do you think he would do if I were to off myself?
I see no other way out of the mess I'm in, I can't live for myself and just lost the last thing keeping me hanging on. I feel this is all I can do to finish off my 24 years of fucking everything up.
I can understand wanting to end this life in it's entirety feeling like one has nothing at all I have been there not tellin shit through my mouth . It amused me the more of a depressed feeling I got the more it all feel away kind of not sure how to explain it also don't take depression medicine do yourself a favor I'm more suicidal than I ever used to be because of it.
I hope all turns out in your Favor.
I have not been happy for about 10 years... I have first thought about suicide 10 years ago and have been dealing with it everyday since. I am just at an end and very spiritually tired of people not understanding me and me not amounting to anything... I have tried everything from religion to drugs and have not found an answer. I know the answer comes from within and you have to love yourself but I dont. I work out, eat healthy, meditate daily but something is seriously missing. I don't have a good upbringing, my father really fucked me up (I AM NOT PLAYING THE VICTIM!) I have done countless hours of research trying to figure out how I can find happiness and what I can do with my life. I have a girl who loves me and I love her but when we moved into an apartment together i would sneak off and smoke crack and use all our money. we eventually broke up and i moved back in to my mom's house. I got clean and like i said I work out, eat healthy, meditate I even cut back on smoking cigarettes and I dont smoke weed anymore. I dont get along with anyone... I am soo sad and soo tired, I just want this to end. This is my last hope, is there anything anyone can suggest I can do? I want so badly just to go into a dark abyss and never remember anything and just be free
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I have not been happy for about 10 years... I have first thought about suicide 10 years ago and have been dealing with it everyday since. I am just at an end and very spiritually tired of people not understanding me and me not amounting to anything... I have tried everything from religion to drugs and have not found an answer. I know the answer comes from within and you have to love yourself but I dont. I work out, eat healthy, meditate daily but something is seriously missing. I don't have a good upbringing, my father really fucked me up (I AM NOT PLAYING THE VICTIM!) I have done countless hours of research trying to figure out how I can find happiness and what I can do with my life. I have a girl who loves me and I love her but when we moved into an apartment together i would sneak off and smoke crack and use all our money. we eventually broke up and i moved back in to my mom's house. I got clean and like i said I work out, eat healthy, meditate I even cut back on smoking cigarettes and I dont smoke weed anymore. I dont get along with anyone... I am soo sad and soo tired, I just want this to end. This is my last hope, is there anything anyone can suggest I can do? I want so badly just to go into a dark abyss and never remember anything and just be free
I was in the same situation you were when I converted. I was convinced I had nothing left to live for and I was ready to live my last day on March 8th of this year. Until Father Satan showed me the light. Converting to Satanism changed my life and saved it. I kicked my depression, I now love myself, and Father Satan almighty is working wonders on my life. Now If you want to convert that is your choice. From my experience, i was saved as long as you open your mind, body, and spirit to Father Satan give him your full commitment, open up your spiritual pathways and limit your expectations, Your life will be better and you will become an all powerful God just like he wants us all to be.
HAIL SATAN ALMIGHTY!!!
--- In , "acrowf" <farahaj8@... wrote:
I have not been happy for about 10 years... I have first thought about suicide 10 years ago and have been dealing with it everyday since. I am just at an end and very spiritually tired of people not understanding me and me not amounting to anything... I have tried everything from religion to drugs and have not found an answer. I know the answer comes from within and you have to love yourself but I dont. I work out, eat healthy, meditate daily but something is seriously missing. I don't have a good upbringing, my father really fucked me up (I AM NOT PLAYING THE VICTIM!) I have done countless hours of research trying to figure out how I can find happiness and what I can do with my life. I have a girl who loves me and I love her but when we moved into an apartment together i would sneak off and smoke crack and use all our money. we eventually broke up and i moved back in to my mom's house. I got clean and like i said I work out, eat healthy, meditate I even cut back on smoking cigarettes and I dont smoke weed anymore. I dont get along with anyone... I am soo sad and soo tired, I just want this to end. This is my last hope, is there anything anyone can suggest I can do? I want so badly just to go into a dark abyss and never remember anything and just be free
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I was in the same situation you were when I converted. I was convinced I had nothing left to live for and I was ready to live my last day on March 8th of this year. Until Father Satan showed me the light. Converting to Satanism changed my life and saved it. I kicked my depression, I now love myself, and Father Satan almighty is working wonders on my life. Now If you want to convert that is your choice. From my experience, i was saved as long as you open your mind, body, and spirit to Father Satan give him your full commitment, open up your spiritual pathways and limit your expectations, Your life will be better and you will become an all powerful God just like he wants us all to be.
