Some random crap drawn by me T_T...

[Anti GoatFuckerV2]

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<ol>Clad black.png</ol>DISCLAIMER: If this is a waste of time or is irrelevant to you, then ignore this please. 
I am not seeking attention but I have thought of leaving this here just to say that I suck at art up to now(I think , because it's not as good as how others here and out there are making it)...
It has at least Satanic symbolism which doesn't have to be explained. In closing, I just killed my pride and standing. No wonder why I was being negative. did this with a Wacom intuos drawing tablet in maybe less than a few hours. This is what I can complete -_-. Thanks, now let's get back to the RTR train and crash the Jewish parties.
I don't know what to call this drawing but this came to my head after all the blues.
Summary: This is somewhat related to High Priest HoodedCobra's sermon on not disbelieving in victory. I drew a random dude staying strong and calm, no matter what damages or dirt he gets on him, with a bright blue aura in a field of chaos caused by the enemy in the background(The green monster with both green Xtian and Commie symbol, if you like this, there is a part 2 of this by the way.). The bad side is that I might quit drawing forever if this constant failure continues, I just don't get why after all my efforts, it's still...not as good as expected...

 

[littlesttitan]

Ooohhhhhh!!! *nudges your shoulder* its not that bad buddy! Actually, its not bad at all. Its an expression of what you felt wanted, and i really feel it here ^-^. I still think your a better artist than me, ive only drawn two things in the last 6 months and i havent even went back to colour them. Might get back to drawing on saturday since ill have some free time. I know this sites intended for questions and answers regaurding Satanism but i think there should always be a post or two every little bit you scroll to make you smile, so if you wanna see the things i drew then ide be glad to share. LOVE YA! ? And please dont quit drawing, im sure you'll have the perfect idea soon and it'll flow out like a soft comforting river of inspiration and creativity!

 

[Taol]

An artist is most of te time very critical and is easily dissatisfied because things disnt turn out how he or she imagined.
Heck I think or see things with way more detail than that I am able to draw myself currently.

But I like your drawing. It looks good to me

 

[zolaluckystar1]

Hi AGF,
Please don't call your work crap or feel like you 'failed'. I like it! Love the coat he's wearing. Its got good movement in it and I liked the composition. We're always our own worst critic, as artists. At least, so I've found. (Though, I do remember one person who had all the arrogance of a prima artiste, and that woman had absolutely no talent, sorry to say. The other artists allowed her her delusions but it was a kind of standing joke).
As an artist myself I know it can be disheartening when you look around and see other people's work that is so much more technically advanced than your own. I get this too. I'm pretty good, but I know there are many out there even better. But the thing is, its always that way. There's always going to be someone else more advanced out there but, this doesn't make what we do 'crap'. 
Don't give up drawing if its something you love to do and gives you pleasure, then keep doing it. And the more you do it the better you'll get at it. Its rare to get that 'perfect' painting/drawing etc. Every once in a while something will just kind of come together and its amazing. These are pivotal pieces because they represent a leap forward, a pushing past to another level of ability you didn't know you had in you. But for those rare gems there will be a lot of meh ones. Like this one landscape I did. I painted it on a gallery box I'd made. How I wish I'd done it on canvas! Its (to me) amazing. I've tried to re-create it and couldn't. 

Thats - to me - one of the really neat things about art. Its so spontanious and expressive of where you are at right now in the moment. And when the moments gone it can't be re-created. This is the reasoning behind why tibetan monks create sand mandalas. They are quite amazing. We had some monks come to our school and create this huge gorgeous mandala. it was left for a few hours and then destroyed. Because it was about being in the moment. At the time I thought they were nuts. it took me a while to get it.
I can tell you why, even with all your efforts its still not as good as you expected. Because they rarely are, because its a constant learning curve. It isn't a static thing, your vision. Even after decades of polishing, you'll probably still look at something and think I could have done that better. I do that. But I think thats a positive thing, because it drives us on to keep striving for the perfection we see in our minds eye, keeps us working and learning and growing. And nothing is a waste. All those 'crappy' pieces go into the experience that helps a  gem unfold at its proper time and place for you. And the high you get from one of those is a great feeling.
My other thought is that we keep all that experience and it comes out again in another lifetime. Something like a Michalengelo is the product of probably many lifetimes to reach the pinnacle he reached. He was exceptional, a Master Artist. A rare gem among artist's. 

 

[thisisafalsealias]

I'm not an art critic but the actual lines on the character are totally acceptable. If you spent a lot of time on this and had a good writer (or are one) you could easily make an actual SS manga out of it. I'd say keep it up because a lot of people and I mean a lot of people go through years of art school to draw manga and can't draw complex stuff like this where there is perspective, clothing affected by wind, good looking color gradients etc. By the amount of self depreciating you just did, I expected the actual drawing to be much worse

 

[Anti GoatFuckerV2]

Thank you all...
One thing I have always thought of doing, if I have become pro already, I'll try drawing all 72 gods in anime style. Welp, I just hope things will turn out right after that.

On Saturday, 24 March 2018, 7:34:36 AM GMT+8, thisisafalsealias@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  I'm not an art critic but the actual lines on the character are totally acceptable. If you spent a lot of time on this and had a good writer (or are one) you could easily make an actual SS manga out of it. I'd say keep it up because a lot of people and I mean a lot of people go through years of art school to draw manga and can't draw complex stuff like this where there is perspective, clothing affected by wind, good looking color gradients etc. By the amount of self depreciating you just did, I expected the actual drawing to be much worse