Make a sincere and real effort. Study, meditate, and do all you can to work for Father, do the rituals, and don't be afraid.
There may be some entities messing with you. I have some that like to wake me up just for the pure fun of it.
But it doesn't scare me in the slightest. They seem to get a kick out of it. I just go back to sleep, if it's not
time to get up. But I have never, once, feared them. I know they're just messing with me.
You had a succubus? Now she's gone? Tell her you're sorry and hope she'll come back. I believe she will
hear you. If she doesn't return, present it to Father. If she doesn't want to come back, maybe you will get
another. Could be she thought you were walking away from Father for good, so she left.
Do not let fear control you. There is nothing to fear. NOT IF YOU ARE SINCERE! And Father will know if you are!
Hail Satan!
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Turns out this has been ongoing
and has happened since about 50 more times. Sometimes 5 or
6 times a night. I started getting shaken and vibrating
like feelings even more, sometimes even when I am awake and
standing besides sitting and/or laying down. I now think
it's a type of brain damage and Tardive Dyskinesia from
taking psychoactive medications. Some of which were forced
on me against my will. I stopped taking them quite a while
ago, but the bad damaging side effects seem to be
continuing.
Due to all this
and because of some other very bad things that happened, I
thought I may have made a mistake by dedicating to
Enki/Satan and so I started praying to the Xtian God
thinking demons were attacking me. But nothing happened
and nothing seemed to work. I don't remember
renouncing Satan or Enki or anything like that, but I
repented to Jesus aka Yeshua, and like I said it seems he
didn't help me at all.
Now, since I discovered and
experienced all this it seems I also lost contact with my
guardian and succubi and it seems like Enki himself has left
and abandoned me too.
What must I do to re-establish
contact with Enki, my guardian and my succubi?
I really thought when I dedicated I
followed the JoS site ritual, but now it seems a bit
different.
Did I even
perform the correct dedication ritual?
If I did not, then shouldn't I
do it again?
I am
really so very sorry, and I am in desperate need of help in
many ways beyond anything imaginable right
now.
I don't know
what to do, PLEASE HELP!
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at
10:31 PM, Lotus Lo
moneyemail47@...
[JoyofSatan666]
wrote:
Weird because just last night, I
had the strangest experience. I opened my eyes, and I think
I was drifting asleep or waking up, not sure. Then, my whole
body had this feeling of vibration and there was a loud
rushing noise in my ears. I couldn't move, I don't
if I involuntarily couldn't move or if I was stuck from
fear. Wonder what these experiences could be or mean.
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