Strange answers from my guardian..

[exarkuun1991]

Been having some strange answers from my guardian. Not sure if he's trying to cheer me up, inspire me, or just piss me off. Now, to clarify, I'm NOT mad at him, as the fault possibly lies in me, asking him questions, and probably asking the wrong questions, or question wrong..ok.
So, I've been trying to get info about a few abilities(won't list here, already upset some people)..and most of the time he just says, "Oh you can do that by tonight".I try to clarify, "You mean get the results of the ability?""Yep".OH COME ON. I've heard this I don't know how many times..most of it comes from my guardian, but sometimes from my succubi(yes, two, I almost regret it, don't bother me about it)..even from other demons. I've spoken to two related to this ability, they reaffirm the fact/concept/idea/notion..I've also spoken to Asmodeus who agrees, "It is doable by the end of the day".
It's annoying. I do my damndest but don't get anywhere, but apparently, I'm still doing it right. As in my best is not enough. Are they right? Egging me on? I've communicated this almost always telepathically, confirming with a pendulum, even asking for FATHER SATAN'S help and clarification with this! I'm partly bothered, partly scared, but just downtrodden. I'm not wanting to doubt them, but it's not true. These abilities take years to get..and I cannot seem to get any actual power from my past lives.Oh, I know the idea of the abilities, but nothing I do evokes the ability. I'm trying my hardest and will continue to, but..nothing.Also, sometimes they say "I will do it for you", but nothing. Confirming by Father or pendulum, nothing.I'm utterly confused. And scared.

 

[Light Yagami]

This is definitely not your Guardian... "I will do it for you" wtf? Use more your instinct, work more on your clairaudience and clairvoyance points etc etc etc... Don't "assume" anything.

Στις 6:09 μ.μ. Δευτέρα, 12 Μαΐου 2014, ο/η "exarkuun1991@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:
  Been having some strange answers from my guardian. Not sure if he's trying to cheer me up, inspire me, or just piss me off. Now, to clarify, I'm NOT mad at him, as the fault possibly lies in me, asking him questions, and probably asking the wrong questions, or question wrong..ok.
So, I've been trying to get info about a few abilities(won't list here, already upset some people)..and most of the time he just says, "Oh you can do that by tonight".I try to clarify, "You mean get the results of the ability?""Yep".OH COME ON. I've heard this I don't know how many times..most of it comes from my guardian, but sometimes from my succubi(yes, two, I almost regret it, don't bother me about it)..even from other demons. I've spoken to two related to this ability, they reaffirm the fact/concept/idea/notion..I've also spoken to Asmodeus who agrees, "It is doable by the end of the day".
It's annoying. I do my damndest but don't get anywhere, but apparently, I'm still doing it right. As in my best is not enough. Are they right? Egging me on? I've communicated this almost always telepathically, confirming with a pendulum, even asking for FATHER SATAN'S help and clarification with this! I'm partly bothered, partly scared, but just downtrodden. I'm not wanting to doubt them, but it's not true. These abilities take years to get..and I cannot seem to get any actual power from my past lives.Oh, I know the idea of the abilities, but nothing I do evokes the ability. I'm trying my hardest and will continue to, but..nothing.Also, sometimes they say "I will do it for you", but nothing. Confirming by Father or pendulum, nothing.I'm utterly confused. And scared.

 

[Sandra Waldron]

I have gone through something similar, and have had to do banishing rituals. Also you can rebuke them, as someone elsesaid on here. It works. Ask them if they are from Father Satan, if they don not say yes, then rebuke them in Father Satan's name. It seems to have worked for me. The grays gave me one awful time for months before I woke up that it wasn't Father's demons. But I kept the faith. Father does come through for you, but you have to learn to discern for yourself, as Father is busy. Make sure any entities are from Father before you listen to them. For I sometimes got messages that didn't make any sense, but then often received messages that did and were later confirmed. So keep the faith. And meditate, empower yourself and learn to discern.Hail Father Satan! Hail Anubis! Hail Isis!