HAIL SATAN ALMIGHTY!!!
--- In , "acrowf" <farahaj8@... wrote:
I have not been happy for about 10 years... I have first thought about suicide 10 years ago and have been dealing with it everyday since. I am just at an end and very spiritually tired of people not understanding me and me not amounting to anything... I have tried everything from religion to drugs and have not found an answer. I know the answer comes from within and you have to love yourself but I dont. I work out, eat healthy, meditate daily but something is seriously missing. I don't have a good upbringing, my father really fucked me up (I AM NOT PLAYING THE VICTIM!) I have done countless hours of research trying to figure out how I can find happiness and what I can do with my life. I have a girl who loves me and I love her but when we moved into an apartment together i would sneak off and smoke crack and use all our money. we eventually broke up and i moved back in to my mom's house. I got clean and like i said I work out, eat healthy, meditate I even cut back on smoking cigarettes and I dont smoke weed anymore. I dont get along with anyone... I am soo sad and soo tired, I just want this to end. This is my last hope, is there anything anyone can suggest I can do? I want so badly just to go into a dark abyss and never remember anything and just be free
no I did not, can anybody HELP to guide Mr the right direction, I'm scarred really scared of what would happen,I don't want to leave my son behind.
On Monday, June 10, 2013, John De Witt <jdewitt2011@... wrote:
She do it yet?
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no I did not, can anybody HELP to guide Mr the right direction, I'm scarred really scared of what would happen,I don't want to leave my son behind.
On Monday, June 10, 2013, John De Witt <jdewitt2011@... wrote:
She do it yet?
have u try do meditations
affirmations
rituals and works to fix ur situation?
ask Gods for help and look for way to solve
there is always a way
--- In , Sarah Payton <sexciblond66@... wrote:
no I did not, can anybody HELP to guide Mr the right direction, I'm
scarred really scared of what would happen,I don't want to leave my son
behind.
On Monday, June 10, 2013, John De Witt <jdewitt2011@... wrote:
She do it yet?
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have u try do meditations
affirmations
rituals and works to fix ur situation?
ask Gods for help and look for way to solve
there is always a way
--- In , Sarah Payton <sexciblond66@... wrote:
no I did not, can anybody HELP to guide Mr the right direction, I'm
scarred really scared of what would happen,I don't want to leave my son
behind.
On Monday, June 10, 2013, John De Witt <jdewitt2011@... wrote:
She do it yet?
What happens to a soul after they commit suicide? My previous religion states you go directly to hell for casting away, "gods greatest gift" what really happens though? Just wondering...
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What happens to a soul after they commit suicide? My previous religion states you go directly to hell for casting away, "gods greatest gift" what really happens though? Just wondering...
My guess would be that you end up hurling yourself backwards, in "taking your own life". It's said to be an incredibly selfish thing to do, so I hear.
I heard the samurai's would stab themselves in the gut when committing suicide, to painfully remind themselves in the next life not to make the same mistake again, one that caused them to kill themselves in the first place.
Suicide is a really shitty way out. But if there are no other options and you are about to die, anyway. If the enemy is on the lookout for you, and is readying themselves to do horrible and torturous things to you. To "use" you for experiments. To take total possession of your body for their own sinister use, then Suicide is a possible choice to make. But it is also to be consider a "last resort", really. In my opinion, anyway.
Hail the Gods of the Duat
--- In , "David Newingham" <d.newingham@... wrote:
What happens to a soul after they commit suicide? My previous religion states you go directly to hell for casting away, "gods greatest gift" what really happens though? Just wondering...
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My guess would be that you end up hurling yourself backwards, in "taking your own life". It's said to be an incredibly selfish thing to do, so I hear.
I heard the samurai's would stab themselves in the gut when committing suicide, to painfully remind themselves in the next life not to make the same mistake again, one that caused them to kill themselves in the first place.
Suicide is a really shitty way out. But if there are no other options and you are about to die, anyway. If the enemy is on the lookout for you, and is readying themselves to do horrible and torturous things to you. To "use" you for experiments. To take total possession of your body for their own sinister use, then Suicide is a possible choice to make. But it is also to be consider a "last resort", really. In my opinion, anyway.
Hail the Gods of the Duat
--- In , "David Newingham" <d.newingham@... wrote:
What happens to a soul after they commit suicide? My previous religion states you go directly to hell for casting away, "gods greatest gift" what really happens though? Just wondering...
Suicide isn't an option. The Warrior fights to his death with a grin on his face.
