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"Shadows?"

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I use to see similiar things like that when I was a boy. I would gaze out my kitchen window and see a shadow type thing disappear within a blink of an eye. Followed by that would be the dreams of this shadow figure in a human shape staring at me. I remember in the dream I would somehow run to the corner of my room and somehow jump down and disappear into another room. And the shadow figure would reappear in the same manner. I was so scared I would some how teleport to another area, but I could not escape the shadow. It was around the same time I started feeling closer to satan, before I even knew what satan was.  I never could place a comparison between the two. I just knew I was scared as shit of that shadow. But I've never been scared of Satan.   After a while the dreams ended.  Then came a dream Of someone talking to me. This person I could not hear, but his features I do remember.   There was a bright light but not the king of bright you get from a light bulb. This was a different kind of light. Then appeared a man In a white robe or gown or what ever it was. I could not see the whole body, and he had not blonde hair but maybe some darker type color like brown or something. After he finished talking, I was showed a place that looked ver very old. It looked like a dark but well illuminated (if that makes any sence) cave type of setting. Think of an ice cave and how it would have giant icesciles hanging from the ceiling and big pillars dividing everything. Then think of that same ice cave, yet this time  made out of rocks and stones. That would be the place I was at. And I loved it for some reason, I felt like I was home or like I belonged there.   Then I woke up, end of story........Ever since then I began my journey down satanism and felt repulsed  by everything that was xian.  I just felt this hatred and wanted nothing to do with it. As I got a little older that anger turned into rage. I started burning bible and denying christ. There just so happened to have been a preacher who  moved in the house next to me. I ws probaly 13 or 14 by now. The preacher then started a little church within his house. And for this, since it was next door, my dad made us always attend bible study and sunday school......... I WAS HAVING IT!    Late one night I went outside and walked over to his drive way. I opened up his cadillac(why he didnt lock it, I dont know) and noticed the seats were made from some fur like fabric. So I simply placed a match on the seat, closed the door and left....   10 minutes later I heard a loud explosion. I went outside to find his car in flames shooting as high as the trees. After that he moved out of the neighborhood.       ALL SATAN!  
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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