On Tuesday, May 13, 2014 2:47 AM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:
  This is definitely not your Guardian... "I will do it for you" wtf? Use more your instinct, work more on your clairaudience and clairvoyance points etc etc etc... Don't "assume" anything.

Στις 6:09 μ.μ. Δευτέρα, 12 Μαΐου 2014, ο/η "exarkuun1991@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:
  Been having some strange answers from my guardian. Not sure if he's trying to cheer me up, inspire me, or just piss me off. Now, to clarify, I'm NOT mad at him, as the fault possibly lies in me, asking him questions, and probably asking the wrong questions, or question wrong..ok.
So, I've been trying to get info about a few abilities(won't list here, already upset some people)..and most of the time he just says, "Oh you can do that by tonight".I try to clarify, "You mean get the results of the ability?""Yep".OH COME ON. I've heard this I don't know how many times..most of it comes from my guardian, but sometimes from my succubi(yes, two, I almost regret it, don't bother me about it)..even from other demons. I've spoken to two related to this ability, they reaffirm the fact/concept/idea/notion..I've also spoken to Asmodeus who agrees, "It is doable by the end of the day".
It's annoying. I do my damndest but don't get anywhere, but apparently, I'm still doing it right. As in my best is not enough. Are they right? Egging me on? I've communicated this almost always telepathically, confirming with a pendulum, even asking for FATHER SATAN'S help and clarification with this! I'm partly bothered, partly scared, but just downtrodden. I'm not wanting to doubt them, but it's not true. These abilities take years to get..and I cannot seem to get any actual power from my past lives.Oh, I know the idea of the abilities, but nothing I do evokes the ability. I'm trying my hardest and will continue to, but..nothing.Also, sometimes they say "I will do it for you", but nothing. Confirming by Father or pendulum, nothing.I'm utterly confused. And scared.

 

[exarkuun1991]

Agreed.I'm going back over the clauraudience and clairvoyant points now..I MISSED ONE. On the clairaudient points, I thought that singular point near the top-back of the head was part of the triangle oh well. As for clairvoyant, all the eye, I never did those..Now, I have the odd belief that my solar plexus chakra may not be opened. Considering I've felt it before, it could just be blocked.Time for some cleaning..but I need to get on the correct path. Reading Hooded Cobra's pdf, I realize how much I can do, but need to do..also only on like page 15 out of 160 or so..long read but worthwhile. Also, self-empowering, which feels..good.
If I send energy into a chakra point and it grows stronger, is it open? If so, solar plexus of mine is just weak. I need to clean and send more. Furthermore, I've decided to go about cleaning all the clair-whatever points daily...should help. Doing it now, actually. It's very easy for me to feel and guide energy inside myself..but hard to outside myself(sign of weakened aura).Lots to do. Lots of time to do it in

 

[exarkuun1991]

Please understand, I read Magus Immortalis' post on that. I MAKE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING SWEAR TO ME, lest they be removed from my mind. Didn't exactly work. Maybe I trusted them too much..?They could, more likely, have been figments of my imagination, rather than the enemy. I guess I was that easily moved, that I imagined it all.But, I'm fixing it. Getting myself on a minor but consistent training regimen..slowly. I don't do large changes well, and despite using the runes a bit, it's something that will take time.
For now, clairaudience and clairvoyant points(did anyone ever realize how annoying those words are to type? Seriously? ugh. ) need to be empowered and cleaned regularly, and I'm doing the EZ chakra spin..because it's easy and I don't even need a trance(even in a trance I can barely feel a difference). As well I'm working on taking in the elements, which is something I HAVE done in the past, and need to do more of..
I might need some more advice..being a gamer, one game I played had to do with the four elements..in it was a "room" you placed to judge what element a floor of a dungeon was. It was a scale, sorta..now I've tried using this exactly in my temple but the scale doesn't seem to work, it does not tell me the strengths of my elements. I know I have some in all four, but not much. I've also tried ascended cylinders(liquid measurement containers) and..well, pillars..but so far cannot see OR FEEL the strengths of my elements..any advice?
And thanks for the advice. So far I seem to be understanding it and fixing it..that's the right thing, right? Don't regret it, just move on?