The point of Spiritual Satanism is to ultimatly reach Godhead and achieve immortality, to stop the aging process. Having said that, suicide seems to be a step in the opposite direction. It is understandable that some consider thigh in tough times. But it should never be the option, there is always another way. Daily meditation always help with any mental or depression issues someone is having, as it is cleaning the soul. And depression and suicidal thoughts stem from an unhealthy soul, and enemy coercing.
As for what happens. You are reincarnated like everyone else. Obviously as I said before, its a step in the other direction, as you have to start empowering yourself all over again. Not only this, but these things also carry over into your next life, these are things that are imprinted onto the soul. And will be faced as you empower the soul. Something which must be overcome on the path to reaching Godhead.
There is no 'punishment' or 'going to hell' like its told. But you will make your next life harder for yourself. We are about proserving life, and not only that, but thriving in life.
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In , "r.lewis412" <r.lewis412@... wrote:
My guess would be that you end up hurling yourself backwards, in "taking your own life". It's said to be an incredibly selfish thing to do, so I hear.
I heard the samurai's would stab themselves in the gut when committing suicide, to painfully remind themselves in the next life not to make the same mistake again, one that caused them to kill themselves in the first place.
Suicide is a really shitty way out. But if there are no other options and you are about to die, anyway. If the enemy is on the lookout for you, and is readying themselves to do horrible and torturous things to you. To "use" you for experiments. To take total possession of your body for their own sinister use, then Suicide is a possible choice to make. But it is also to be consider a "last resort", really. In my opinion, anyway.
Hail the Gods of the Duat
--- In , "David Newingham" <d.newingham@ wrote:
What happens to a soul after they commit suicide? My previous religion states you go directly to hell for casting away, "gods greatest gift" what really happens though? Just wondering...
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Suicide isn't an option. The Warrior fights to his death with a grin on his face.
The point of Spiritual Satanism is to ultimatly reach Godhead and achieve immortality, to stop the aging process. Having said that, suicide seems to be a step in the opposite direction. It is understandable that some consider thigh in tough times. But it should never be the option, there is always another way. Daily meditation always help with any mental or depression issues someone is having, as it is cleaning the soul. And depression and suicidal thoughts stem from an unhealthy soul, and enemy coercing.
As for what happens. You are reincarnated like everyone else. Obviously as I said before, its a step in the other direction, as you have to start empowering yourself all over again. Not only this, but these things also carry over into your next life, these are things that are imprinted onto the soul. And will be faced as you empower the soul. Something which must be overcome on the path to reaching Godhead.
There is no 'punishment' or 'going to hell' like its told. But you will make your next life harder for yourself. We are about proserving life, and not only that, but thriving in life.
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In , "r.lewis412" <r.lewis412@... wrote:
My guess would be that you end up hurling yourself backwards, in "taking your own life". It's said to be an incredibly selfish thing to do, so I hear.
I heard the samurai's would stab themselves in the gut when committing suicide, to painfully remind themselves in the next life not to make the same mistake again, one that caused them to kill themselves in the first place.
Suicide is a really shitty way out. But if there are no other options and you are about to die, anyway. If the enemy is on the lookout for you, and is readying themselves to do horrible and torturous things to you. To "use" you for experiments. To take total possession of your body for their own sinister use, then Suicide is a possible choice to make. But it is also to be consider a "last resort", really. In my opinion, anyway.
Hail the Gods of the Duat
--- In , "David Newingham" <d.newingham@ wrote:
What happens to a soul after they commit suicide? My previous religion states you go directly to hell for casting away, "gods greatest gift" what really happens though? Just wondering...
You reincarnate and in your next life you end up doing it again, I wouldn't really think about it though, it's pointless
HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!! HAIL AMON RA!!!!!!!!!!HAIL HORUS!!!!!!!!!!and Hail be to The Gods of Duat
Ave Zeus!!!!!
- Mazin
On 24 Jul 2013, at 04:15 a.m., "David Newingham" <d.newingham@... wrote:
What happens to a soul after they commit suicide? My previous religion states you go directly to hell for casting away, "gods greatest gift" what really happens though? Just wondering...
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You reincarnate and in your next life you end up doing it again, I wouldn't really think about it though, it's pointless
HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!! HAIL AMON RA!!!!!!!!!!HAIL HORUS!!!!!!!!!!and Hail be to The Gods of Duat
Ave Zeus!!!!!
- Mazin
On 24 Jul 2013, at 04:15 a.m., "David Newingham" <d.newingham@... wrote:
What happens to a soul after they commit suicide? My previous religion states you go directly to hell for casting away, "gods greatest gift" what really happens though? Just wondering...
You don't necessarily do it again. The troubles could manifest in other ways. And if you are meditating and cleaning out the soul, it will be faced and overcome.
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In , Mazin Kamal <mazink02@... wrote:
You reincarnate and in your next life you end up doing it again, I wouldn't really think about it though, it's pointless
HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!
Heil Joseph Goebbles
HAIL AMON RA!!!!!!!!!!
HAIL HORUS!!!!!!!!!!
and Hail be to The Gods of Duat
Rise up people, and unleash the storm - Joseph Göebels
Ave Zeus!!!!!
- Mazin
On 24 Jul 2013, at 04:15 a.m., "David Newingham" <d.newingham@... wrote:
What happens to a soul after they commit suicide? My previous religion states you go directly to hell for casting away, "gods greatest gift" what really happens though? Just wondering...
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You don't necessarily do it again. The troubles could manifest in other ways. And if you are meditating and cleaning out the soul, it will be faced and overcome.
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In , Mazin Kamal <mazink02@... wrote:
You reincarnate and in your next life you end up doing it again, I wouldn't really think about it though, it's pointless
HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!
Heil Joseph Goebbles
HAIL AMON RA!!!!!!!!!!
HAIL HORUS!!!!!!!!!!
and Hail be to The Gods of Duat
Rise up people, and unleash the storm - Joseph Göebels
Ave Zeus!!!!!
- Mazin
On 24 Jul 2013, at 04:15 a.m., "David Newingham" <d.newingham@... wrote:
What happens to a soul after they commit suicide? My previous religion states you go directly to hell for casting away, "gods greatest gift" what really happens though? Just wondering...
That's the cold hard reality. Reincarnation has been scientifically proven to exist in million dollar studies by large university institutes such as the University of Virginia. Most people commit suicide to escape their problems. So you don't even get that. You just get more causation of underlying problems following you into the next round of existence. That knowledge understood would stop most suicide because people would know they are not going to get what they want from it. Infact the total opposite.
From: hecktic_shadow <hecktic_shadow@...
To:
Sent: Wednesday, July 24, 2013 11:05:01 AM
Subject: Re: Suicide
You don't necessarily do it again. The troubles could manifest in other ways. And if you are meditating and cleaning out the soul, it will be faced and overcome.
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In mailto:, Mazin Kamal <mazink02@... wrote:
You reincarnate and in your next life you end up doing it again, I wouldn't really think about it though, it's pointless
HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!
Heil Joseph Goebbles
HAIL AMON RA!!!!!!!!!!
HAIL HORUS!!!!!!!!!!
and Hail be to The Gods of Duat
Rise up people, and unleash the storm - Joseph Göebels
Ave Zeus!!!!!
- Mazin
On 24 Jul 2013, at 04:15 a.m., "David Newingham" <d.newingham@... wrote:
What happens to a soul after they commit suicide? My previous religion states you go directly to hell for casting away, "gods greatest gift" what really happens though? Just wondering...
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That's the cold hard reality. Reincarnation has been scientifically proven to exist in million dollar studies by large university institutes such as the University of Virginia. Most people commit suicide to escape their problems. So you don't even get that. You just get more causation of underlying problems following you into the next round of existence. That knowledge understood would stop most suicide because people would know they are not going to get what they want from it. Infact the total opposite.
From: hecktic_shadow <hecktic_shadow@...
To:
Sent: Wednesday, July 24, 2013 11:05:01 AM
Subject: Re: Suicide
You don't necessarily do it again. The troubles could manifest in other ways. And if you are meditating and cleaning out the soul, it will be faced and overcome.
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In mailto:, Mazin Kamal <mazink02@... wrote:
You reincarnate and in your next life you end up doing it again, I wouldn't really think about it though, it's pointless
HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!
Heil Joseph Goebbles
HAIL AMON RA!!!!!!!!!!
HAIL HORUS!!!!!!!!!!
and Hail be to The Gods of Duat
Rise up people, and unleash the storm - Joseph Göebels
Ave Zeus!!!!!
- Mazin
On 24 Jul 2013, at 04:15 a.m., "David Newingham" <d.newingham@... wrote:
What happens to a soul after they commit suicide? My previous religion states you go directly to hell for casting away, "gods greatest gift" what really happens though? Just wondering...
Wow guys thanks:) I'm not thinking of doing it or anything I have just always wondered...
Thanks
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Wow guys thanks:) I'm not thinking of doing it or anything I have just always wondered...
Thanks
Hi, i want to kill myself, any idea what will happen? and what's the quickest and less painful way?
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Hi, i want to kill myself, any idea what will happen? and what's the quickest and less painful way?
I will kill myself, do you guys have an idea of what will happen? and what's the quickest and less painful methods?
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I will kill myself, do you guys have an idea of what will happen? and what's the quickest and less painful methods?